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  1. mastershakeme

    Permanently Black and Blue Complete

    By mastershakeme, in Fiction. 08/15/2024 (Updated: 03/27/2026)

    Genres: General Fiction,
    Sub-genres: Drama, Family Drama
    • teen
    • young adult
    • gay
    • school
    • rural
    • north america
    • anal
    • bdsm
    • fetish
    • first time
    • oral
    • rape
    • violent
    • coming of age
    • coming out
    • parents
    • psychology
    • love
    • suicide
    • abuse
    • friendship
    • musician
    • student
    • questioning
    • revenge
    • secret revealed
    • discovery
    • neighbors
    • attempted rape
    • bullying
    • child abuse
    • domestic abuse
    • emotional abuse
    • graphic violence
    • homophobia
    • murder
    • physical abuse
    • self-harm
    • sexual assault
    • substance abuse
    • suicidal ideation
    • secrets
    • small town
    • acceptance
    • belonging
    • betrayal
    • family conflict
    • healing
    • justice
    • loyalty

    *I'm rebooting the series guys!*

    Shaun’s an outsider. He has a dark past and an even darker habit of cutting himself. The only thing he’s got going for him is his guitar and a head full of lyrics.

    When Jesse moves to town, bringing bright smiles and warm blue eyes into Shaun’s dark life, he insists they become friends.

    But that’s going to be a problem for Shaun because he's finding himself hopelessly attracted to Jesse’s undeniable charm. Being gay isn’t brutal and Shaun has an image to uphold if he’s ever got a shot at becoming the death metal God he knows he’s destined to become.

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