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Brandon Smiling, Entry 40 up: https://gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandonsmilingfromthebillychasechronicles/40

Friday Um, so . . . that was fun! I think! I’m pretty sure, anyways. The dance, I mean. Things turned out pretty well, all things considered. I know! I’m just as surprised as you probably are! So, as planned, Mr. Cross picked me up and Jamie was in the car all dressed up with a blazer and everything. He was sort of my dream come true, really. Someone had managed to dress him properly and he looked, basically, good enough to eat! I had to keep myself from staring at him all the w

Uh oh! T-2000 vampire style? 😮

Time for a Ruel fanfiction, Comsie.

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Ruel: The Thanos Edition! 😝

Gives a whole new meaning to the pen being mightier than the sword.

Albert is a Mix Master . . . In a looot of ways. 😉

WARM FUZZIES SOMEMORE!!!

Oh good. I thought I was going crazy again.

“My ‘life,’ at best, is misery.” ~ Dracula

Greg?

I do what I want these days. If it looks gay or whatever, then it looks gay or whatever. If it looks ungay or whatever, then it looks ungay or whatever. When I was younger, I did gay-ish things without even knowing they were gay. It confused me that I kept being called ‘Queer’ or ‘Fag’ all the time and not in a way that was your typical boy-meets-boy-and-antlers-lock-thingie. When they called me these things it was pointed. They meant it. Later, looking back on how I used to be and dress, etc., I can see it. But at the time, I didn’t have a clue. I was just being me. Today, thankfully, I can ‘be gay’ or not without being self-conscious. I think that’s the thing. Today, more or less in this place or that place, you can be who you are whatever that may be. You have a right to say ‘Frack Off’ if someone doesn’t like how you handle yourself so long as you aren’t hurting anyone. Censuring a person for who they are is now looked down upon. It’s about time! See? It gets better!

Started work today. Next should be up soon 😊

Katrina needs a stake through the heart pretty soon.

Brian ~~~~~~~~~~~ More than this . . . there is nothing. Here I lay on this perfect marshmallow bed with the skin of my back pressed against the skin of my lover’s front. I feel his perfect, pert nipples stab me gently into my shoulder blades. I feel his strong arms around my middle and I feel the moist sponginess of his spent love against the hollow of my lower back. His cheek rests easily against the top of my head and I feel him heave with sigh after contented sigh beneath me. It

Brilliant beginning, but what else was I to expect from my Comsie! 🖤

Musical Outline ~~~~~~~~~~ Eros (Chris Spheeris) - Eros Pays A Visit Wasting Time (Day Wave) - Adorable Dithering Kokkino Garifalo (Nikos Ignatiadis) - A Love Letter From Greece Komorebi - Seeing The Sun Through Leaves In A Whole New Way Kardia Spasmeni (Giannis Vorgias) - Is It Really For Real? Write My Name (CHPTRS) - Dimi’s Poetry - Main Love Theme The Beauty Of Your Virginity (Irene Papas, Vangelis) - Beautiful Shane A Kiss In The Dark (The Jovian Channel) - You Only Need Touch Min Anisiheis (Giorgos Sabanis) - Never Worry Venus As A Boy (The Dietrichs) - What Dimi Is Without Words (Joseph of Mercury) - Being Left Without Words Write My Name (Alt Instrumental) (CHPTRS) - Love Theme Reprise ~~~~ Eros (Chris Spheeris) - Eros Pays A Visit Guitar Instrumental Overture Wasting Time (Day Wave) - Adorable Dithering Come down I won't come back down I'm too burnt out Again And I know I've done this before I'll just fall out Again I'm wasting all my time I push it all way I'm wasting all my time I push it all away Follow in your footsteps I'll keep going on Again I'm wasting all my time I push it all way I'm wasting all my time I push it all away Come down I won't come back down I'm too burnt out Again I'm wasting all my time I push it all way I'm wasting all my time I push it all away I'm wasting all my time I push it all way I'm wasting all my time I push it all away Kokkino Garifalo (Nikos Ignatiadis) - A Love Letter From Greece Translated ‘Red Carnation’ - An Instrumental of a classic Greek love song Komorebi - Seeing The Sun Through Leaves In A Whole New Way An instrumental for seeing Komorebi, an untranslatable Japanese word for how sunlight through the leaves of a tree look like water shimmering in the sun. Kardia Spasmeni (Giannis Vorgias) - Is It Really For Real? Translated as ‘Broken Heart’ Write My Name (CHPTRS) - Dimi’s Poetry - Main Love Theme You say I'm the only one you would never be without I've found you're the only one worth ever singing ‘bout Will you write my name in your heart? Write my name in your heart. Though strangers among us crumble, all we've figured out I've found you're the only one I hold on to in the doubt And you write my name in your heart . . . Write my name in your heart (oh, oh, oh…) And I'll see you again See you again See you again Will you write my name in your heart? Write my name in your heart! The Beauty Of Your Virginity and The Splendor Of Your Purity (Irene Papas, Vangelis) - Beautiful Shane An old Greek devotional hymn that fits ‘Beautiful Shane’ perfectly. A Kiss In The Dark (The Jovian Channel) - You Only Need Touch Everyone was there from all around town To kick the summer off hard and loud And in the crowd you managed to stand out Took a minute and we laughed out loud No other people seemed to matter somehow I felt for certain you were the one I swear I could see shooting stars When you leaned in and stole my heart When the chorus hit we had it all Wouldn’t care if the world fell apart Nothing missing but the fire is ours A Kiss In The Dark Just as quick as we met we said ‘bye’ Because he said he had to leave this town And the summer just flew right by It’s an extraordinary thing that stays A lantern that stays on for life In the memory of that night I swear I could see shooting stars When you leaned in and stole my heart When the chorus hit we had it all Wouldn’t care if the world fell apart Nothing missing but the fire is ours A Kiss In The Dark Min Anisiheis (Giorgos Sabanis) - Never Worry Translated as: ‘Don’t Worry’ Venus As A Boy (The Dietrichs) - What Dimi Is His wicked Sense of humor Suggests Exciting sex! His fingers They focus on him Touches He's Venus as a boy He believes in a beauty He's Venus as a boy He's exploring The taste of his Arousal So accurate He sets off The beauty in him He's Venus Venus as a boy He believes in a beauty He's Venus as a boy Without Words (Joseph of Mercury) - Being Left Without Words See my eyes Feel my fingertips They know What to say Hear me Without Words Without sound Is there a way to you? You only need touch To know us You only need touch To know us See my eyes Feel my love for you It can never fade I’m there when I close my eyes Spinning in clouds of light Nothing ever can compare To us Nothing ever can compare To us I wouldn’t try I wouldn’t try You only need touch To know us You only need touch To know us Write My Name (Alt Instrumental) (CHPTRS) - Love Theme Reprise Instrumental of main love theme

Jon. He and I were best friends in grade school and as our bodies matured the sexual bond began to form. We never got to consumate the relationship fully because of my reticence and because our families watched both of us closely. When Jon started to act out and after we both were held up at gun point in the summer of 1983 our folks found the excused needed to break us up. I obeyed and Jon was heartbroken. He wanted me to rebel and to go with him, but we were kids and that couldn’t happen. It was then that I learned to freeze my heart and do the bitter things that ached but ‘had to be done’ to remain a ‘good’ person in this world. The sacrifices that one has to make to remain on the ‘straight and narrow’. I fell in with new friends, one who would also try to become a friend with benefits or more if I could have allowed it. Jon fell in with a bad element, became hooked on drugs, and dropped out of school. Later I learned he moved back to New Mexico where I found he still is to this day. I never forgot Jon or the mistake I made not taking the chance and alloing my heart to burn hot rather than freeze in my chest. A burning heart is alive. A frozen one is not and it is harder to thaw than to freeze.

Goodbye - Ulrich Schnauss (Memories of Tristan) Heaven Help take me back To the dream-world Life has been just once Answer my prayer Take away all the fear And let me fall asleep Let me fall asleep Fall asleep You know You'll have to let it go Don't cry So hard to say goodbye He will never return Never again be part of what was once Felt so secure Just adored But it is getting oh so cold It is getting cold Getting cold You know You'll have to let it go Don't cry So hard to say goodbye So hard to say goodbye You'll have to let it go So hard to say goodbye It's all over He said ~~~

Make it bleed, Son . . .

I saw an interview Bruno did for 60 Minutes. He was virtually homeless in Hawaii where he was born. He lived with his Dad and started performing just to entertain his Dad and brother. Others saw him and the rest is history . . . A real amazing rags to riches story. I have nothing but the highest appreciation and respect for Bruno Mars. He is a real super-star!

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This is for all the detractors out there that like to say our teen characters sound too sophisticated to be kids . . . V Too Cute!