Joshua Miles - 23. The Biggest Hug

After their order was taken, Malcolm asked “What do you want to talk about?”

“It’s awkward, I’ve never been in this situation before, I don’t know the rules”

“Just take your time and tell us in your own words. Are you in some sort of trouble with authority or your parents?”

“No it’s nothing like that, it’s just personal”

“A medical issue?”

“No…it’s just…guys during exam time I put everything else in my life aside, now they’re over I want to deal with something that started before the exams. When I’m not with you guys, I think about you all the time”

Both sat there opened mouthed, so Scott asked “Do you know what that means?”

“Is that a query or a rhetorical question?” asked Joshua

“I think it’s a bit of both. I think I know what it means but I want confirmation. Do you understand?”

“Your water Sir, do you each want a glass?”

“What…oh yes, go ahead” said Scott distractedly.

When the waiter left, Joshua said “Go on Scott”

“Well, what do you think that means?”

They both clearly understood what Scott was asking and were pretty certain what he was feeling, but were conflicted about answering truthfully. After a full minute’s silence, Joshua went for it but decided to answer in the singular third person.

“Scott, it usually means that you think very highly of that person”

“I think very highly of my swim coach but I don’t think about him all the time”

“I mean…it means you have fond feelings for that person”

“Or in my case, persons”

“Yeah, if that’s how you feel”

“Could it be love?”

“Probably a bit early to say that”

“Ok, that helps. So if I have fond feelings for these people, I should tell them, right?”

“Usually that’s the best thing to do”

“Your garlic bread gentlemen”

Nobody answered the waiter, they just smiled.

“Thanks guys, nice chat but I’m exhausted by it. Let’s talk about something else”

The relieved duo agreed and turned the subject to university placements and future careers.

<>

At the end of lunch the waiter arrived with the bill in one hand and a card reader in the other. Scott looked briefly at the bill, Malcolm looked briefly at Joshua and as Scott stood up Malcolm leaned into Joshua and said “This is going to be interesting”.

The waiter waved the card reader in front of Scott’s bulge, looked at the small screen and said “Payment approved, thank you Mr Henderson”

“And thank you Marco, it was a great lunch and excellent service as usual”

“Thank you again and I trust your guests enjoyed our hospitality also”

“Yes”

“Yes, great” they answered while still trying to stifle a snigger.

“Then Joshua added “That’s rad, I want one of those. Imagine walking into a store and the sales clerk asks, cash or card sir, and you reply, neither I’ll pay with dickchip. Hilarious!

<>

After lunch Scott invited the boys to his place, which was just a short walk from Maroubra Beach. He again took up the position in the centre with his arms over their shoulders. This caused some consternation to passers-by, not because three boys were being so friendly but because they took up most of the footpath, causing some to step aside or run the risk of collision. His firm, barely covered butt, also attracted its share of attention.

Half way down Maroubra road, Joshua and Malcolm felt themselves being shepherded to one side by Scott.

“What are you doing?” asked Malcolm

“Look” he replied as they looked up at the sign The Ice Creamery.

“Oh great idea”

After they chose their favourite flavours, Scott said “Put it in a large takeaway carton thanks”

When they arrived home Scott told Joshua to get some spoons and all to meet in his bedroom.

He stripped off completely, lay on his back on the bed and tipped the ice cream container upside down on his chest.

“What are you doing” asked Malcolm

“The ice cream will soften around the edges soon and drop out of the carton, then we can all enjoy”

Joshua arrived with the spoons and although he didn’t anticipate what he saw he didn’t bring bowls as he assumed they would all eat from the carton.

“Well, this looks interesting” he observed.

“Take a spoon and dig in” invited Scott

The two took turns feeding themselves and Scott.

“Do you suppose the rum and raison has real rum in it?” Scott asked

“Even if it does, there wouldn’t be enough to make you drunk, or they couldn’t sell it in an ice cream store”

“And another question I have, why do they make salted caramel?”

“I don’t know, but I think I just invented a new flavour, salted chocolate. That last spoon of chocolate I scooped from your body had a salty flavour from the dried salt on your chest”

“Let me try” asked Joshua “Mmm interesting taste, I’ll call it Scottchoc”

Malcolm then said “I’m going to slurp up the last of the melted ice cream”

After a few licks he said “You’re so delicious I could just take a big bite out of you”

“Don’t be greedy now” Scott said as Malcolm bit one of his pecs.

“You’re a tasty hunk of beef, salted or unsalted”

“And you’re such a sweetcake I could devour all of you” Scott replied

They all laughed and Joshua said “You two get a room”

“We have”

“Yeah well, I’ll leave you to it, I’m going to shower”

“Hang on, wait for us. All are equal here” Scott concluded.

<>

Showering and drying completed Scott said “I’ve got a surprise for you, well a sort of request really”

Anticipating what was going to be asked, but not really a surprise, Joshua said “We’ve discussed this Scott and we both agree, it’s not what we want”

“Oh, that’s disappointing, I thought you would both like to be sucked off”

“That’s what you mean, sure that would be cool”

“What did you think I meant?”

“You know, what you’re always asking for, to fuck us”

“No, I’m over that for now, maybe sometime we’ll talk about it, but you guys have taught me there’s so much more than fucking. Things I’ve never thought of before and I want to learn more”

“Have you sucked anyone before?”

“No, will you teach me?”

“There’s not much to teach, just do what feels right, sense what the other is feeling and be careful with your teeth. No biting”

“Should I go down on my knees?”

“That’s one way, or you can lie on your back and be force fed from above”

“Would I be more in control if I did it on my knees?”

“Good thinking, for your first time”

“And one more thing…do I swallow?”

“That’s entirely up to you, have you tasted your own cum?”

“Yes, of course”

“And did you like it?”

“Yeah, it was sort of sweet. You seem to be up to the occasion, wanna go first”

“I’d be honoured to be your first”

“I hope I can take your full length, not sure if I can”

“It’s all part of learning, just take in a bit at a time, slowly and stop if you feel uncomfortable”

“This is so beautiful, you make everything so easy and sexy. Where have you been all my life”

“Just sitting at the next desk really, ever since primary school”

<>

At the completion of the transaction, Scott said “Oh man you taste so good, even better than the ice cream”

“Thank you so much. Anytime you’re ready, I’m yours”

“I’m ready now. How about it Mal”

“Sure, if you think you can manage it”

“Give it to me, big boy”

<>

Scott just kneeled there rolling the sweet cream around in his mouth. Then to show he still retained the cum he poked out his tongue with a little pool of white showing.

“Hold that there” said Joshua, who leaned over and sucked Scott’s tongue clean.

“Mmm, nice move” commented Malcolm.

Both boys laughed, then went down on their knees and each kissed Scott on the cheeks. As all three were kneeling in a circle, Scott leaned into each one in turn and kissed him on the lips. As he sat back he whispered “Thank you” He wanted to say more but wasn’t sure how it would be accepted.

Joshua and Malcolm stood up, but Scott remained on his knees. He looked exhausted, so Joshua asked “Are you ok?”

“I think so, it’s just that my legs won’t work”

They helped him to his feet and let him lie back on the bed. The strongest athlete in the school was reduced to a weakling by a single sexual activity.

Scott drifted off to sleep, so they covered him lightly, dressed and left the bedroom.

<>

“Do think he’ll be ok?” asked Malcolm

“I’m sure he’s just exhausted and satisfied. He really put a lot of effort into that, but I think he’s smitten very badly”

“He does have a lot of pent up emotion he needs to express and I think his feelings for us are genuine. This is a new man, a Scott I’ve never seen before”

“I’m beginning to feel fond of him myself. Is it ok to say that?” asked Malcolm.

“You have to say what you feel”

“What about you?”

“Yeah, I do have a new level of respect for him and he is fun to be with”

“Is it like when we met?”

“Well, the circumstances are very different, but I’m beginning to have some of the same feelings”

“But you have reservations” asked Malcolm

“Only about…sort of cheating…and a bit of guilt about sharing my feelings for you”

“That’s the problem; there are no rules for this kind of relationship, so we just have to do what feels right for all of us”

“So do we agree between us, do we make a commitment to Scott, do we tell him, when do we tell him. So many questions and no one to give us answers”

“We could answer to each other” replied Malcolm “I’ll go first. Let’s agree we want to do this”

“Ok, then it’s only fair we make the same commitment to Scott as we have between us”

“And of course we tell him. I think that’s what he’s waiting for”

“So let’s tell him when he wakes up, if he seems…you know…ready for it”

“Then let’s seal this with a kiss”

The kiss lasted long and turned in to a pashing session. They were so lost in each other, they didn’t hear Scott coming down the corridor.

“So, what’s this going on in my living room?”

“Oh…Scott, you’re awake…good” said Joshua, then looked at Malcolm for permission to continue. A nod and Joshua continued “Scott, we need to talk”

“This sounds serious, am I in trouble, did I overstep the mark today, forcing myself into your relationship?”

“No man, it’s not that. We want to say, we know you have strong feelings for us and we want to let you know….”

“I know, I know, you don’t feel the same”

“Scott, please let Joshua speak”

“Ok, I was just trying to make it easier for you”

“But you’re not. Scott, we want to return the feelings of fondness for you”

“You mean you are rejecting my feelings”

“No, you fucking great hunk of a man. We want to say we have strong feelings of fondness for you and if you want to, we want to enter into an ongoing relationship with you”

“In short” interrupted Malcolm “We want to be your boyfriends”

“Oh my god” is all he uttered as he dropped his face into his hands. A few minutes later he lifted his head and wiped away the tears.

“Come here you pair and give me the biggest hug”

During the hug, Malcolm said “There’s one question we forgot to ask. How can we have a three way relationship with two of us out and one of us still in the closet?”

“What closet” asked Scott