Oh this is just the beginning of the ride. The roller coaster hasn't even gotten started yet As far as how much worse... well..
Complex is probably the perfect word to describe Josh. You will need a lot of patience with these characters, just a fair warning! Also, if you haven't read the story tags or description, you might want to. It contains some themes that aren't everyone's cup of tea. I'm happy to have you along for the ride. This story is very special to me, so I love it when I get new readers