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tap...tap....tap......(tapping foot impatiently) Ok now it has been three days. We need at least three more chapters now!!!! We will most likely need at least three to get through the storm with old "Dad" when he gets home.

Well at least you are back home ethan and things are at least starting to go better for you. Keep your spirits up and keep a positive outlook, it really helps. Mike

I hope that you have a really special day today. Mike

many, many, many, more

Great Idea Myr! This could be very interesting.

Arrrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! I have to know what happens, I need more NOW!!!!!!! please, please, please

Hope you have a good one Forloyn and many to come

I bet that things are going to be rather hot around Davy's house in the next chapter Great Job Dan. Mike

Yes it is Myr, very good.

Blessed be thou!

:wacko: :wacko: :wacko: :wacko: Boo Hoo! Boo Hoo! Boo Hoo!,,,,,,,,sniff, sniff, sniff, (wipes tear from eye) There were no new chapters this evening. sniff, sniff, sniff!!!! Oh well maybe there will be 10 tomorrow!!!!!!

^Very good question CrackerWriter since your story is ten times better

Thanks Rainbow Mark and my relationship was a very strange one. I never fell in love with him as a lover, but we did both love each other as brothers. I was always a daydreamer and lived out in the clouds and Mark would always bring back to earth. He was very mature for his age and was always able to point me in the right direction when i was very imature. It is really funny before reading your post this morning I had not thought of him in at least 10 years. Now he has been on mind all day. Remembering all the little things.......how mad he use to get at me when I would not concentrate on a game of chess (heck I knew I would loose no matter what....hehehe). They are all good memories though. About a month after I got back to the ship, I received a package from Marks mother with some of his personal belongings in it. She said that she knew he would want me to have them. Because the memories were so hard for them there, they moved shortly after that and I never heard from them again. Thanks Rainbow for bringing back some wonerful memories. Hugs Mike

No I did not know that Rainbow, I am gald that you have such a great relationship. When you said that you were wheel chair bound, it sure brought back a flood of memories for me. During my teen years there were only two boys that knew for sure about me. One was bi and the other one was straight. I am going to talk about the straight one. His name was Mark and he had all kinds of medical problems and was paraplegic. Hel also only had limited use of his arms and hands, he really had a rough life. He was one of my best friends and we talked and shared all our feelings. When I realized I was gay he was the first one I told. He cautioned me not to tell anyone else or I would loose the friends that I had. About a year after I told him, his doctors delivered some very bad news to us. They told us that Mark was going to die. They did not know how long he had. Mark took it surprisenly well, he told me later that he had already guessed that it was coming and had already dealt with it. He told me that the only thing he was really sorry about was that he would not ever be able to experince sex. He had a strange look in his eye and it dawned on me what he was really asking. He was really afraid I would only do it for him if he returned the favor. But heck, I knew he was straight and would not ask that. And yes I did take care of him. Several times over the next few years. Mark died during my first year in the Navy. I happened to be home on leave and was able to attend the funeral. Marks mother pulled me aside after it was over and asked me to go have a cup of coffee with her. She told me that she wanted to thank me for my friendship with Mark over the years. She then dropped the bombshell. She had been standing in the hallway the day that we had talked about him not having sex. She gave me a big hug and told me I really was a special person. I can not belive the emotion that is coming back as I write this. Mark died 33 years ago.

Sounds good Ethan, I am still praying for her. Hugs Mike

Only in my dreams lynne, only in my dreams

^Really is a sweet girl <And I am going to be nice and just give her a hug!!!!

Dan and Myr Now where are the other 14?????

This is a very interesting topic. There have been a few stories that I read on the net that involve love with a handicap or deformed partner. I really enjoyed them a lot, I guess that I am just an old romantic at heart. Today this thread really came to mind for me. I was in a public building and there was this handicaped young man there that was walking with two cructhes. And you could see by the hard time he was having, that he was very close to being parapelgic. He was having an awful time getting around, but was very independent and would not accept any help from anyone. The thing that I found the most fasinating, was that I was highly attraced to this man. He was just there for a few minutes and was gone, he was surrounded with people and I did not even get a chance to say hi. The really crazy thing is that his physical type normally would not turn me on in the least. I can not even tell you what it was about him that attracted me. I live in a small town so there is a good chance of us meeting again. I hope that it happens. I know nothing about him, weather he is gay or straight or don't give a damn. But I would really like to get to know this guy, and I don't have a clue as to why.

This is actually Comicality's topic of disscusion this week, I asked him if I could repost it over here. I would like to see everyone post on this subject. Any way now for Comicality's post.

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you Chapter Four is up

This is a very interesting topic. There have been a few stories that I read on the net that involve love with a handicap or deformed partner. I really enjoyed them a lot, I guess that I am just an old romantic at heart. Today this thread really came to mind for me. I was in a public building and there was this handicaped young man there that was walking with two cructhes. And you could see by the hard time he was having, that he was very close to being parapelgic. He was having an awful time getting around, but was very independent and would not accept any help from anyone. The thing that I found the most fasinating, was that I was highly attraced to this man. He was just there for a few minutes and was gone, he was surrounded with people and I did not even get a chance to say hi. The really crazy thing is that his physical type normally would not turn me on in the least. I can not even tell you what it was about him that attracted me. I live in a small town so there is a good chance of us meeting again. I hope that it happens. I know nothing about him, weather he is gay or straight or don't give a damn. But I would really like to get to know this guy, and I don't have a clue as to why.

Ok that is three!!!!!! now where are the other 17???????????????????

^innocent???????? Maybe in your next life <

The Birds, that was one I had forgot about. It was creepy.