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Happy Endings

I was chatting on MSN the other night and the subject of Happy Endings came up. It seems there is a trend against them. People tire of reading them, convinced that they don't exist.   Call me an idealist, but isn't that the point of a happy ending? Is it not an escape from the reality we know and see everyday? Truthfully, how many of us have personal knowledge of a sustained Happy Ending? Who is to say Cinderella and Prince charming fell into a loveless distant relationship after the whirlwind
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B-rated dreams

What does it mean when you dream about home, but the home you dream about is a house you haven't lived in for ten years?   In keeping with earlier crack-headed dreams; I had a dream last night. It was odd in the way anyone blowing their head off is odd. I was at home and there was this strange guy there. Mid 50's stocky and bald, I don't know this person. I don't know why he was in my head last night. I surely don't know why my head decided it was prudent for him to remove his.   I think he
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Shut your effin mouth already

Shawn is bad.   Who is Shawn? Hell if I know, but what I do know is I don't like Shawn very much; he nor his cohorts. He is just one of the millions of people world wide that think just because they have an opinion they should share it.   First of all Shawn, Shut the F@#$ up!   I get it, you think it's a sin; great the majority of the world agrees with you. Yet, who benefits from your assertions that it is a sin? You? Surely not you're straight so it shouldn't matter. The people that would
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Molten Gold Pasties... Everyone!

So last night Viv's GA outreach snagged one more.   The other Steve (our very own wildone) is in town doing the vacation thing ,and Viv talked him to meeting a couple of crazy natives. It was cool to meet wildone. Very nice guy, even if I was held up and my promise of arriving at sixish turned into more like sevenish. You see the other Steve had promised to bring cold weather with him. Turns out he knows his stuff, cause go figure No rain in months, and it pretty much rained all damn day. Effe
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reason dies a little death

***WARNING*** useless b*tching below ***WARNING***   Why is it that some people just have to be pig-headed and obstinant just for the sake of being pig-headed and obstinant? Furthermore, why are these people related to me?   So quick run down.   I wasn't at work yesterday (Thank God for Sundays!) Anyhow there was a bit of a mishap where a custermer paid for $20 of product. recieved it, then through some sort of error or system screw-up proceded to get $31 more product.   the custermer th
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Small Town Gay Bar

My sister is somewhat of a Kevin Smith freak. In fact Kevin Smith is the only person that she would screw on personality alone, or so she claims. Anyhow, after the disasterous screening of Fred Claus (two snaps down, wayyyyyy down) with Viv, my sister suggested we watch this DVD she rented from Netflix called Small Town Gay Bar. It was pretty interesting, and reminds some of us in more liberal populations of the fight that is still out there.   in fact my sister posed the comment, "I didn't kn
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It's easier to make a promise than it is to keep it...

For the love of good golly god and all the little children dont see fred claus!   Need I say more?   I can, but I feel dumberer now having watched it.   And why did they show a tomboy with a bat but not a fabulous *snap* boy with a hoola hoop?   So yeah BAD MOVIE ask Viv, (who for the record chose said movie cause she didn't want to see saw IV or Beowulf (which sounded awesome)) look at me rock the double perenthi .... (yeah I made it up) And don't listen to her she claimed I chose it sh
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Fog Horns

San Francisco.   Where to begin? I could do the whole play by play rundown of events according to Steve, but instead I'm going to hop to the parts that ment something to me. This brings us to the end. Oh don't get me wrong the whole weekend was a blast, even if Castro turned out to be less then impressive. It's been a long time since I have laughed so much, and felt so comfortable in the company that surrounded me.   Anyhow, the thing I probably enjoyed the most during the weekend was the wa
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Vegas!

So I made a Vegas run over the weekend. It was nice to get away there and actually do the whole Casino thing even though I
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PornoGrafiK

There is a certain tide that comes to mind when having a discourse with other online authors, sex scenes, more so the stigma of writing porn. What is porn?   According to Wikipedia:   Pornography, sometimes shortened to porn or porno, is, in its broadest state, the explicit representation of the human body or sexual activity with the goal of sexual arousal and/or sexual relief.   According to Webster
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working through....

Life is good, a few small financial hiccups that everyone experiences not withstanding. Ok so maybe they are a little bigger then hiccups but I have a plan to solve it. It includes telling my employer to go
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Too Late?

Where to start? So much has happened since my last entry. Hell I don
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Continued pilfering

TEN EMOTIONS. 1. are you missing someone right now?: Can I say I'm missing missing someone? 2. are you happy? yeah 3. are you talking to anyone right now?: Nope I've been abandoned for the night. 4. are you bored?: Nope 5. are you German?: If you looked at my last name there would be no doubt that I'm German <- I'm keeping this one cause it works! 6 are you Irish?: I don't think so... I have been wrong in the past though. 7. are you French?: No 8. are you Italian?: No 9. are your pa
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Pirates, Two Moons, and an ungodly Crotch-grab

It all started with directons... simple enough... You'll see a Home Depot on the right a Shell on the left, make a left at the Shell. I was assured if all else failed, she and Jason would find me.   I dunno if she recruited Jason for the task but Viv did find me sitting on my front porch waiting patiently. I thought she missed me at first as she drove right by. Turned out she was just turing around to park . Both Viv and I had managed to get the same night off, and she was child & husban
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Shoe Whore?

I was talking to Viv the other night and I came out, sorta.   For years I have been maligned by my sisters and labeled with the title of shoe whore. I may still be in denial honestly. I only have around Ten or so pairs of shoes. So yeah the average guy probably only has like four. Does that really qualify me as being a shoe whore? Couldn't I just be above average in that respect, or just happily over achieving? It's not like I have a room dedicated to foot ware, whats a couple of pairs of work
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It's been awhile...

It's been an interesting seven days and far too long since I have made a blog entry. For any of you out there that actually read. I've gone and finished my spring anthology entry and sent it out to be polished. The beta feedback I have received has been nice and I can't wait to see what everyone else thinks of it. I'm also getting ready to start wrapping up Living in Surreality. There should only be about four more chapters left to go even though I have tried to push it to at least 25, but why d
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Cured?

Cured?   Honestly, is there such a thing for the particular affliction which Ted Haggard and millions of other people on this dingy ball suffer? Sorry, in Ted Haggard's case
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Surprised...

So the week has been pleasantly surprising. OK so it all really started on a Wednesday about two weeks prior. I was doing one of my usually evening IM sessions with Viv and she mentioned that she was going to Disneyland on Sunday and asking if I was gonna go. I was like damn that is just bad timing all around. I had family arriving back from a cruise that day and got christened the chauffeur that was to usher them home from the LA pier.   So I had to decline the invite to meet her in a fairl
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At Random

You ever have a playlist set to random, and a song you haven't heard in a while starts, and you know it by heart with just the first few chords?   When the rain is blowing in your face, and the whole world is on your case. I would offer you a warm embrace,   To make you feel my love.   When the evening shadows and the stars appear and there is no one to dry your tears, I could hold you for a million years,   To make you feel my love.   I know you havent made your mind up yet, B
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