I suppose you are. I should just point out that "Lyrical Lamentations", as the name suggests, tends to be colored darkly, so keep that in mind, buddy. "Headstall's Reflections" and "Cozy Contemplations" shows a more balanced poet I think. But yeah, I can't write poetry that isn't honest, so if that exposes stuff that is uncomfortable, so be it. I had a great but flawed mother, and am thankful for her, but there is so much of my childhood that tested me because of damage done by my bio dad that spread throughout my entire family. I wouldn't wish it on any child, and maybe it is why I am the father I am. I tend to excuse things from those times in my everyday approach to life, but in poetry or in dreams, not so much. This journey I am taking with you, as hard as it is to revisit, is likely good for me, and I thank you for that.