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"That's it?" was her reaction... you'd think coming out would have gotten more of a rise out of someone but I guess some people can't be pleased... She said that the only things I could have said that she would have disapproved of would be admitting to having a child pornography collection or that I suck donkey dick... which is a definite no on both counts, in case any of you were wondering. lol

Like always, lookin' good! Eric: You better not wear a hat like that around me, or I'll kick your ass, LOL.

My bad, I wasn't paying attention.

Gold medals? No, I just watched him get the bronze. Total medals? Yes. I think he has it in him to get 10 total medals this years, but 10 golds might have to wait.

I didn't realize it until a little while ago, but this song fits so well for me and someone who means the world to me. Here Without You by Three Doors Down: A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that i saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And i don't think i can look at this the same But all these miles that seperate Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life was overrated But i hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl boy its only you and me Everything i know,and anywhere i go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my love I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl boy its only you and me

Woohoo! Neils' cute face is back!

You know, that ad could easily be taken as the victim being the plant that the vegetarian eats. To PETA I say, I am not more a monster than you. I can hear those tomatoes screaming as you cut them from their plant, slice them, dice them, turn them into ketchup, and eat them!

I'm celebrating going to Florida tomorrow! It's gonna be a long-ass drive, but it's a two week vacation that I've been looking forward to for the last month. Even bought a new suitcase for it lol.

*snickers* You know one my neighbors is an Eric... maybe when my parents go to Tennessee for a week without me I'll invite him over and introduce him to Jose Cuervo... for study of course!

Germany and Australia!

Looking good, Pai!

Thirded! You're very cute Jaci! If I was straight I would be blushing madly while offering you flowers, lol.

Now that you mention, I've noticed this as well. With my straight friends, physical contact is limited to hand shakes. Some have very physical hand shakes, involving a sort of "half-hug". Not once have I been able to "connect" with them emotional. My gay friends are different. Most of them encourage some kind of deep emotional connection, and insist on holding the other when he's down, including stroking his shoulder or back. It's not sexual at all, yet straight men seem to fear it. Bingo. Much of our society still views being gay as a bad thing, so most straight guys avoid anything "touchy-feely" because it isn't "manly". I spent so many years not knowing any gay men that when one consoled me in the not-so-distant past, it was strange when he put his arm around me and let the ends of his fingers stroke me softly... then he tickled me, but that's beside the point. The point is it felt strange and it shouldn't have. Again, it wasn't sexual at all.

Carlshitski? I know Helen said their former name was embarrassing, but HOLY DAMN! Yeah I think this couple is their real family, as all the clues point to it. I hadn't thought of it only because it was a long time ago that they were last mentioned in LTMP. Eric is starting to make me wonder. He left his comments wildly open ended and I think it was on purpose. Who knows maybe Chad (or whatever his name was) will reappear? I think it's too early to tell if any villains have been introduced. I had a feeling that JT was it, but he doesn't seem like the type of guy to be a villain, and so far CJ has had some nasty [expletive deleted] villains. We'll see, I don't think we know enough about him just yet...

To avoid looking like Frost, cut it! I kid, I kid. Do what you want with it. It's your hair. I still have to remind my dad of that whenever my hair gets long and he tries to get me to go to the barber with him on a Saturday at 7am... grrrr.

Jovian: Maybe she can take lessons from Sammy? He's lazy as hell! As I type this he's behind me on my bed, just staring at me lol. Probably plotting against me... Maddy: Nice smile! The top picture makes you look sexy.

I have to hold him to get a picture with him... that or snap my fingers or hold food by the camera, LOL.

As per Johns request, let's get back on topic... Me the other day, after I shaved completely (including chin): Me with my German Shepard mix, Sammy:

Then what's that little metal thing clipping the tie to the shirt over your stomach?

Maybe there is a reason for that? When someone wheres that kind of shirt they generally have someplace very important to be in their professional life... can't very well have a gay boy crawl up in there with him and expect to be taken seriously, LOL.

Wishing you were his shirt? lol

I would attribute the glass thing to you being able to see what's going on around you. In a normal elevator with opaque walls, you can't see what's going on outside, whereas with transparent walls you can document everything that's happening and that makes you feel like you're more in control, even though you're not.

He's also a good dresser! It's weird, I haven't seen a tie clip like that in a long time...

Eh, I tried. My mistake? Hell no! It was Siemens' mistake for transferring my dad from the Boca Raton, FL office to NJ in the summer of '96. I was dragged here, kicking and screaming!