May 6
Ohhh, groan!
I could bang my head over and over and OVER again on the wall until I either broke it or my head.
If he's straight and in love, why can't he just leave me to suffer in peace? He knows hardly anything about me and yet he still seeks me out. Why is that? What is Billy's game with me?
Does he want to be my best friend? That I can understand, I suppose, but, unfortunately, I really can't do that with Billy. I like him far too much to be just his friend. Wow, w