I'm sorry the chapter disappointed you. When I started writing this story I had a very clear path in mind. I had tried to change the bar scene, but this was how it played out in my head. There are times, even in real life, where we see the outcome of things before they happen, and yet they happen regardless. To me, this chapter was more about the changes in Jason's life than the ill-timed kiss. Jason's life changed so much and he wanted to see the good in Luc. Was it naive? Yes, but he did love the man once and hoped Luc was capable of change. It was a chance he won't ever give again.
I appreciate you taking the time to share your thoughts