NickolasJames8

Ok, so I'm kinda gonna go on another rant, but on a different subject, so here goes...warning, rant ahead I was sitting alone in the breakroom at work (because i cant stand to be in there when my supervisors in there since she stinks the place up with her ciggerrettes) and I was thinking about my life and what it's about right now. I mean, I'm definitely doing different things with it, and I'm happy about what I'm doing...I'm even managing to keep up with my homework even though I dont seem to get home before 9 at night. I was thinking about something that happneed last night on the way home when my dad took me to 7-11 for a sprite (we were out yesterday and I have to have sprite). There was this woman who walked up to us and said she needed 50 cents to have enough money to buy a loaf of bread. My dad asked her what kind she wanted and went inside and bought it for her. That was cool, I guess, but she was smoking a ciggerrette when she walked up to us......then, after my dad gave her 2 loaves of bread, she took out a BRAND NEW PACK OF CIGGERRETTES and took the plastic off the top while she was saying thank you......so on the way home, I got on my dads case. I think of the heffer had enough money to buy those nasty cigs, she could have bought her own bread. Of course, I really cant stand ciggerrete smoke, and i dont understand why people do it. I mean, it's pretty much a guarantee that if you smoke, you'll strangle to death one day. It says so right on the package. Anyway, my dad told me that I need to stop judging people and that we dont know her situation and that she might have had kids....i told him that was bs because if the heffer had kids, she should have bought them bread before she bought her stupid cancer causing, bad ass breath giving, life shortening ciggerrettes So anyway, we argued about it all the way home, but it wasnt that big of a deal. The thing is, I thought about it all day today at school and later on at work. I mean, I can remember in the Soapbox when I said people should make their own lives better how everyone got all mad and said I was wrong, but I dont think I am.....even now. I think my dad worries too much about other people, and if she has kids and they dont eat, he can't live with himself. But shouldnt she buy bread before she spends money on cigs?? Or should she even smoke at all??? I mean, if she cant even afford food, why does she buy cigs??? Thats kinda gay if you ask me........... So, getting back to my point, I think I'm missunderstood. I guess if I had the money and her kids were starving, I might offer to do what my dad did. But I dont think I'd do it without telling her that she's a dumbass for poisoning herself and limiting her lung function, which is ultimitely going to take her away from everyone who loves her. Maybe if the bread was important enough to her, she'd at least hear me out and think about what I said. Or, maybe she'd walk away from me and look for someone else like my dad. OK, end rant..... Works going good, BTW, except that my crotch is really raw right now from 3 days of running carts back in the store...I'm getting good tips though Nick

awwwwwwww.....ILY2 Snowy

Hey Kevin, Thanks for talking to me last night in chat. I really liked that and I think you're a totally cool guy and a good friend here on the forum. I made 38 bucks today

lol.....Actually, i never published it and i dont think anyone saw it (GAC's I mean). If they did, no one got mad, but I think they would have...anyway, it's all good now and I feel better.....except that I have a raw crotch

thanks Tim...actually, I feel a lot better now, and as far as my dads rule, it's how he is.....I have to get straight A's or I'm in trouble..one time he let me have it for getting a B in conversational spanish(actually, it was for mouthing off to him when he was yelling at me about the B ) As for perfect attendance, thats not me...as for the last thing............ J/K Kisses Nick

Thanks Camy...for someone in his late 90's, you're pretty cool Seriously, though, I've relaxed...I think I was just stressed out over my job and some other stupid stuff that doesnt really mean anything when I stop to think about it. Kisses Nick BTW, thanks for reading my stories0

That'll be good.

Ok, so Out With Milo Trust is my favorite story right now, and I have a prediction that no one is probably gonna agree with.......Joe is going to be the one who's there for Nelson when he comes out...Hailey and Caleb are gonna turn against him, but Joe's going to stick by his side. I just have a feeling about it

I think it would be a sweet story if Dom wrote about how Gina and Eddie grew up and made Rory while Eddie was finding out he was gay

Warning.....Rant Ahead Ok, the first thing i want to say is that I had a completely different entry written and even posted but not published. I deleted it because I didn't want to cause any trouble and hurt anyones feelings. I guess that's how I am. I have a lot to be angry about (in my mind) but I don't want to express all of it because I don't want to cause problems for everyone else.....if I can't handle whatever it was I made my deleted entry about, I can always stop coming here and ask Myr to delete my user name. What's so sad to me is that my last post was actually a warning for a lot of people who I'm worried about. I can see something happening that I'm not sure they see themselves, and I don't think it's right for me to just sit here and stay quiet. But, since it's mostly none of my business(except when I'm involved involuntarily) I'll just shut up now. The reason I'm making this post is because I can't sleep. The problem has been on my mind for a few days and I hate that I'm letting it bug me. Unfortunately, I can't get rid of the sick feeling in my gut because i feel like a coward for not having the balls to publish what I wrote in the first place. I'm just nervous that if i did, people would decide to either A.) Flame me and say I'm being silly. Or... B.) Leave because of my entry. Or..... C.) the GAC's could ban me . I'm not trying to have any of that happen, so I'll just vent a little here and let it go. Maybe i'm just a little nervous because I'm starting my first job tomorrow at 4:45. I'm really excited about ot, but I'm also worried that I might not do good. I guess I can't actually do bad, and it's not like I'm getting paid from my employer. I'll be working for tips as a bagger I think what I'm most worried about about is that I wont be able to handle working and keeping my grades up. My dad already said that if my GPA falls even one one hundredth of a percent, I'll have to quit. So, there's the added pressure of letting him down. I just wonder what's going to happen. I can remember when I first started this year and I had triple the homeowrk I had in middle school and I was staying up until one in the morning sometimes to finish it. Now it seems like I have even more homeowrk, but I'm getting it done in just a couple of hours and I figured out that I can get some of that done at school if I spend less time socializing and more time doing my homework at school since we actually get time to do that in most of my classes. Of course, that also leaves me with another problem.......my social life. It's not like I do much during the week, but I'm always out doing something with Taylor and some of our friends on Friday night and Saturday night. I guess that since the commissarry closes at 9 I can get home and still have time to go out, but it wont be the same. If it were a regular grocery store, maybe my friends could come hang out with me there like we do with my buddy Steven who works at Farm Fresh. Ugh. I better stop and try to get a little more sleep before I have to get up. It's like 4:25 and I have to be up in an hour. Okay, if you read this, I'm sorry i went off like I did. I'm just stressed out and I've had a lot om my mind Kisses Nick

omg, I was just listening to Dark Side of the Moon... Happy Birthday Rabble Rouser

No, no......that's not what he was saying...here's what really went down...... He was reading Dessert Dropping, hoping for Luke and Rory to hook up, and when he realized that it wasn't meant to be, he went off and screamed dirty words and finally, as he unhatched an evil plan to hack into Doms computer to put Luke and rory together, it failed, so he flipped out again...... That's what happened

Awesome Quinn, yo. Sooooo hott!!!!!

Happy Birthday Tim........

Wait!!! I've changed my mind............ my favorite scene from DD was the part when Luke tried to push up on Rory's man at Angela's house

Exactly

Ooohhh....my favorite was when Chey was barking

Ok, I'm the one who suggested The Lounge in the other topic, but in a way, I hate that it's not going to be General Discussion anymore. Personally, I think all of the choices suck, including the one I suggested....sorry

Ok, so now that I've calmed down and we're home from the celebratory dinner(j/k, we were going anyway ) I thought I'd talk about the last chapter of Dessert Dropping. I feel so bad for Aaron right now. He needed to wake up, but he didn't need to learn his lesson that way. I mean, no one deserves to lose someone they love and even though Cody was black mailing him, he was still Aarons brother. Also, I feel even better about Seth and his whole family. I mean, come on!! How much more wonderful could they all be???? Mars showed that he's not just a good dad to Seth but a good person. Not just by beibng there for the Keslin's, but the way he hugged Jase was so awesome. So yeah, I'm totally digging Seth's whole family. Jase really made me happy too. Even though he secretly wanted Rory to go away in the begining of the story, he eventually came around and now he's one of my favorite people in the story. Also, I think that the reason Dave was sleeping on Luke's floor is because he gave in to Luke's desires and didn't want to get caught, so when he was done putting it on Luke, he slept on the floor. The only thing missing for me is the next 36 chapters, but at least With Trust is going. Also, I hope Dom starts writing Out with Harrison Polk again. Nick

I've decided to go out on a limb and predict that 36 is the last chapter

Nice chapter Dom.......I love this story and I have to say that the six months it was on hold were hellish, but so worth it. BTW, this is my confirnation post..... SRITE's Win !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be sad if its over, but With Trust is an awesome story, so it'll be ok

It says I have the wrong file extension and it wont let me upload my logo Is this an LR**E conspiracy?

Wasnt that by Kender Cleric??? Where'd he go anyway???