Well, I guess it's time to update since I am almost on page two...So, first, and definately most importantly, thanks to my sweetie and his sweetie (sorry I'm still workin on it C) for listening and for putting yourselves through the same thing I went through. That is devotion and true caring, and you will never know how much that means to me, words will never be able to describe how much you both mean to me. I will take that hug anytime, any place sweetie, I will hold you to it. And to my other friend, who will probably not even see this, I am always thinking of you and I wish you the longest, healthiest, happiest life. You are an amazing human being and my life would not be the same without you in it, as new as it is, you are really important to me. Hugs for you, always.That's about it for now, it's been an emotionally exhausting week.VivianPS. Also huge thanks to the inspirational one...