nicks_a_writer

YAY!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!!! that is awesome, i wish people were i lived we as socially open minded and excepting, but people are trying to change that. I am really glad that max is still wanting to be really good friends with you. You seem to lead a good life... But anyway, what ever things are troubling you, i hope that therapy can help them and make them much better. I get depressed sometimes, but that is because i no one close to me knows about my being gay. So yeah. But i hope is all well.... and super congrates on coming out to max, and i agree with who ever said that no reactions are the best ones, i would have to agree. so YAY!!! again later ~ nick

Well... ley me tell you... straight guys may say that girls are confusing and they dont get them... and that is true... i dont get girls and i am 100% gay... the still confuse the hell outta me... any way they just don't know that they are as equally confusing. They seem to think that it is okie to flirt with other boys. They do this at my school all the time... like grab each others asses and stuff like that... and call each other hot... its just wierd and it confuses the hell outta us closested (and some what closeted) individuals. I am in a simualar situtation (just read all of my blog entries and you will get it) and one minute they will say that they have crush on some girl and then the next thing they tell you that they like the way you smell... and then they will say something like "That girl is hot." and then follow it up with a "Yeah that guy has some great abs." and then wink at you... so yeah... it is so confusing. But the best thing i can offer you is just to vent here... it does make you feel better... i have appologized in my blog a few times for bitching to much on here... but yeah... i am glad that you have seemed to work it out... good luck with that... and feel free to talk to me any time... i stay on live chat alot. or drop me a line in my blog. later ~ nick

AMEN BROTHER! straight teenage boys are confusing... they get all touchy and stuff when people are not around and seem clingy and want to be your best friend somethimes... but then other times they act as if your not even there and so that leaves you all... Huh?... You are definately preaching to the choir on this one... lol... but i most definately know how you feel, because all last week my best friend trav (and crush) can't stop talking about how we are gonna spend all of this extended four day weekend together... and as of yesterday when he was supposed to call me back and let me know if he could come up or not... i haven't heard from him. So yeah... Blah... I am kinda a hate with everything right now... and it is so depressing. later ~ nick

YAY YOUR BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! later ~ nick

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I just discovere dyour guys blog... i went and read everything from the begining... i like being a part of your life. PLEASE DONT STOP!!!!!!!!!! but i am so happy for you two on the engagement and since you are going to stop bloging... i just want you to know that they will be greatly missed and that i loved your guys blog... maybe you might pick it up again one day. but if you dont i just want you to know that i hope you guys are happy together and that i will miss you guys telling me what is going on... *cries* later ~ nick

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope you have a great day today... and don't get to hung over if you have a party later ~ nick

I'm telling you... you have the a life that most gay teens dream of... an accepting mother, friends who are cool with it and being true to your self. Most of us are not as put together as you... i for one can say that i have never had any problem with my sexuality myself... when i did figure out i was gay i was like "Hmm... i like boys, they are way hotter than girls." and that was about the end of it. LOL! but anyway i am really happy for you... and congradulations that everything has went so well. BTW i'm 16, lol... and there are plenty more of us teens on here... Welcome to starting a blog as well... trust me... they are the best place ever. I have to agree with Tim_the_slut... blogging is like theropy... it helps with everything. But anyway... have fun... and again welsome! later ~ nick

YAY!!! I GOT 43% and i am a well adjust homo guy!!!! lol later ~ nick

My friends say that things are gay all the time... like... "Did you see that gay shot that number 25 made in last nights game." and yes i hate to admitt i use it to... but like you said it is like african/americans useing the "N" word... i personally have no problem with it... and i have not put it in my blog because i am afraid that it will hurt peoples feelings and they will get offended... but that just me... I think it is funny when i use the word gay... I use it all the time... like when i see something i dont like i will go "That's so day" later ~ nick

AAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your answers are so sweet... i wish i had some one to take that survey with... but oh well... maybe in time I just read the first chapter of your story and i really like it... lol i will read more... but i have a bed time that is slowly approaching. later ~ nick

I READ CHAPTER 7 AND I LOVE YOUR STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHE Any way... you mentioned me in your blog... thats really cool... anyway i am glad that you read my blog and sutff... and i am most definately in love with your writing... it is similar to Dom's but with its own twist... and while it reminds me of dom's it is nothing like it... lol... if that even makes sense. But i hope you do good with your Ph.D... i know it will be rough but stay strong. I will also try reading that book that you suggested... lol... i love to read... i read books along with this stuff on the net... lol. hope you have a good night. later ~ nick

I get the same reaction... because i am really loud and i can command a room when i speak... like you i do not do it for the attention... it's just the way that i am i guess. But people can always tell when i am down because i actually do my school worker while jamming down with my head phones and i dont talk to no one. I have only with in the past 4 months began to open up to people, to tell them what might be wrong (but it always boils down to do with being gay and/ or trav) but i never tell them that. but yeah... i'm glad that everyone where you work cares... thank you so much for commenting on my blogs you have been a real help to me. later ~ nick

Hey... I just wanna know when do you plan on posting chapter seven... i need it... you are dealing with a domaholic that has become addicted to something that is some reaaly good stuff... SO PLEASE UPDATE AND GIVE ME FAIR WARNING!!!!!!! bte i have been checking your authored page out like every thirty minutes to make sure you haven't posted it. lol later ~ nick

I totally agree with you. You're so right... i mean if she has enough money to buy cigs she needs to lay aside and not buy bread for her starving children then she needs to be taken some where and shot. People only get out of life what they put in... i mean i would have bought bread for her but i would have gave her a stern lecture while doing it... and i would ask her about her situtation and stuff like that... but anyway... i really like your blog and you have cool name... lol later ~ nick

I know that you get depressed on your birthday... but still make it a good one for all of your friends here a GA so be a king :king: fo a day... and take care of your self... Birthday Huggles Huggles