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raydeayon1

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  1. Ok thank you so much
  2. Hi everyone, so i'm trying to write my story and to be honest I need a lot of help. This is my first so i would like to do some research and learn something. I've had this story locked in my head for so long, I did start to write back in high school but i may have to start it completely over. The story i'm looking for is in the future and the universe. I would appreciate it if you can help me find a story. Thanks
  3. I had fried crab legs once. It was really messy but yes other than the crab legs fried seafood is amazing!
  4. I guess you can say my town is in the middle. We have one gay club that i don't really like going to, its just not my kind of scene. We do have a LGBT organization but I've never been there. I guess if i really needed to, i could drive up to Milwaukee (about a 30 mile drive). Milwaukee has a better atmosphere than here, more open to the LGBT community. So yeah not much where i live at but at lease its close to me.
  5. raydeayon1

    Chapter 23

    What words to describe this story. I fell in love with it so powerful and enriched with emotions i had. There were parts my heart was beating so fast and my stomach what turned upside down just as Derrick's would. And to be truly honest i cried alot especially when Derrick got beat up the way you describe every word I felt like I was there in the bathroom with him. such a great story keep up your hard work I love it I can't wait to read more
  6. Hi everyone, im so bored here at work all alone. Is anyone else out here on 3rd shift just as bored as i am. Or just can't sleep? Talk to me lol lets make the time past by sorry if it sounds weird im just so bored!
  7. Its 1:53am here and just being bored while my bf is working the graveyard shift
  8. Same here lugh, no one is on chat tonight
  9. Lol hi lacey how was Florida
  10. I haven't been on this website in months and nobody's on what happened everyone. it must still be monday
  11. HeyHey it was my birthday too
  12. I don't like it when there's a jungle down there and I need a treasure map to find my...... well you know sooo i like to be trim
  13. Lol i like how wisconsin is the only one with bar
  14. No he wasn't a member he was my best friend Thanks guys i miss him so much
  15. My friend past 2 weeks ago
  16. We met it seems such a short time ago You looked at me needing me so Yet from your sadness our happiness grew And i found out i needed you too I remember how we used to play I recall those rainy days The fires glow that kept us warm And now i find we're both alone Goodbye may seem forever Farwell is like the end But in my heart's the memory And there you'll always be. Goodbye cody i love you and always will
  17. Thank you guys but tomorrow is my friends wake i wish thisday wasn't happening
  18. I've been up for 24 hours now and im not thinking straight I don't know what to do anymore. I can't sleep I love you Cody and I miss you so much. what is going on with me. I'm sorry if I sound stupid but I really need somebody to talk to right now
  19. Im grateful for eveything you have done for me and yes things will get better
  20. my dear friend, i know your life was going down hill and there was nothing you could do to stop it. You tired and tired again but nothing seemed to work. Your parents did not show you love from when i first met you long ago your parents weren't parents at all. Always out and not caring about you. The drugs and alcohol seem to be your parents for all the wrong reasons. Your friends and i love you and always will especially me. I always cared for you i remember when we were kids and we would spend the night out in the tent in my back yard, we biked together and even talked about girls lol even though i didn't like it I just did it to make you happy. You were the first person i came out to you were like a brother to me. No you are my brother. When i got that phone call that you took your life my life stop as well i cried and cried and cried some more. I even talk to people that i don't even know that well and they showed me that i have to be strong for you. My life has been so different without you i will miss you Cody you are and always will be my best friend i hope now you can find peace wherever you are i will see you soon but not to soon, you will just have to find something else to do before i get there when im old and dusty i love you Cody. Thank you all for letting me write this for some of you that don't know ,my friend took his life early this week i just had to write this out and get it out of me thanks again guys for helping me. Cele, nirto, mann, aj, john, curti and the other i cant think about right now i love you guys so much and i don't even know you people but you feel like my friends
  21. Aww im glade he is happy. I wish i came out in highschool
  22. I think its getting better just yesterday my friends and i went to the gay club and i danced with another guy. I didn't have as much fun in along time it made forget all about him
  23. Time for shameless cant wait anyone else else loves shameless?
  24. Lmfao hahaha i cant stop laughing
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