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Rewind. The year is 1986* and two people, Suzzette and Manuel have just met and are falling in love with each other. They are currently in college and are, for a time, happy. After a few years together they decide to move in together and due to rather unfortunate circumstances, wind up living in Manuels fraternitys basement. To make a bit more money Manuel begins to sell cocaine to other students. Suzzette is unaware of this for a time and after the realization that things are pretty bad and might not get better, they both develop a slight cocaine addiction. Fast forward Years later in their on-again-off-again relationship, Suzzette and Manuel have decided to take a break. Manuel begins to see a woman he is related to named Yvonne. After several months together, Manuel and Yvonne decide to get married on News Years Day 1990. Suzzette hears of this through friends and decides that she wants to come to the wedding. Calling up Yvonne, she blackmails her into getting an invitation. Manuel hears of Suzzettes blackmailing and confronts her. They realize they truly are in love and that same night, December 23, 1989, the couple conceive their first child, a boy to be named A. Months later they wed while Suzzette is visibly pregnant. Fast forward A is two years old when the couple decides to split up for good. They do not get a divorce. A lives back and forth between his parents until about the age of five when he decides to live permanently, with his father. His mother will always resent him for the decision. Both parents meet new people, Manuel meets Cyndi, and Suzzette meets Rick. Manuel suffers from an injury at work as a furniture salesman which causes him great pain and eventually need to be operated on. This, however, leaves him unable to do most things with his son other than watch TV so A develops a deeper bond with Cyndi. In 1997 when A is 7 years old, on December 1st, his mother gives birth to a boy and A's half brother named Jared. In 1999 she gets pregnant again with a girl named Lauren. Unfortunately, after heavy lifting from a recent move into a new apartment building, Suzzette suffers a miscarriage. In 2001 she gets pregnant with a boy named Matthew. A is in middle school when Cyndi and Manuel begin to notice A developing strange behavior. His sudden mood swings and other symptoms lead them to believe he might be bipolar. Over the next few years the relationship between A and his parents deteriorates. A begins to stay out all night to come home home at 3 or 4 in the morning , then wake up to go to school. His extreme partying plus his recent coming out lead his parents to believe that they do not know who he is anymore and decide to throw him out of their house. They pack up his things and leave it all on the front porch with a note next to it. When he comes home that night and without reading the note, he takes his things and leaves his key. For the last few months of school, he lives with a good friend who let him crash with him, named Stephan. Present A is currently in high school. A lives with Stephan and another friend named Aiden while they go to college. Manuel and Cyndi pay for his meds, but other than that, there has been no contact between either of them in the past 4 years. After an attempted and failed relationship with his mother, he does see her out of love for his brothers who see him a few times a year. End *Everything in this post is the truth except possibly this date

I dont know if people are going to read this and honestly I dont care. Im doing this because Ive been told that I need to get my thoughts down on to paper, whether electronic or not. So here it is. Facts about me? Well, I'm currently 17 years old and a junior in high school. I live with a 2 great friends of mine: Stephan and Aiden, for reasons Ill probably explain later. I hate my job (data entry at an urgent care) as most people do but it pays well at ten bucks an hour and beats something like retail or fast food, so I deal with it. Currently, Im trying to deal with several (4) AP classes (Psychology, English Language and Composition, Calculus AB and Spanish) which are going well with only the AP English test to get through, which is tomorrow. Im bipolar but thankfully have a more mild form of it which, incendently, is thought to fuel creativity more then anything else, which is usually why I write. I love to write anything be it poetry stories or articles, and will probably look for a career in law, psych, or writing, or some combo of those three. Im in something called show choir and its probably the gayest thing a person can do in high school (even beyond drama) but its fun and keeps me busy. Im generally mistrusting of people and I take a long time to get to know. Im very honest and while my friends would say brutally so, they trust me to always tell them the truth. Thats really all the facts about me I can think of now. Ill do my best to post everyday, but if I cant, oh well. Tomorrow Ill post a bit more about me, my past, and the like. Mostly, 'cause to explain it all would take a while and need to start studying for my AP tomorrow. So, until later!

Oh my God! I Love BSG! Yay! And I didnt have the patience to read other people replies so Ill say whats probably been said before and say shes coming back for season 4. HOWEVER, my love for this show is the only thing that could ever qualify me as a geek. I swear!

I chose my avatar because, well, it's pretty self-explanatory.

Not my favorite song in the world but I do love the lyrics: Can you see The honest questions in my heart this hour I am opening like a flower To the rain And do you know the silent sorrows of a Never ending journey through the pain Do you see a brighter day for me Another day A day Do you wonder whats in store for me The cure for me The way Oh look down and see the tears I've cried The lives I've lived The deaths I've died Would you die them too And all for me You say I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron land And streams will flow From the dust of your bruised and broken soul And you will grow like the grass Upon the fertile plains of Asia by the streams Of living water you will grow Oh.. you will grow Do you know The story from the start And do you know me Like you've always told me Do you see the whispers in my heart against your kindness My eternal blindness Do you see... Do you see a brighter day for me Another day A day Do you wonder whats in store for me The cure for me The way Oh look down and see the tears I've cried The lives I've lived The deaths I've died Would you die them too And all for me You say I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron land And streams will flow From the dust of your bruised and broken soul And you will grow like the grass Upon the fertile plains of Asia by the streams Of living water you will grow Oh.. I will pour the water down upon the thirsty barron land And streams will flow From the dust of your bruised and broken soul And you will grow like the grass Upon the fertile plains of Asia by the streams Of living water you will grow Oh.. you will grow

Actualized type: ISTP (who you are) Introverted (I) 58.54% Extroverted (E) 41.46% Sensing (S) 51.35% Intuitive (N) 48.65% Thinking (T) 72% Feeling (F) 28% Perceiving (P) 64.71% Judging (J) 35.29% ISTP - "Engineer". Values freedom of action and following interests and impulses. Independent, concise in speech, master of tools. 5.4% of total population. Preferred type: ESTJ (who you prefer to be) Extroverted (E) 81.25% Introverted (I) 18.75% Sensing (S) 55% Intuitive (N) 45% Thinking (T) 57.14% Feeling (F) 42.86% Judging (J) 61.36% Perceiving (P) 38.64% ESTJ - "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. Very responsible. Pillar of strength. 8.7% of total population. Attraction type: ENTP (who you are attracted to) Extroverted (E) 70% Introverted (I) 30% Intuitive (N) 58.54% Sensing (S) 41.46% Thinking (T) 52.17% Feeling (F) 47.83% Perceiving (P) 52.5% Judging (J) 47.5% ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population. Interesting . . .