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William is depressed about being separated from Alicia when she goes off to college but he was hoping to have sex with another girl in the last chapter. He’s a bit contradictory because if I felt that strongly about someone I wouldn’t casually plan to cheat on them but that’s me.

William does not inspire me with confidence nor do I especially like his character. I can’t help but think he was thinking with his dick when William kissed Cam on the lips upon first arriving in Malibu, though nobody really blinked when it happened. Kissing on the lips especially if it was a simple peck doesn’t really mean anything really but this chapter showed he’s ruled by his hormones more so than by his head & heart. He seemed sincere we he told his father he wouldn’t have sex with anyone yet was planning to somehow sneak off to have sex with a college graduate and Cam was possibly going to enable him as William was asking to borrow a car to go out on his “date”. He’s also shown he doesn’t really love Alicia especially with that rubbish line about how she knows he has needs as there’s no way she wants him having sex with some other girl while they’re dating. Cam shouldn’t help him by loaning him a car and neither should the other guys as this is not a good pattern. I have no problem with a healthy sex life but I do have a problem with cheating. I thought Mary Carson was being a bit unfair implying William wasn’t a good kid or at least not as good a kid as the others until this as it’s definitely showing he doesn’t have the best character. If he cheats on Alicia and it gets out I don’t know if any other girl from his school will trust him enough to try a meaningful relationship with him anytime soon as he clearly only cares about sex.

Cam seems to be playing with fire as he has found William extremely attractive since pretty much meeting him and William has let it be known he’d be happy to have sex with him yet he keeps putting himself in dangerous situations. First he didn’t object to William sleeping in the nude and chose to sleep in the nude himself despite knowing there was mutual attraction between them and now they’ve both gotten drunk together while Cam had already unconsciously jerked William off while half asleep so who knows what could happen while drunk. I mean he doesn’t even remember how he ended up in that position with William while sober yet had enough willpower to stop it from going further so adding alcohol to the mix sounds like adding fuel to the fire. Everything seems ok so far as Cam fell asleep before anything could happen but he could potentially wake up in the next chapter horny & still drunk. I know he loves Kevin but sleeping with his underwear on at the very least sound smarter as a means to keep temptation at bay plus his comment about always sleeping in the nude sounded like bull. I want to think that he has slept in his underwear before like obviously when they sleep on air mattresses in the same room as the other guys he likely does and he typically takes his underwear off because he has sex with Kevin pretty much every night so he could live with keeping them on when in bed with William as it’s not like he sleeps in the nude all the time.

Like some of the other commenters I thought there could be a possibility Alex & John missed their flight except surely someone would have tried calling their cellphones or they would have called themselves to let everyone know they were fine having no doubt heard about the plane crash. Even though it turned out to be their plane I think Catherine shouldn’t have told them as early as she did because if it hadn’t been their assigned flight then she would have gotten everyone panicked for nothing. They’ve all suffered so much and Alex & John have been in their lives so little already due to their busy schedules that their deaths just seem especially cruel yet life is often cruel. If they somehow turn out alive I’m going to be irritated over how nobody knew as it just seems illogical that they could have survived yet nobody find this out considering the various means of communication that exist in this modern age.

I feel like I’ve entered the Twilight Zone with the turnabout in this chapter. In the past Dan asked Kevin if he could sleep with both or one of them to confirm if he was gay to which Kevin seemed happy to do so while Cam didn’t want to for fear of it messing up their relationship and now William has asked to sleep with them both to try experimenting with gay sex only to have the reverse happen where Cam seemed to want to yet Kevin said no. I know they both have found William very attractive and I thought they might give into the heat of the moment when they were in bed together so it’s nice they didn’t though Cam did a little bit when he tasted William’s precum to Kevin’s irritation. I’m very surprised at this reversal as I thought Kevin would once again want to say yes and Cam was the one so against it in the past so I figured he of all people would say no despite his massive libido. I got a bad taste in my mouth with the way Kevin acted about the Dan situation and now I’m concerned about Cam’s interest this time around as it’s out of character. As far as we know Cam was a complete virgin before Kevin and Kevin has never had sex with any other guy, though he has slept with at least one girl before Cam, so I suppose it’s understandable that they both might be curious about sex with other guys. If something eventually happens I won’t be shocked but if it didn’t with William of all people it probably won’t happen considering how attractive they both find him though admittedly upon reflection I seem to recall Cam rating Kevin & William equal in physical attractiveness at one point yet Kevin won out with his personality in terms of how attractive Cam found them so I understand him being more tempted than Kevin was.

Father Mason should have added into his reasons for telling these three the fact that they themselves are gay, bi, whatever. I mean he seemed worried about telling them but of all the people he could have told he should have known they would not to judge him in any way considering their own orientations. The rest of the family won’t judge him either considering how open minded they are and how much they love these three regardless of their sexual orientation yet it would be less worrisome I’d think for him to come out to guys who identify as gay themselves. Life won’t be easy for him but he’s learning to accept who he is plus he’ll have a lot of support.

I’m a little bit surprised considering the trauma he went through that Cam didn’t seem remotely apprehensive about bottoming. I know he loves Kevin and on a conscious level is aware he wouldn’t hurt him purposely yet still most people would be at least slightly nervous when they assumed a position that is submissive, for lack of a better word, after being raped. On one hand it shows how much they love each other and on the other hand it just seems a tiny bit unrealistic. Honestly I know this is a gay oriented story on a site with gay oriented content yet it just feels like every character is at least being depicted as bicurious which is cool...just over the top. I mean while as far as we know they haven’t had any gay sex we have one past scene/moment where extremely straight William was checking out John’s butt with what sounded like a lot of interest 😂 and Nick seems to have a crush on Kevin yet isn’t attracted to other guys so it’s more idolization except he’s got some apparent sexual attraction too. Then there was Dan who experimented with guys yet in the end decided he was straight and now the preacher that the boys were ogling a bit from the start turns out to be...bisexual I guess even though he’s referring to himself as gay at the moment. It just seems over the top to have almost every character be a little bicurous such as out of all the teens I think Berto is the only one I haven’t noticed any remotely homoerotic interest from, except of course he’s not blind to how good the other guys look. Strict labels though don’t always apply like while I don’t know how often Kevin’s noticing of women has actually been described in the story I have always thought he was more bi than strictly gay considering his sort of intense sexual history with Heather so I like how Cam kinda confirms that he believes him to be bisexual to the therapist when she asks if Kevin likes women. I know it’s stupid to worry about as I’m sure it won’t happen but considering what happened with Dan I hope Kevin doesn’t get the dumb idea to “help” Nick get over his crush by having sex with him. Considering he had the dumb idea Dan needed to have sex with him to confirm his orientation and not get hurt by some random guy I’m just paranoid that a similar stupid idea will come into his mind in the future though I’m certain that with his love for Cam it won’t happen...except I never expected it before either. Considering how sensitive Cam is at the moment I’m especially certain Kevin couldn’t be that much of a jerk and I would assume Nick would never actually make a move either so it’s a moot point.

I’m kinda surprised nobody contacted Father Jim Mason considering how close he is to the family plus they might want him to pray for Cam if not start up that prayer chain like he did when Casey was missing/kidnapped.

It seemed like the universe was trying to warn Cam with Kevin wanting him to wait so he and Carl could run with him, with the dogs wanting to run with him, and of course there’s the warning Art Smith gave him regarding those guys being violent. Upon reflection to be fair he didn’t tell him they were actually talking about planning something nor the fact they had even picked out that house to use so he could have been a lot more helpful in prevented this if he had given them more info. I don’t get why Cam was so impatient to run as he doesn’t typically run alone, but as this is a story so I figured one of them would run alone eventually just so these guys could attacking them. I know Carl had no reason to be seriously worried yet his question about whether Kevin wanted to change into running shorts and saying they should stretch before going off to look for Cam was an aggravating delay since as a reader we knew Cam was in trouble. I’m guessing considering his interesting choice of implements as well as method of attack that Eric is a deep closet case which I think Art was a tad suspicious about himself as he noted his interest in gays was a bit over the top. I’m a bit curious where they obtained those items in the first place as homophobes would probably feel too embarrassed to buy things like dildos from a sex store not to mention the other more S & M themed items. I can’t believe Cam will do as Eric expects him to and be too embarrassed to point them out to the cops as they definitely deserve jail time possibly for attempted murder considering how weak Cam’s pulse was. I hope Kevin and Carl don’t start blaming themselves though I suspect they both will feel guilty despite not being psychic. They had no way of knowing what was going on yet seeing someone you love hurt so badly is terrible and Carl may have flashbacks to how his father attacked & raped him. I hope he contacts a therapist if he needs to as it may hit him hard and Cam needs to see one as well which hopefully is something Carl well help talk him into when the time comes.

I don’t like the fact those guys seem to be following them around or at least paying them extra attention. Not to sound overly dramatic but reflecting on what happened to the Carson’s apartment as well as how cruel some people can be these macho guys could do anything including setting Alex & John’s place on fire out of homophobic bigotry. These guys aren’t just going away and if they attend UCLA then that’s going to result in even more issues.

This just comes out weird to me. I mean both Cam & Kevin were highly attracted to Carl yet both vocally said no to having sex with him when he was coming to terms with his sexuality and wanted to have sex with them yet Kevin is ok with this? Also I thought Cam was around Dan more lately and that he maybe would have asked Cam rather than Kevin about this plus out of the the two of them while Dan wouldn’t know this I’d expect Cam to more likely have been the one to say yes as he tends to have more of a wandering eye as well as a high sex drive that seems higher than Kevin’s sometimes. I know Kevin said it was just to help Dan and he wasn’t really interested in him sexually yet after Cam said no he comes back with that line “But won't you at least think about it for Dan's sake?” which combined with the fact he was willingly going to have sex with Dan if he had Cam’s permission even though Cam obviously didn’t like it just makes me think it’s something he really wanted to do. Kevin comes off as a hypocrite because while he did give Cam permission to have sex with Teri he was feeling upset about it and would have felt betrayed if Cam had despite what he said so this is the same type situation except worse in a way. Worse because they both prefer guys while Teri was obviously a girl so the sexual attraction wouldn’t have been as strong if Cam had slept with her and Teri wasn’t living with them which would result in the temptation for a repeat performance plus it wouldn’t be rubbing the other’s existence in others face like how it would have been if Cam had to see Dan everyday knowing Kevin slept with him. Can you imagine how uncomfortable that would be for Cam? Kevin’s excuse about it being different for Carl was also bull as the therapist more so tried to keep Carl’s mind open regarding his sexual orientation incase his judgement was clouded by his current situation rather than helping him confirm he was gay and in the end Dan met someone to experience sex with in a similar way to how Carl did so Kevin’s “help” wasn’t needed. Also, assuming that excuse is valid while it might have made Dan uncomfortable he could have talked to a therapist himself if Kevin was so sure that seeing a therapist is how Carl came to terms with his sexuality. Kevin just came off as a horny guy who wanted to sleep with someone else and even if he was being 100% honest in his reasons I can see Cam being really upset especially considering how Kevin brought it up as something makes it seem worse that he brought it up after they had just had sex. Ugh this just upsets me overall but their love will endure...though I’m worried about whether this will be an isolated incident.

I’m a little confused as I thought Carl had told Cam & Kevin that the abuse to put it mildly wasn’t a one time thing yet he stated here as well as at a previous point that he was only treated this way once. I thought he had said his dad beat him whenever he lost but only did it when he wouldn’t be seen shirtless by his teammates so this time he made up for any losses during the whole season at once as the wrestling season was over and I thought he had also given the impression if not outright stated that he had been raped by him before as he said his main reason for seeking help at that time was because of Dan. His words were something like Dan isn’t a jock like me and can’t handle it as he was worried his dad would replace him with Dan when he went off to college. I was thinking he said the rape first began after his mother’s death. I get why he might be emberassed I guess to mention that it was a common occurrence but it just seems like a writing error more so than a conscious omission by the character as in for a penny in for a pound in my opinion when it comes to telling the truth on the witness stand especially as it would help with a tougher sentence I would expect. One aspect I found interesting was the inclusion of the car antenna as a weapon/instrument of abuse as that was never mentioned in the past to any of the characters to my recollection but I can see why he wouldn’t feel the need to tell say Cam & Kevin about that. I’m also wondering what dirty cop or security personal Walter Emrick paid off as I don’t know how he snuck a gun in let alone acquired one without such help. The guy is nuts because while killing his son might have satisfied some desire for revenge now he’ll go down for attempted murder, assuming Ian doesn’t die, so this isn’t going to help him any. The guy was doomed from the start as there’s no way his lawyer was getting him off so I guess he would rather take Carl down with him than go down alone. Now, I’m wondering about Berto’s uncle as there’s no way he’s getting paid all things considered but he’ll probably still attempt to kill Berto if not Carl & Dan out of sheer malicious.

Lol seemed convenient that Andy disappeared before they headed out to the gay bars. If this was reality I’d say that was a coincidence but being a story I had a feeling Carl would run into him. Looks like Carl is in luck and thankfully not crushing on a straight guy.

I wonder if this is somehow related to Carl & Dan’s dad more so than Kevin’s dad wanting to simply kidnap his grandson considering he gave the child to a third party. It could be a smart way to kidnap the child without taking him himself per say but the guy also seems like the type who’d do this for money as well as a desire to hurt his son. I can’t believe Kevin left his son alone with a guy who has abused him and clearly didn’t like him having custody of the child. I know Kevin likely has a soft spot for his father but I expected something like this to happen though I thought it would be a violent altercation between the two rather than this somewhat smart method of kidnapping. I wish Kevin had let Cam come into the terminal or Cam had done it against his wishes considering the type of guy his father had already shown himself to be.

Wow, now William is surprising me. Is any of these kids 100% straight? So far the only one who hasn’t given off any remote interest in guys is Dan and I’m not ruling that concept out yet considering it wasn’t so long ago Mark outright told his father he was straight only to now think he may be gay. Of course I’m not certain about the exact definition of gay for everyone in this story as William is likely bi if not just a curious horndog 😂 and I don’t know if I’d label Kevin as anything but bi considering he seems to have really enjoyed sex with Heather unlike Cam who was never interested in sex with women period. Well in retrospect both he and Kevin seemed certain he’d like it if he tried it, when they were thinking about prom night, so this is a prime example of how you can’t just label people or place them neatly in a box. Everyone is unique.

🤣 Cam is a major horndog and if he wasn’t so in love with Kevin I’d be worried about infidelity the way his eyes tend to wander though there’s no harm in a guy looking. 😉

The gay gene is an interesting concept to hear her ponder. I don’t believe in it but I have found it ironic having grown up with a slightly similar life to Cam. I grew up with a typical family consisting of a mom, dad, and even half siblings only to learn after their divorce that my dad was gay. Then I later come to realize I’m gay myself and what are the chances? Guess I inherited something good from my dad aye. 😉 😂

The line about having to say I love you because the guy just gave him a blowjob is getting old. He was horny, he had sex with a guy that he can’t even stand outside of the bedroom, and he said I love you because he doesn’t want to stop having sex with him which would likely end if he told him how he truly felt. It’s plainly about sex not some desire not to hurt the guys feelings nor some obligation as if he owes him meaningless words because to him saying them has no meaning. I’m glad the guy found someone he could love but he should stop stringing this kid along with his empty words.

Artie and Scotty sitting in a tree....😘. They’re both artistic and both crushing on Tristan so they’re the perfect match. We need some match making done ASAP. 😉

🤣 So..."They get hard when you do that, you know? Gay or not.” huh Jesse. I’m totally switching to a different doctor then because my prostate exam wasn’t that fun. 😂

He should have made a comment asking Artie please not to get icing on him again to subtly remind him they’d met briefly before. It’d have been a nice, comical icebreaker.

It’s very warm in there...Dad didn’t smell sex? 😂 I’m betting Papa didn’t raise no fool and that dad has an idea about what’s going on. I get a vibe that Deme’s family wouldn’t be that objectionable to him being gay. In the end we don’t know a lot about the personalities or views of anyone outside of our two main characters so it’s hard to anticipate how anyone might react. I mean Shane hasn’t even mentioned having any friends to make judgments on how they might react for instance but hopefully his mom will be accepting. His sister will just be jealous. 😂

Rofl I loved when Deme said "Yes. He needs to find studs to nail..." 😂. I thought to myself, if only then your dad wouldn’t have a problem with the two of you being together. 😉 This is a very sweet story and I can just see Sarah loving the fact the cute boy is dating her brother if/when she finds out. Poor girl will have a heart attack. 💔

I think it’s psychological as this is the last one posted for the moment but if felt shorter than most. I’m always worried about drama messing with sweet boys like these two so I hope Ariel doesn’t get any sort of complex when he eventually learns about Tyler’s past relationships. Still, I’m sure Tyler will let Ariel know he’s the only guy for him and help him get over his insecurities. Heh maybe he’ll even help Ariel get over his “accidents” because while it’s extremely cute it’s sad that everyone considers him a walking hazard to the point many of the school employees don’t even want him around. Once he’s more confident he’ll probably become less accident prone.

Reading this chapter just makes me want to hear more about Randy, Ryan, Sean, and Cody. The fact Ryan is so blind or purposely ignoring how Sean is obviously flirting is annoying especially when it’s obvious to everyone else. I mean if Sean wasn’t openly gay maybe I could pawn off some of his comments as jokes but sharing a drink let alone a single straw is something you do with your boyfriend not a friend. I mean out of everything he’s done that actually strikes me worse than a lot of his comments because if Ryan had shared the milkshake I would have felt like that was a betrayal as odd as that sounds as there’s just something intimate about it. Reading from the perspective of the story New Kid I know that Ryan was worried about Randy and that Randy wandered off in order to not get too upset over Sean yet reading from both perspectives it’s still obvious that Ryan kinda neglected his boyfriend a bit. I mean I’m recalling the moment where Sean got him to go on a ride with him and that just seems wrong because either you should sit out with your boyfriend if he’s sick because you love him or you should ride with him.Better to ride with a stranger than a guy that’s shamelessly flirting with you even if you think it’s harmless. I’m glad everything is going well between Ariel & Tyler but while I know it makes him uncomfortable as well as might make Ariel uncomfortable I wish Tyler would tell him about Mike & Sam as it’s getting a bit awkward when he runs into them.