Westie

Yes, but he said that in relation to Carey Chase - the "frontman" originally - When they later assumed the identity of the guy behind amphion was someone else Brad went to school with... well... they assumed it was a GUY. Let's be clear, Brad doesnt know at this stage who is behind amphion either - he is just assuming.... and I think its well within Mr Arbour's past record to do something "stereotype busting"... and so I maintain that there is EVERY possibility that it is a girl... Lets see.... karen ended up with Lark.... who as it turns out was one confused puppy. She goes from relationship to relationship.... crippled by the emotional baggage of her first two guys being... well... into guys... Bitterness creeps in.... - it aint beyond the realsm of possibility....

Are we guilty of being incredibly sexist in this..... It seems unlikely becuase they steyed on good terms.... but time and bitterness can breed contempt.... So..... Karen ...? Anyone???

YEY! I converted nephy ! My next strategy was gonna be to offer her my neck if she agreed to London.... but now I dont need to

It was the longest walk, And I faught back the tears as hard as i could, But in the end a a dam could not hold the water, He held my hand, and tried to make small talk, Knwing that the dreaded moment, was mere minutes away... I felt his finger, stroking my palm conveying so many words, Words I could not say, Let alone think My tears came harder. We were surrounded by people, But were incredibly alone. Just Him and Me - and this silent dread... We came to the end of the tunnell, and down the escalators, and saw that we were there the place we both did not want to be... I clung onto him, Kissed Him... Held him... I tried to convey eveything I felt in that final embrace, but i knew it was impossible, That much love can only be seen through the eyes Piercing into the soul. I got onto the escalator.... and looked back... He was glued to the same spot.... My eyes never left him, until finally I could see him no more And then I was broken.... I considered running back, But knew that would only be harder.... So I walked away, with pain in every step My heart was breaking... as i said that first Goodbye ... ....

Im pretty sure it's either Lark or Childers. Lark - well, im not sure where he would ahve got the money, but if time hascaused bitterness to fester, then the Crampton Clan helping to set max free would be a pretty big motivation. Childers - we havent seen for a long time. I figure he has residual bitterness about the "latent gayness" that was awakened in him, and blames Brad for ruining his life? Those are for me the two realistic possibilities..... but im gonna try re-reading Be Rad just to make sure....

Its not incest at all.... I want full on, hard F**king between All three guys but then im just a pervy horndog

Well for me there are two considerations. first of all is cost. Hotels in Manchester are fairly cheap (Paya and I stayed at the Britannia very reasonably), but there again I can heartily recommend (especially for foreign travellers) the Barkston gardens hotel in London, which is just as reasonable. A meal out in manchester has gotten quite expensive - Paya and I went to an "average" restaurant and spent around

Its incredibly wrong of me.... but I am Incredibly Excited by the idea of a menage a trois between Brad, Wade and Matt. Ive never been Robbies biggest fan, so im not particularly precious about him..... but I gotta say that Matt Carswold as a character is incredibly erotic and exciting. I havent seen that from Marks caracters since... well... that would be Brad in "Be Rad". So the idea of them together, with the aristocratic senator's son - well lets just say you wont see me for a few days after it happens

Paya thats absolutely typical of you! But if we are going on sitcom couples from the united kingdom... Then it has to be Tom and Barbara / Margo and Jerry (though me thinks there was a little bit of partner swapping involved in 1970's surbiton!)

Viv.... your letter made me cry .... to you ...

Ha.... Lolz

Am i the only guy who wants blatant, high powered, high energy and frequent sex scenes filled with lust? Westie

Seriously.... it was as if i'd told her I'd run out of coffee - seriously wierd

Hell Yeah!!! Love you babe!!!

I did something impulsive and irrational today. Not like me at all. Normally I am calm, rational and incredibly deliberate in my actions.... but since meeting paya i have learned to be more spontaneous.... and to live in the moment more... And so I was having coffee with my mum, and the converation went something like this... Me: "Mum, i wanted to tell you that im in a relationship..." Mum: " About time, thats wonderful" Me: "Mum, its with a boy" Mum: "So...?" So my mum now knows i'm Gay. I like men. And she knows I like one man in particular. And she doesnt mind at all. it turns out she already kinda knew... so much for being "so far into the closet, im in narnia" Now... I dont think im ready to tell anyone else just yet.... but mum's reaction is encouraging.... I know that with the support of my man Paya.... the world is not so scary anymore... Love to y'alls Westie

**note to self.... buy an underwater camera**

Great - now i can have stories on my iPad !!!

Agree its a pussy sport.... but English football traces back well into the 1500's - wildly predating the term soccer which fell out of use in the UK in the 1970's - not even a century worth of use. Mere minutes in language terms. Though, I understand that the American concept of history is... slightly confused LOL Agree with you about rugby (Or... to use the term from my schooldays "Rugger")... but... Real men play American Football....? Dressed up in all that padding, with helmets to protect their hot bodies from too much injury? Pussies

I vote naked twister

Im very bitter and hold a grudge.... I'd choose the nephew and watch with a smirk on my face as the son falls to his demise.... Would I have time to set up a video camera? Cherished memories and all Joking guys.... I'd choose the nephew, Good trumps evil - its that simple for me

More like hysterical. with pleasure. Paya is amazing

LOL!!! Mark is determined to get more details... Do we tell him Paya? ... Yeah, that would be NO

well that settles it guys - "we're" in

There are only certain circumstances that I ever see this happening. I would suggest that, although Matt is a horny guy with no willpower, he and Wade have been through a lot, and there's a pretty thick line that Matt would have to cross. I wonder would his relationship with his family survive that level of betrayal? At the same time, without Robbie to link them - does Matt have a place in the family anymore? Interesting Questions. The context I would see this happening in, is as part of a healing process for Brad. I think Brad would (now at least) be a broken man without Robbie. The tress at work would contribute. Matt would seduce (with Wades permission and encouragement - perhaps even his idea) Brad, with the aim of showing him that work does not make the man. This would be a precurser to Brad and Robbie's reunion - back together and stronger than ever. There are some relationships that - personally - i have a mental attachment to. Relationships that I relate to most strongly. Brad and robbie is one of those, and so I would be devestated to see it end. Of course - the other option is that Matt finds Brad in the shower with that massick dick of his, and just can't resist any longer

Darling.... i re-read your blog every chance I get.... your words build me up.... and make me want to be a better man. Love you M