Jason Rimbaud

If you continue onwards, let's hope I give you an ending you can al least appreciate. *crosses fingers*

Knowing me, I'll save a lot of these scenes and repurpose them for something else. I will release the alternate ending once the story is concluded. I'll post it in my throw away articles, true to life section in my stories. That's about four chapters I think, though I'll probably condense it down.

You don't have to worry about that, that shall not be named, because I retired the Sacred Knights Of Trolling Krista. though the email still works. .

The Art of Letting Go is fiction, written in journal form, about fictional characters I created in my head. That being said.. This story is taken directly from journals I found in a garage sale. I didn't write it as much as I stole it from some guy named Jason. There were two journals, that spanned about ten years, I just stole all the parts that concerned Konstantin. It could have happened that way. . Or I could have made it all up and chose to reply to comments as the bystander I am. I'm glad you are enjoying it. This story has grown into a special place in my heart, experimental, and written in a POV I do not like, First Person. But I do like the finished product.

This is where the prologue, six chapters I did not include in this story, explained the start of this game in greater detail. So quickly, to prove that your assertions were closer to the truth than you know, Five started the whole ball rolling when he dropped his towel in front of Percy to prove to him that nothing had changed between them now that Percy was gay. That was innocent enough, and a nice gesture. The next day, Percy was sleeping and Five came to wake him up, and saw the boy's erection. They have a conversation about something, and Percy decides that since Five had showed him his dick, it was only right to show his. This is what started the gay chicken game, and Five's internal admission that he could no longer hide his bisexuality from Bethany. The game continued over that vacation with Bethany's full knowledge. They also manipulated Percy into hooking up with someone in an attempt to get him to stop hiding himself because of his fear of baseball. Over the summer, it was a few casual touches, lots of dirty talk, but nothing like what happened at PineCrest. Well, over the summer, Five had been doing things in front of Bethany, who was coming to terms with Five's fluid sexuality. There was also an entire sub-plot with Bethany and one of her girlfriends that didn't make the narrative. She's not as innocent either. It might be that Five and Bethany deserve each other. Between you and me, I agree. Five would be a boring partner if he was the perfect gentleman or just having fun. Without Bethany, their story wouldn't work, or at least it wouldn't be entertaining. In another chapter, never to be seen, both Percy and Five engage with Ethan separately. It was written, but I decided it made both boys unlikeable, as there were a lot of lies between them as Ethan used them against one another. And it wasn't the story I wanted to tell, so I scrapped most of it. Plus the story was becoming way too long for a short christmas story. This might be the single best review I've ever received. Living filthy fairytales. I love that! But Krista had to be with Seb. Michael was too much of an asshole, and Elmer, well, he's Elmer. And for shits and giggles, I'll share this little thought. I had to stop myself from having this entire story take place in Percy's head, while he's hanging from the cliff saving Mario. That nothing really happened, just a life flashing before my eyes type of thing. That thought lasted for about three weeks before I came to my senses.

Thank you! Not many people enjoyed this little experiment. My first attempt at writing first person and in journal form. But it was so much fun to write and if you continue, it doesn't stay as dark as this first piece.

I could never picture you a blond, that does not compute with my mental image so you aren't, right? I've got to stick up for him a wee bit, my Irish Lass. Red hair, you have red hair. Five has been honest, some of the time. He's pretty much told Percy the reason he's there, and Percy agreed or at least went along with it. If Five is duplicitous, then so is Percy. Five withheld the true scope of Ethan and what they did, but Percy also said he didn't want to hear it. Omission is not lying, technically. He did manipulated him, ever since the summer game started. He accused Percy of something he did himself a few days later, so there is that. As for the whole cake eating thing, both boys understand that. If Five is bad, Percy is equally as bad. Both of them are living an unhealthy way. Now we just have to see what happens now that Percy nearly died. Maybe they'll surprise you.

Seriously, I thought the comment were bad over in that other story, but they finally sunk down to my level. Michael has shown over and over again that his singlemindness overcomes all other priorities. Even the lives of others, including his own. It's like he has blinders on. Too bad he wasn't blown up. Though she is a therapist now, she started her career in emergency rooms and is a highly trained trauma nurse. Which is why Seb called for her right away. He knew his wife was in the best possible hands at the time. As for the explosion so close to everyone, and no one being killed, they were in the middle of trees which helped contain the blast, as well as older dynamite such as this way, it wasn't nearly as ex;losive as its modern counterparts, at least that's what I'm telling myself. . Krista works in the medical field as an undisclosed job. FYI, in the original draft, Krista was the nurse who saves Percy, but I felt it needed to be Seb's wife that percy's saves for reasons that will become clear later. NenTek stands to make a lot of money if this pans out. We shall see. I had debated back and forth about an explosion being the catalyst for Percy, and that was decided very early in the writing, which is why I kept dropping hints. I didn't want it to come out of left field. This entire storyline, Michael and Seb, to get to this one conversation, it's a really important conversation. I had first written this scene about two months ago, and couldn't wait for the story to catch up. I thought I did it pretty good, kind of proud of it.

That's what I've been saying. Bye Bye Bye! LIppy? Michael? He's the salt of the earth. Did I mention how much fun Michael is to write/right? I love him, and he only gets worse. This was so delibrate, they had been pushing boundaries and the I felt the game was getting stale, so I reversed it, hahaahah, The hatred is strong with this one. I like Five, he's a blond.

Holy balls! I finally made a list that wasn't hanging in the post office. Perhaps I said too much. Ignore that. Thanks

I love how everyone is theorizing that Sean is the intended pairing. We all know Gabriel likes the boys, but Sean just broke up with his girlfriend, maybe its one of the other boys in Mysterious Neon. Fun Fact, the original name of the band was Boy's Of Creation. But a few months ago, I googled that name, and some christian boy band formed with that name about a year ago. I was so mad, I had that name for twenty years, I should've trademarked it. . So in a blind panic, I came up with Mysterious Neon. I have no idea what it means.

That happens to me all the time. I sneak away from the kitchen whenever I can to either write or read a story, my little office has become like a second home, I'm there longer than I am at home. Gabriel has some hard times ahead, let's hope he can gather the right people around him to make it through the ordeal.

Nsync seems to be a popular theory, so let's say it's based on them! . I wonder how those two crazy guys meet, at the theme park, they both reach for cotton candy and their fingers touched, sparks flew out of their penis's and it was love at first sight. Tom has all the tools necessary to help, most importantly his position as head of security. Gabriel is going to need all the help he can get to survive this ordeal. Can't wait to see how it all plays out.

Nice, thanks for checking it out. It's a departure from what I usually write/right, it's a bit more serious with hopefully more twists and action than previous stories.

The cast is pretty large, many moving parts I hope I can keep everything moving in the right direction. And the story takes place over four days, so a lot happens in twenty chapters, or maybe twenty two, I'm not sure of the final count.

I truly hope so. I hope not Definitely

I did actually think about that. I thought this would be an interesting storyline to experiment with. As for Justin, I actually thought about One Direction and them going off solo. So he's neither Justin or Lance. . Though full disclosure, when I first wrote pieces of this story over twenty years ago, I'm sure Nysnc was the model. I always hated BackStreet Boys, but Nysnc I could at least stomach to hear. This story is or has been very long in the making. The first draft, no where near as fleshed out now, was started back in the late ninties after watching a movie called Assassins

The only thing that comes to mind is your making a sexy joke.

I'm actually already really worried about Super Bowl. Chicken is scare right now, high demand, prices are soaring and I have a lot of pre-orders. This is my stressful time of year.

It does seem Gabriel is jumping into this willy nilly doesn't it. He's mentioned numerous times that something is off, but he can't put a finger on it. He has no idea that someone has blown his cover to Mehmet, or the lengths this mysterious broker will do to maintain control. Not being a muscian, I often thought how difficult it was for a band like One Direction, five guys that didn't know each other, to be thrust into the world at the highest level in their early years. And not knowing much about them, I kind of used that as a template. Plus splitting money one way is far better than five ways. I think they have a lot of story to tell in the coming days. The entire story wraps up in four days. Let's hope they both make it out alive. Hmm, I hope I take it in the direction you'll enjoy.

The first thing on Gabriel’s list was several meetings with potential clients regarding his legitimate business dealings. As far as the citizens of Harrisburg were concerned, he was a successful procurer of rare artifacts. He had dealings with all the major countries in obtaining those items either legally or illegally. He always worked within the system whenever he could. But when a client wanted a priceless painting from the 16th century, sometimes one had to take matters into one’s hand

I can understand getting the milk from the pump, but you have to actually have to churn milk to get cream, plus you have to add a few things.. . I've actually made fresh cream once for a dish.

If i'm on the knees, I won't be doing housework! .

Now you're quickly approaching adult videos territory.

Um, maybe you need to check under the apron before you make that assumption.