Lisa, I had to reflect on gay dating in this chapter. I have found just being gay and attracted doesn't equal love, much like in the ordinary world. What's more, we don't always act nobly and with wisdom and grace. Sometimes we are rude, unkind, and need to consider our actions.
Roy isn't sure. Chad isn't either. Both are trying to reconcile their attraction and their friendship. Angus is lonely. Quite frankly, when I was writing this story, I wasn't sure where I would go. All I knew was heartbreak, and pain, needed to be part of the fruit of their own actions.
Thanks for the lovely review Lisa!!! I'm really enjoying it.