JSmith

I'm sick of being sick. I think my fever is starting to break though. It's still at 101.2 but it stopped going up at least. My sisters friends are alcoholics. This is the second night in a row they've been here and I'm starting to get annoyed. I need to move out. Maybe then I'll actually be able to sleep. Short blog. I'm lazy and don't feel like typing. Joe (Who needs to eat.)

Slightly off topic, but my school received yet another bomb threat today. The third in a week. It's a pain in the ass really because they completely shut down the enterance and only let students with IDs on campus and backs up one of the highways.

So since people keep asking me about Valentines Day, I'll just blog it here. Thursday night he took me to dinner at an amazing Itallian Restaurant. I had the salmon and the food was VERY good, but I couldn't eat it all beause they give you a hell of a lot to eat. The only downside was that they were out of Cheesecake for desert so I had to get some chocolate thing which would probably been very good if I was a chocolate lover, but it was way too rich and chocolately for me. After that it was my turn and since it was already 11 o'Clock we decided on not doing everything I had planned because we were both exhausted. I had a bunch of pillows and blankets in my truck and we layed under the stars and cuddled/talked for a while. I made him chocolate covered strawberries earlier and we had some of those. When it started getting colder we went inside and I pulled out these different massage oils that I bought and gave him a massage. And then you guys don't get the details of what happened after that Somewhere along the way I gave him a long-stemmed red rose and his mom saw it and started saying how sweet I was and all this, so apparently I picked up brownie points with her. And then she offered me a mango margarita which I turned down Every other Valentines Day I've been single so this was a very good change of events and a great "first" Valentines Day. I made a post somewhere about my ex and him wanting to hang out with me, and I just decided to ignore it. He wanted to do it today but he hasn't texted or called me so I'm just going to let it go and hope he goes back to not talking to me Obama is supposed to be in Dallas on Wednesday and I'm thinking about going to one of his rallies just for the hell of it. I'm still undecided on who I want to vote for, but I'm leaning towards one candidate over the others. (No, I'm not going to tell you who!) And I just figured out how to Register to Vote too since no one here seems to know how besides waiting in line at the DMV (and I'm not wasting 3 hours of my life doing that). Other than that, I don't have much to blog about so I think I'm going to leave this a short blog and end it here. Joe (Who is relatively happy )

Well I might have actually found a way out without even meaning to do it. The bf and I are thinking about taking a camping trip this weekend depending on the weather. If it's not going to rain then we'll most likely go so I'll have to cancel any plans I have with the ex.

So what was his surprise for you?

Now here's the kicker... what if he/she says it the first time while you're having sex?

Haha! I would suggest that but two psychotic lovers usually don't mix well together. No matter how bad my ex is, the bf's ex is always worse in not being able to let go. But I went with the "f**K off, I don't want to talk to you" approach at first.

Yeah I forgot to mention that I was going to bring it up with him before I did anything. He was in the same situation with his Ex last week and we talked about it, so I have no problem talking to him about it now.

Saying I Love You too early can really screw up a relationship in the beginning. I'll admit to saying it back to my ex when I didn't really mean it because it was hard for me to say no. (It still is, but I'm getting better) For me, there are two kinds of love. Loving someone and saying I Love You because I care about them deeply and would hate to see them hurt or lose them from my life, and then being IN love with a guy. I don't say the words I Love You to friends easily because it's hard for me to show that level of affection with some of them. When I do, however, I mean it and wouldn't say it otherwise. On the other hand, I threw the word around in my last relationship without meaning it. In the other I Love You thread, Kevin was in the same situation I was and said it back when he didn't mean it and ended up hurting the other person badly. I did this and felt terrible for it, but I couldn't take it back once I said it. Right now I'm in that "infatuation" stage that everyone mentioned already. I know I'm not in love with him yet because it's way too early to think that, but there's a possibility that I could fall in love with him down the road. We've been good with talking about things honestly and working it out, so eventually this topic will probably come up between us (or I could just send him here and tell him to read it ). I'm not really worried because I know he cares about me a lot and I don't expect him to love me yet. His actions and words tell me all I need to know now without having to hear those 3 words in a careless manner with no feelings behind it

I'm curious as to what other people do whenever they end a relationship. More specifically, your most recent breakup. I'll admit that for a while I stopped talking to him completely, but that was mainly for the fact that he was psychotic. He was texting me today, which I actually anticipated yesterday because today is Valentines Day, like we were still friends. After two weeks or so when he stopped trying to stalk me and blow up my phone from missed calls and unanswered texts, I offered to remain his friend. He turned me down and said he couldn't handle that so I moved on and let it go. No big deal to me, I was just being nice because he was a good guy until he got involved with me and he was fun to be around. So I'm in a relationship right now and I'm not interested in him (the ex) romantically at all and don't want him to think I am. He just broke up with his boyfriend on Monday and said he was done dating until he finishes school. He asked to hang out on Sunday and I said sure because I didn't really see a reason not to. Now that I think about it though, I'm wondering if I'm doing the right thing. I don't know if he still has feelings for me, and I don't really care, but I don't want him to think I have feelings for him and then try and start anything with me. What should I do? Go on Sunday and see how it goes, or just find an excuse not to go (which honestly wouldn't be that hard)?

Oh come on. You guys can't honestly tell me that Colton isn't gay too... actually most of the ones I listed to during the interview seemed pretty gay to me, but that doesn't tell you much. I don't watch the show, but I watched some of the interviews just to be part of the 'in-crowd' : There's actually a guy from Rowlette in the top 24 too. Just a few towns over so I'm assuming people here will be voting for him

Well it's no fair because he already called dinner so I have to do something either before or after. My idea was for after since it'll be dark out. The skies will be relatively clear and it'll be in the high 50s or so. I know he likes star gazing (as do I) so I plan on taking him out to a secluded area with lower light pollution, having a bunch of pillows and blankets in the back of my truck to keep warm and stay comfortable, laying down and watching the stars. I have a couple other ideas that I'm tossing around in my head but I haven't decided on anything else yet

So Valentine's day is Thursday for those of you that aren't paying attention The past few years I've always boycotted it and stayed home, but that's because I've been single every Valentine's Day. Anyways, I'm just curious to know what you guys are doing or getting for your significant other on that day? Joe (And yes, I'm looking for ideas here so hurry up )

We haven't done an email check in a while so if we did one right now, we would probably roll back a hundred or so. It's accurate to the point of validation right now. Myr will probably let it get past 5000 before he does another one so we don't have to celebrate twice.

Actually we've had 6,366 members register so far, but over 1,300 of them have been deleted because they don't validate or their email address bounces

The unmentionable's unmentionable is incommentable in this blog, so hush! It's bad enough that I mentioned it at all so I've probably already f**ked myself over lol.

I received this in an email from my school's Help Desk. It should remove the virus if you still haven't done that. http://www.msnvirusremoval.com/download.php

Not like you don't do that anyways. You just slept through your class.

Well I said MSN because I know a lot of the GA members talk to each other through that more than any other program. It seems to have calmed down and people aren't sending the messages anymore. But please, if you've been infected, change your MSN password.

Well I did 2 of the 4 things I said I'd do. I peed and went to class but that's as far on the list as I've gotten. Maybe sleep should be somewhere in there because I dozed off for 2 minutes in my accounting class and started snoring and woke myself up. Stupid accounting.

So no matter what, but whenever I post about a certain topic in here, it all goes to hell. And as much as I'd really like to post about that topic, I'm going to refrain because it's a pain in the ass and if it all goes to hell like it has in the past, then I'm going to be pissed. Royally. So if you know what I'm talking about, don't comment it in because I'm superstitious like that Anyways, I don't know how long it's been since I last posted, but I assume it wasn't too long ago and I'm posting quicker than my usual one month time gaps. The whole Missouri thing... that's pretty much out the window. There's still a slight chance it could happen, but at this point I'm not looking at it very seriously. Northwood still sucks though so I'm going to have to transfer schools eventually, but I can deal with it for another year if need be. Speaking of school, I have class in about an hour and a half and I didn't go to bed last night so I'm pretty damn hungry and will probably need some caffeine before that f**king Accounting class. God forbid I sleep through a class that I have the exact powerpoint he's reading word-for-word off of and don't pay attention to anyways. Hmm, I've been really stressed out recently and things have finally begun to take a huge toll on me. So if I seem out of it or slow to do something, tell me. Don't try and be understanding and let me slack off because then I'll keep taking advantage of it and won't get shit done. So kick me in the ass repeatedly until I do whatever it is needs to be done. I'm being completely honest here and I'll probably get annoyed with you, but I'll get it done and then we'll both be happy because you have whatever it is you needed done and I can stop the nagging. But seriously... nag me to death until I do it. I have a bitter taste in my mouth right now. Kind of annoying, but it was worth it so I can't complain. I need a piece of gum though. It's cold again. Texas weather sucks. It was so nice earlier yesterday and you could actually walk outside without a jacket on. I just tried and froze my ass off. And we're supposed to get rain this afternoon. Cold = Good. Rain = Good. Cold + Rain = Not so much. MSN. Sucks. Actually the virus I'm infected with sucks, but MSN is stupid because it's still not fixed. I ran my virus scanner on Deep Clean three times and cleared out any virus. There was only the one that I got hit with today and it cleaned it after the first one and gave me the all clear on the last two. But apparently it's still sending out those stupid f**king messages with zip files. DON'T OPEN ANY FILES FROM ME! Chances are I'm not going to send any of you a file through MSN soon, so don't open the shit I send. I have to pee. And while that may seem like an overshare of information to a lot of you, no one is forcing you to read this blog. And since that's one of the top 3 things on my mind right now, I felt the need to get it out on... screen? Guitar Hero 3 is fun. I suck and can only play Hard (and even then I still fail half the songs), but it's still a lot of fun and they have some good songs on there. Wii is fun, but I suck horribly. I tried the duck hunt thing, and I pretty much got my ass kicked every time I played it. Then I tried Mario and kept getting my ass lost or falling into some god damn hole. Seriously, who the f**K puts a hole in the middle of a level. I don't know about you guys, but I don't see these big ass black holes when I'm walking through the park. And if I were to see one of these holes, I wouldn't walk over to the damn thing and try and jump over it. How stupid can you be? Then again when you're doing different colored shrooms all day and shit out stars, you might not think as clearly as the rest of us do. Beyond that, I don't know what to say. I think I've bullshitted my way through this so it's long enough that most people will skip over it and not give it a second glance. That's usually my objective when I write these. The longer they are, the less people that read them and the less people that can sit there and call me an idiot. Not that I mind because I usually deserve it, but when I only hear it from 4 people instead of 20, it makes me feel like I'm not THAT much of a dumbass. Yes. Well. Class at 8. I have to pee. I'm hungry. I need caffeine. That about sums it up (ish). Remember: Don't comment on the non-commentable I mentioned earlier. If you do, I will have to beat you with a stick. Or something much larger than a stick of I have one within reach. Oh one more thing. I hate pictures of myself. I always blink and look horrible/stoned. So don't take any of me if I ever meet you because I'll probably end up flipping you off most of the time. And I hate my smile. I think I look like a dumbass, but others tend to disagree. I say they're stupid. Pee. Food. Caffeine. Class. In that order. Joe (Who's doing the potty dance because this took longer than I though to write!)

Please note that if you use MSN and have other GA members as contacts on there, you'll most likely run across a virus being sent out. It'll tell you they have an image that looks like you or of you they want to post. It will send you a zip file that's trying to pass as a .jpeg. Do not accept the file transfer. Do not open the zip file. If you open the zip file, you will most likely be infected if your Anti-Virus program doesn't catch it fast enough. Keep your virus definitions updated and you should be fine. Even if it's from someone you know, make sure you ask them what you're downloading because the chances are, they don't even know they're infected until it's too late. The virus also blocks many of the anti-virus sites so you can't get to them to download a fix. The best way is to run your anti-virus program and it should detect and delete it quickly. If you need to access the anti-virus sites, I would suggest using a web proxy to get around the blocked list. Joe

If you connect to the server, then your connection is interupted somehow (computer restart or internet unplugged or whatnot), you have to wait a few minutes before reconnecting to the server because it thinks you're still in there.

How many of you speak more than one language? If you do, how many and what languages? Also, would you post in an 'International Forum' for non-english conversations only?

That was SO uncalled for.