my dear friend, i know your life was going down hill and there was nothing you could do to stop it. You tired and tired again but nothing seemed to work. Your parents did not show you love from when i first met you long ago your parents weren't parents at all. Always out and not caring about you. The drugs and alcohol seem to be your parents for all the wrong reasons. Your friends and i love you and always will especially me. I always cared for you i remember when we were kids and we would spend the night out in the tent in my back yard, we biked together and even talked about girls lol even though i didn't like it I just did it to make you happy. You were the first person i came out to you were like a brother to me. No you are my brother. When i got that phone call that you took your life my life stop as well i cried and cried and cried some more. I even talk to people that i don't even know that well and they showed me that i have to be strong for you. My life has been so different without you i will miss you Cody you are and always will be my best friend i hope now you can find peace wherever you are i will see you soon but not to soon, you will just have to find something else to do before i get there when im old and dusty i love you Cody.
Thank you all for letting me write this for some of you that don't know ,my friend took his life early this week i just had to write this out and get it out of me thanks again guys for helping me. Cele, nirto, mann, aj, john, curti and the other i cant think about right now i love you guys so much and i don't even know you people but you feel like my friends