Cailen

The winter frost, could never freeze the warmth inside my heart Nor a storm could blow a breeze, which could break us apart No season could detract your grace, no scene eclipse your smile Every year keeps changing face and your there all the while I never though or even dreamed, that in the world was you I always thought it always seemed, my hopes would not come true You were always in my life, and in my thoughts, how fate it seems to be How when I loved you though

Hold me close, please hold me tightly Tell me everything’s alright Lay me down, lay down so gently When you say goodnight There’s a storm, a storm is brewing And I don’t want to sleep tonight Watch the clouds, the lightning brightly You holding me so tight Close my eyes, drift off to sleeping In my arms you sleep this night And all my love, you will be keeping And saying everything’s alright When I arise storm is over The sun shining in your eyes Like the pain of coming sober Wakes me up in a su

While I was waiting, I fell in love. Though I was long since sure that it would not be arriving, I was content in my loneliness And although I had eaten very little, All my needs were fulfilled The tarnished silverware still glittered And behind the clouds there were still sun Everything was glowing this fine morning Because this morning, I was in love And from all that contentment All I could do was simply smile Because I knew I was in love too

The Darkness can never pull you in my dearest friend Though the tides of worries may drown you under the strain You will wash ashore on a distant beach, an island And given the choice, you would do it all again The Darkness can never pull you in my dearest friend Though guilt and sadness may break open your heart You will always find a friend when you need. Even if you are kept apart The Darkness can never pull you in my dearest friend And though all hope might wither away and die Some faith, so

A Collection of Poems from Cailen.

A~ Today is Sunday August 13th 2004, I have just finished making you a chicken parmesan dinner with tomato alfredo pasta and you got tired and decided to take a nap, so I came over to my computer and decided to write something… something incredible… I decided to write my wedding vows. I know that we’ll probably not get married for many years but my plan is that if I write this now perhaps in a few years my words might have new meaning. Recently I went home because I needed money and my pare

My wedding Vows that I finally got to read to my husband when we got married in April 2008.

I really think this should have been broken down into 2 separate stories. I also found some of the middle chapters structurally weaker. Regardless, i loved it. The second story arch with Peter's attack had me in tears and the emotional attachment to the characters and the story was palatable. Thank you for writing this wonderful piece. Cailen

Draco awoke to a soft rapping sound on the door as a servant cam inside to wake him up. “Good morning Lord Draco, Sandy has come to make sure you have awakened for your day in the city,” the elf girl bowed low to the ground. “Thanks,” Draco replied. “Lord Draco… there are also these clothes that I have brought with a note from your mother.” “Thank you Sandy, leave it on the table for me,” Draco asked as he got up and stretched try to shake the awful dream he was having. Draco wa

Draco stood breathless in the dining room, which was respectfully done in greens and along the walls were portraits of what appeared to be his family. Situated in the center of the room was a modest circular dining table that was elegantly decorated and had seating for six. But only three were arranged. “Glad you finally decided to join us,” Lord Zasuan Phoenix appeared from behind one of the tapestries and strolled to stand next to Draco. “Your Magis… err… what should I call you?” Draco

Draco woke to the sounds of birds chirping and was fitfully surprised when he opened his eyes and found himself in a strange new room. ‘It wasn’t a dream,’ his mind raced. “It’s a lot to take in, isn’t it,” Orion said coming from around a corner, he added when he saw the look on Draco’s face “I heard you awaken.” “I keep thinking this isn’t real… you are real aren’t you?” Draco asked. “I suppose this must be a little surreal… and yes I am real,” Orion said. “Tell me about this

CHRONICLE: 1 When the bumblebee pulls out the stinger When the darkness is revealed at last The bee dies, but the hopes does still linger That the poison will still seep in fast But be wary to the young wizard hero His journey has yet only begun His path is the path that we’ll go Until his destiny’s won The elves will unite in his plight And one last warning before this is done As our hero approaches the light The greater his shadow becomes Chapter 1: Destiny, The Beginning The

Before I started writing Raven I wrote this story for fanfiction.net under the name Damien Malfoy. I wanted to make clear that this story is not a copy and that I did indeed write this work, I even updated my old profile on fanfiction to reflect that. I also wanted to say that this is an early work of mine, I will be posting chapters as I briefly edit them for corrections and content. This story is the foundation of a lot of the creative ideas for Raven and in some ways could be considered a p

This was the first novel-length story I ever wrote. This will be a Harry/ Draco Slash story… that means that the two will at one point have sex. This story will also contain MPREG but I promise it will be very vague seeing how that I really don’t like MPREG but this story really calls for it… you’ll see…

Movies that made me cry... anything with animal deaths... Bambi, Milo and Otis, Homeward Bound the incredible journey (something about cats and waterfalls...) I'm a big sap for those types of things.

I personally feel that open relationships or polygamy are an open way to end a relationship. I have to look at the idea and approach it from how i was raised. Forgetting that it was how i was raised and what we are taught that it is a NATURAL thing to do. A closed relationship is a partnership of sorts where there is a fair amount of trust and respect between the two parties. Together you build a sense of security and have enough emotional investment to carry it for a long time. This also provides a good environment for children because it provides financial security. But I feel as a species we tend to covet and beget our childhood experiences as adults. but if i were to grow up in a setting where i had many different adults providing for me and i felt that was normal then perhaps i would be more comfortable with the idea. We as human beings inherently fear that we do not understand. So if we are unwilling to accept polygamy then we will never understand it. Another way of looking at it, when in doubt... don't. This is not to say that this isn't a viable lifestyle as being gay or lesbian or transgendered isn't. But i feel the concept of coupling sort of transcends them all in the sense that the most important thing we have in this world is our ability to love one another and any relationship must have commitment, love and trust, and that having one person to rely on is the easiest way to achieve this. (Sorry if that was a bit eclectic)

Definitely one of the more descriptive short stories i have read, you really painted the scene wonderfully. the feel of the setting was extremely well done. It was much more explicative than i expect but for it's genre and the setting i think it was appropriate and over all i found this to be a good read. i am American so i found some of the wording to be awkward to read, but that is just for me... Outstanding Job.

I met my future husband when I was only 11 years old. he was my best friend all through school. We watched each other grow up and change. When we were seventeen we kinda grew apart, I had developed a crush on him and I didn't want him to know I was gay. In my third year of college I got a phone call saying he was in the hospital. I rushed to see him and after many talks he confessed that he started hanging out with his druggie friends more because he had feelings for me. I wish I had told him, I wish that I had the courage when I was 17 to tell him. I had so many chances, but I had to wait till I nearly lost him to let him know how I really felt. I'll never make that same mistake again. I tell him how i feel every time i see him.