I would agree with you Phoenix, I have been in similar states of mind when it comes to how I view a relationship between my self and another boy or a girl. I remember my friend who just wanted to bug his girlfriend so he grabbed my hand as we walked through the mall I just remember internally freaking out about it, and i'm the gay one hes the straight one. Later on of course it was an experience to reflect on as I have matured a little I think or at least hope, I still don't know if I fully want a relationship with someone I kind of like being single, but at the same time its annoying for everyone to tell me I need a Girlfriend (still in the closet to most people) or as my best friend recently said "we need to find you someone" I guess leaving it open to either or. But I have always viewed a Relationship with a girl as more of a romantic one and a boy probably more of a sexual one, even though i'm pretty sure I don't want a sexual relationship with a girl. O well clear as mud as they say.