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When you say comfort me to anyone who approaches


NickolasJames8

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*long sigh*...lol...I can't believe the chapter of TOU that I just read. I mean, that was easily the best chapter of the whole story. Dom Luka, if you read this, you've out done yourself. I love reading Doms stories because it's something that

A) My bf and I do together

B)Gives me an excuse to listen to my Best of the Doobie Brothers CD

C) Inspires me to write my own story

 

So, thank you Dom Luka for being such a great writer and a cool guy.

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In my last entry I talked about the changes I was making in my life, and I wanted to update everyone about that...first of all, thank you all sooo much for the supportive posts. That means so much to me. I think you guys are the greatest. Well, today I found out that one of my freinds wasnt really my freind at all.....he got mad and he said that someone had brainwashed me into turning to God, and that I was turning into a preacher or a recruiter on my Xanga page.

I pointed two things out to him

1) I've always been a Christian

2)That even if I was a recruiter(which I dont think I am), it wouldnt bother me to be a recruiter for Christ. In fact, it would be an honor to be a recruiter for Chist in my opinion.

Anyway, he told me that he only read my page because it was easy for him to imagine what me and my bf did in bed, and thats when I realized that when we would chat, that was his reason...he was nothing but a pervert who acted like my freind to get to talk to me. So, I blocked him from sending me IM's anymore.

BTW, I never talked about me and my bf doing anything sexual on my xanga page, so I dont know how he was able to imagine that kind of stuff in his head. It's scary.

Well, if you're wondering about the title of todays entry, I went with a line from an old Doobie Brothers song that reminds me of Log Way...the name of the song is called real love, and right now, it's playing on my Xanga page

www.xanga.com/Nickolasjames

 

Kisses

Nick

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Your "friend" sounds like quite a charming individual. I'm an atheist, but I'd never be obnoxious about it. Perhpas being gay just teaches you to live and let live, but I guess not in his case. Don't let it get you down, not when there's a new chapter of TOU with which to distract yourself.

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Nick,

 

Yikes..I agree with Reaper...being Gay to me is live and let live...there is room for everyone under the big Rainbow...geez...but, hey, live and let live....you have lots of friends...but ones that want to know intimate details about your sex life....well, um, he can't be um that good of a friend and yucko, was slime coming out of his IMs? ewwww....tell him to read a nifty story.

 

I am spiritual but not religious but if you are, well just remember that some people don't share your views..its ok..it is what works for each person....organized religion freaks me out....I even get panic attacks at times going inside a church (even went to a friend's Buddhist meeting and had a bad panic attack.....it wasn't pretty and Buddhists are very peace loving people.)

 

Any hoo....just keep in mind as Reaper said, some of us are aethists, some spiritual, some agnostic, some religious..but we are all human beings and Love is Love...I just read somewhere that if Jesus were alive he would be (or assuming if Jesus came back as Mary) hanging out with we Gays, Lesbians, down trodden, homeless, poor, those with AIDS/HIV and not with the rich types of the world....stay humble, help the least amongst us and then you shall be doing Jesus's and Buddha's and God's work...and human dignity's work.

 

and you do a lot of that Nick..so keep being humble...stay open minded, forgiveness that you have but don't worry, you have your BF and stay strong in your faith...it is what it is..no worry about defending it...live it...no need to have to "preach it"...living it is what its all about...or words to that effect if that makes sense.

 

Tolerance in our community is important too...those that don't get that..be more patient with them...you have lots of patience....just know its ok to be you...we know and love you:)

 

oy, now I rambled ten paragraphs too long and sound "preachy"..sorry for that..

 

Michael

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Your "friend" sounds like quite a charming individual. I'm an atheist, but I'd never be obnoxious about it. Perhpas being gay just teaches you to live and let live, but I guess not in his case. Don't let it get you down, not when there's a new chapter of TOU with which to distract yourself.

Thanks for the support and the good advise about TOU....lol...you're right. That was a really awesome ending to a really awesome story

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Nick,

 

Yikes..I agree with Reaper...being Gay to me is live and let live...there is room for everyone under the big Rainbow...geez...but, hey, live and let live....you have lots of friends...but ones that want to know intimate details about your sex life....well, um, he can't be um that good of a friend and yucko, was slime coming out of his IMs? ewwww....tell him to read a nifty story.

 

I am spiritual but not religious but if you are, well just remember that some people don't share your views..its ok..it is what works for each person....organized religion freaks me out....I even get panic attacks at times going inside a church (even went to a friend's Buddhist meeting and had a bad panic attack.....it wasn't pretty and Buddhists are very peace loving people.)

 

Any hoo....just keep in mind as Reaper said, some of us are aethists, some spiritual, some agnostic, some religious..but we are all human beings and Love is Love...I just read somewhere that if Jesus were alive he would be (or assuming if Jesus came back as Mary) hanging out with we Gays, Lesbians, down trodden, homeless, poor, those with AIDS/HIV and not with the rich types of the world....stay humble, help the least amongst us and then you shall be doing Jesus's and Buddha's and God's work...and human dignity's work.

 

and you do a lot of that Nick..so keep being humble...stay open minded, forgiveness that you have but don't worry, you have your BF and stay strong in your faith...it is what it is..no worry about defending it...live it...no need to have to "preach it"...living it is what its all about...or words to that effect if that makes sense.

 

Tolerance in our community is important too...those that don't get that..be more patient with them...you have lots of patience....just know its ok to be you...we know and love you:)

 

oy, now I rambled ten paragraphs too long and sound "preachy"..sorry for that..

 

Michael

I dont think you were being preachy at all. Your whole post made perfect sense. I think that what really upset me about this whole thing is that I trusted him as a friend. I spent a lot of time online with him, just chatting, and now I feel like a total moron. Anyway, Im not gonna let it bug me anymore....thanks for taking the time to post such a cool comment on my blog.

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Nick,

 

I know how you feel...I have done that and then get kicked..well, don't feel like a moron...You were being you....giving of yourself...hey, its ok to be loving and giving...and I feel sad for your former friend....seems as if he took advantage of your generous heart. I don't believe in wishing bad karma, since it comes back 10 fold..but in the order of the scheme of things, maybe your former friend knows how you feel and how he hurt you...maybe somewhere in there he will learn something and then hopefully learn not to take advantage in that way....just don't let someone's immaturity (and that knows no age limit) and bad conduct get you down so you feel you have to change your ways when they need to change their ways.

 

I hope that makes sense.....just give your BF lots of hugs and kisses....think how lucky you both are...and snuggle closer and feel how much you love each other and how right that is...now, that should make you feel a lot of heaven on earth:)

 

Hang in there Nick....remember your loved ones and online buddies have your back:)

 

Michael

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