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Barely an entry


I was trying to come up with some kind of blog entry today as tomorrow is my four month anniversary here at the Salvation Army shelter, but my mind is in a flurry of needless activity and I can't hold a straight thought for any decent period of time.

 

I did apply for Social Security today. Big step in the life of every American. I'm going in early because, well, with the bipolar messing up my life for probably a lot longer than originally thought, my chances of having any job more than part-time is slim at best. With my VA disability payment, I should make out okay. If I get a Social Security disability, also, life will be almost rosy.

 

I can only hope the Tea Party Republicans don't dismantle Social Security in their suicidal attempt to create a government that can run without any taxes. The last thing I want in my waning years is to be a wandering street person begging for sustenance as the US of A slowly implodes.

 

Posted Chapter 12 of Remembering Tim, leaving only one more chapter until I'm out of previously written stuff and will have to totally create the story from that point forward. I've kind of thought about where the story will go, but am not quite certain how it will get there.

 

As I said, my brain is fluttering madly as I rapidly rise out of a recent bout of severe depression, so you'll have to excuse the bleakness of this entry.

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W_L

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You have my deepest sympathies; I really hope that you will get out of this rut.

old bob

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I'm also with you. I know what it means to be where you are. Keep faith, take the days step by step, as you certainly do :thumbup:. I'm sure the end of this dark tunnel is not so far away.

Nephylim

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As someone who yesterday make my first application ever for Social Security I can testify to how bleak it is. It seems as if society values only people who can contribute to its pockets and never mind those who contribute, through words, music, art, love; to its soul.

 

Keep faith. Maybe one day....

Mark Arbour

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Carl,

 

I have so much admiration for your perseverence. Depression is one of those illnesses that so often gets discounted as simply a weakness. Those who have endured it, or studied it enough to understand it, know otherwise. When you land on your feet, and I know you will, I hope you take some time to look in the mirror and acknowledge what an achievement that was.

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