I Wonder...
I tend to wonder about a few things. Here's a sample:
About This Site
I wonder how I can change the email address on my profile when I don't know my password (it stores it and logs me in automatically), and can't get it emailed to me since the email address isn't correct.
I wonder what RSS feeds are.
I wonder why it only lets me quote 10 times in a post (then it just shows the words "[ quote ___ ... / quote] " ), but then if I try to add a second post right behind that to finish what I was saying, It appends the new post to the previous post and usually does the new additional quotes correctly.
About Life
I wonder if anyone ever stops, "Spinning their wheels" or if they simply give up and go to something else and/or lower their goals/expectations so that they seem to make progress.
I wonder why everyone (myself included) makes it so much more complicated than it needs to be, and why we all, at least occasionally, need to get our priorities straight.
I wonder why it does seems so much like a book or movie sometimes, filled with irony and unbelievable coincidences.
I wonder if anything's ever black and white (I don't really think so).
I wonder why no one is ever satisfied (for long).
About Myself
I wonder if I'll ever make up my mind...about anything
I wonder if I'll ever consistently manage to focus on my goals and do what needs to be done to attain them instead of just realizing what needs to be done then wandering off.
I wonder if any of my goals even particularly matter. Accomplishing them or failing to accomplish them really won't effect how I feel long term anyway.
I wonder if I'm extroverted or introverted. I like people, but I often live in my head. Perhaps I should just invite everyone else to live in my head with me....naw there's not even enough room for me as it is.
I wonder if I create my own problems to keep myself entertained.
I wonder why I have to keep everyone else entertained.
I wonder why the abstract is so much more appealing to me than the concrete; why, for me, subjective things are so much preferable to objective things.
About Others
I wonder why "A" never applies herself, but doesn't seem to be afraid of failure
I wonder why "B" refuses to try things on the basis that he might enjoythem.
I wonder why "C" consistantly changes her mind, but still thinks each time will be different.
I wonder why "D" chooses to live with irreconcilable points of view instead of just changing his mind about some of them.
I wonder what "A-Z" (and beyond) really think about themselves, each other, and me.
***please note A, B, C, and D all represent people I know in the flesh, and have physically interacted with and not anyone I know from GA.
About Philosophy
I wonder if my colour blue and your colour blue look the same. Or if perhaps what I percieve to be blue is exactly what you percieve to be red and we just call them opposite terms and see them in different objects. (I'm not just talking about colours either).
I wonder why the theory of parsimony is the gold standard when so many things in life, the mind, and even nature are anything but parsimonious.
I wonder why "I think therefore I am" finally did it for Descartes. After wondering so much about the existence of everything else I'd have had no trouble thinking my thinking was the thought of by something else.
I wonder how eternal life or final death will/would work. I can't quite get my head around existing eternally or simply ceasing to be. Reincarnation seems, to me, more implausible than either in pure logistical terms. Yet the concept of breaks in awareness is slightly easier for me to swallow. I could see "starting over" with no memory or anything else...it's just implausible and not in line with my personal beliefs.
I wonder why.
If anyone has any insights into any of these quandaries, or simply more questions of their own, I'd love to hear them.
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