MidnightSecret

- " Just a lonely boy who fell in love. " At times when I feel so alone, I would dance and dance the pain away. ... - One Day He saw me dance, and I stopped in fear. But he ordered me not to stop, and that was when I thought my heart would have stopped. It felt like magic when the harmony of his words stole my heart, as he took hold of my hand, and we danced to the rhythm of my heartbeat. I gave into him whithout any hesistation, as his music became my infatuation. ... We stayed that way for a long long time, till twilight colored the windows, and the hour had called us home.

I was not disguested by the homosexuality of the boy I loved, but I was rather disgusted by how the world treated us in vain; as if we were anything less than human. It did not matter, because when you start to care deeply enough, you lose sight of the real world. ... You know you've fallen in love when you don't want to fall asleep, because finally, reality is better than a dream. Let our hands intertwine endlessly, do not be ashamed of confessing to the world of your dreams, of your desires, of your lies, of who you are and who you love. Let the world adapt itself to your love: without persistance, things would stay the same.

They told me not to go down this path, But you told me to listen only to my heart. Both ways are the answers, but yet both hold such undesirable consequnces. There is only one answer, one opportunity, one chance... and only one way: Can you hear me calling for you?

Underneath the Stars, is Where you will always find me. and I know that you will come back one day. Pride can stand a thousand trials, and the strong will never fall. But watching stars without you, My soul cries. My heaving heart is so full of pain I never thought I would get hurt like this. Everyday, life still goes on like this. I wish I could find a way to not cry As Time passes by. You never let me know it, You never let it show. Because you loved me and if you were with me today, face to face There would be obviously to much to say: "Hold me. Whatever lies beyond this morning, is a little later on. Regardless of any warnings, the future doesn't scare me at all. It will be Okay. Nothing's like before." It's hard to let it go, I don't think life is quite that simple And the Hardest Thing to say is Good Bye.

Happy Belated Birthday~ ~ :]

Happy Belated Birthday ~ :]

Get Well Soon ~ :]

Tatu Cyndi Lauper Alicia Keys =]

Great Gatsby - by Fitzgerald :]