No, i walked away after being on the street for a couple of years, after having men do what they wanted to me, including breaking my jaw when i said no to something they wanted me to do.
After that i decided that my Father in heaven couldn't be much of a father, if He also allowed these things to happen to his children. Yet, i can remember standing beside my mom and listening to her sing Abide With Me. And the other people greeting us as friends weekly. Those things i remember. Those things are good.
The Church ... well all of the man made religions are filled with drones who serve a Master who does not exist. He is a ghost in many forms who has controlled people for many years for the benefit of very few. So many have died in the name of these religions, more continue to, and will today, and sadly tomorrow.