Stanford chemo/transplant
I've been a little quiet recently, basically just recovering for the collection process which took longer than originally expected by almost a week. So, to make sure I had an adequate recovery time, the rest of my schedule got bumped so instead of having gone in June 3, I am now going in tomorrow, June 10 to start the week of heavy chemo and then a week from today, I'll get the transplant (ie, the cells that were collected from me will be reintroduced).
It will take a while for them to settle back into my bones and start producing white cells in the proper mixture. The 28 days after the transplant, I'm basically stuck here as outpatient near Stanford, but having to go into the clinic daily for between 3 and 6 hours a day - for labs, trainings, learning recovery techniques, etc...
But the key point is right here, right now - psyching myself up to check into that hospital tomorrow morning, knowing all the side effects and complications of the three different heavy chemo drugs they'll give me. First BCNU tomorrow, then a day off (how nice), the VP-16 and again, another nice rest day. The finally cytoxan - what kind of f**ked up world is it that I am looking FORWARD to high dose cytoxan. I mean in part - its a known quantity. I've been through it before. I know how I'll feel shitty five days after I get the drug. I know I'll lose what little hair I've regrown about 20 days after the drug. I know how it will make me tired and like all of the others, want to just control my life. But at least cytoxan - I know... These two other ones that I'm getting first - I've been warned of things to be careful of - but until you actually go through the drug, you never know what will or won't happen. Or when for that matter (since many effects are quite delayed).
But together, they'll do their job to basically clear out my bone marrow and blood of any exisitng white cells... So the transplanted cells that were collected get to go into a tabula rasa and create without preconditions to get me a circulatory system that actually WORKS! WOOT!
So - I'll be in the hospital for 8 days, and may have bursts of energy where I can expand on these blog entries... or just ignore it all and play mindless computer games... we'll see :-)
AND once again - to EVERYONE who has expressed their thoughts, prayers, energies, comforts - Dan and I truly appreciate the friends we have and the support we've received.
Thank you again
Robert
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