I don't know what to say to make you feel better right now just that I know you're a good man who deserve happiness and will find it one day

Hope is what makes life worth living.

I waited a while to come out fully to my family, but my sister knew when she saw my gay porn stash on our PC when I was 15 and she was 13. She is cool with it and we both have a pretty open talk about life and boyfriends now.

It's different with a brother, but deep down he probably does care about you, no matter what.

Being gay is hard, being in the closet is harder, when you are out finally it is a freeing experience unlike any other.

Fear and worry will get you nowhere, Emi. Come up with a plausible response of deniability should something be said (only you know what may work), but otherwise behave as if nothing in the world is out of normal. After all nothing is out of normal for you, and no one else need know any different—including your brother—so your behavior should reflect just that. Acting oddly always leads to doubt and then the smallest whisper can cause you trouble.

Fear and worry will get you nowhere, Emi. Come up with a plausible response of deniability should something be said (only you know what may work), but otherwise behave as if nothing in the world is out of normal. After all nothing is out of normal for you, and no one else need know any different—including your brother—so your behavior should reflect just that. Acting oddly always leads to doubt and then the smallest whisper can cause you trouble.

We Indians never think out of family. I had never been alone and knowing that your family might hare you for what you are, never gonna let me think straight. I don't know what I'll do, but hope is what I always stand with.

Thanks you for the supporting words my friend.

It wasn't a photo, Emi. Maybe writing didn't register in three seconds like a photo would. You can just say you googled something to read, and it came up, and you looked to see what it was... he's not going to absorb much in 2 or 3 seconds... just be calm... as calm as you can

It wasn't a photo, Emi. Maybe writing didn't register in three seconds like a photo would. You can just say you googled something to read, and it came up, and you looked to see what it was... he's not going to absorb much in 2 or 3 seconds... just be calm... as calm as you can

I am trying Gary...

:hugs: Please be careful.I pray to God that things go well. but be prepared. You are not alone. We are here for you.

Thanks...

Hugs Emi.

Hugs Emi.