MrM

Cool . . . I have JUST the set up for this!

Soundtrack Tracks Only Once Away My Son (Brian Eno) - Main Title: Waking up to the end of the world Shelter (darkDARK) - The Shelter’s Theme (Don’t Fear) The Reaper (HIM) - We Could Become Like They Are Purgatory (Digital Daggers) - The Realities of the Shelter The Dead Are Dumb (Nothing) - Not so much . . . Teenagers (My Chemical Romance) - When in doubt, blame the kids . . . Wicked Game (HIM) - Finding Love In The Death The Crow (Hurts) - The Plague Theme Somebody To Die For (Hurts) - The Truth of Boys and Heroes Apocalypse (Cigarettes After Sex) - Life Found Where Lips Touch Your Pain Is Mine Now (Title Fight) - Pain Shared Is Love Found Soma Dreams (Rhian Sheehan) - Making Out In A Dark Place No Longer Making Time (Slowdive) - Time Grows Short Heroes (Depeche Mode Cover of Bowie) - A Man Going To The Wall Bravado (Rush) - Against All Odds, Odds Against All Zombie Apocalypse (Base Case) - Battle For The Shelter Zombie Killer (Rob Bailey and the Hustle Standard) - ‘If They’re Already Dead, You Can’t Call Them Casualties’ Subhuman (Throbbing Gristle) — Descending Into Madness Whispers (Vancouver Sleep Clinic) - When Walker Speaks Ruin (So Below) - Nowhere Is Safe Departure (Hundredth) - Making An Escape Leave Me Behind (No Sun) - Sacrifices Along The Way Survive (Chelsea Wolfe) - Finding The Will To Survive Disintegration (Chromatics) - Looking For A World That Is Gone The Dead Next Door (Billy Idol) - ‘You and me and the Dead next door’ ——————————————————————————————————————————— Only Once Away My Son (Brian Eno) - Main Title: Waking up to the end of the world Apocalyptic Instrumental Shelter (darkDARK) - The Shelter’s Theme I keep trying to take Shelter . . . (Don’t Fear) The Reaper (HIM) - We Could Become Like They Are All our times have come Here, but now they're gone The seasons don't fear the Reaper Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain And we can be like they are Come on, baby... Don't fear the Reaper Baby, take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper Baby, I'm your man... Valentine is done Here, but now they're gone Romeo and Juliet Are together in eternity... Romeo and Juliet 40, 000 men and women every day... Like Romeo and Juliet 40, 000 men and women every day... Redefine happiness Another 40, 000 coming every day... We can be like they are Come on, baby... Don't fear the Reaper Baby, take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper Baby, I'm your man... Love of two is one Here, but now they're gone Came last night of sadness It was clear we couldn't go on The door was opened and the wind appeared The candles blew and then disappeared The curtains flew and then he appeared Saying, "Don't be afraid" Come on, baby... And we had no fear And we ran to him... Then we started to fly We looked backward and said goodbye We had become like they are We had taken his hand We had become like they are Come on, baby... Don't fear the Reaper Purgatory (Digital Daggers) - The Realities Of The Shelter Bleak Instrumental The Dead Are Dumb (Nothing) - Not so much . . . Always try to keep up Always fall behind Belly pains And headaches Inside you Isn’t it quite the same And isn’t it such a shame Too heavy for the lightness But weightless in the rain All our words are wasted Never fails to fail me Never say never Loathing phase Self-inflicted pain I’d never Oh, I’d never Teenagers (My Chemical Romance) - When in doubt, blame the kids . . . They're gonna clean up your looks With all the lies in the books To make a citizen out of you Because they sleep with a gun And keep an eye on you, son So they can watch all the things you do Because the drugs never work They're gonna give you a smirk 'Cause they got methods of keepin' you clean They gonna rip up your heads Your aspirations to shreds Another cog in the murder machine They said all Teenagers scare The living shit out of me They could care less As long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes Or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone But not me The boys and girls in the clique The awful names that they stick You're never gonna fit in much, kid But if you're troubled and hurt What you got under your shirt Will make them pay for the things that they did They said all Teenagers scare The living shit out of me They could care less As long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes Or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone But not me Oh yeah They said all Teenagers scare The living shit out of me They could care less As long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes Or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone But not me All together now Teenagers scare The living shit out of me They could care less As long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes Or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone But not me Teenagers scare The living shit out of me They could care less As long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes Or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone But not me Wicked Game (HIM) - Finding Love In The Death The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't want to fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't want to fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart, with you What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No I don't want to fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't want to fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart, with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no Now I want to fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart Now I want to fall in lust This world is always gonna brake your heart, with you Nobody loves no-one The Crow (Hurts) - The Plague Theme Golden days Are so far away There’s a black rain Up above Out on the wind You hear her call She’s under your skin And you drift away She spreads her wings When she’s gonna fly The Crow… If you make her sing When she’s coming She will let you know Her frozen hand Takes your breath away As she leads your soul Through the dark You know that she came To break your heart But on then she moves You fall in love again She spreads her wings When she’s gonna fly… The Crow If you make her sing When she’s coming She will let you know She spreads her wings And they black out the sun You won’t hear her sing And she’ll leave When the damage is done Cold heart Warm gun A dying sun Bright eyes Black soul She’ll never let you go And she spreads her winds When she’s gonna fly… The Crow If you make her sing When she’s coming She will let you know She spreads her wings And they black out the sun You won’t hear her sing And she’ll leave When the damage is done Somebody To Die For (Hurts) - The Truth of Boys and Heroes I could drag you from the ocean I could pull you from the fire And when you're standing in the shadow, I could open up the sky And I could give you my devotion, until the end of time And you will never be forgotten, With me by your side And I don't need this life I just need . . . Oh oh oh I've got nothing left to live for Got no reason yet to die But when I'm standing in the gallows I'll be staring at the sky Because no matter where they take me In death I will survive And I will never be forgotten With you by my side Cause I don't need this life I just need Somebody to die for Somebody to cry for When I'm lonely When I'm staring in the fire I will look him in the eye And I will let the devil know that I was brave enough to die And there's no hell that he can show me Deeper than my pride Cause I will never be forgotten Forever I'll fight And I don't need this life I just need Somebody to die for Somebody to cry for When I'm lonely And I don't need this life I just need Somebody to die for Somebody to cry for When I'm lonely Don't go gentle into that good night Rage on against the dying light Apocalypse (Cigarettes After Sex) - Life Found Where Lips Touch You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above Got the music in you baby, Tell me why Got the music in you baby, Tell me why You’ve been locked in here forever & you just can’t say goodbye Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms You’ve been hiding them in hollowed out pianos left in the dark… Your lips, My lips, Apocalypse Go & sneak us through the rivers, Flood is rising up on your knees Oh please… Come out & haunt me I know you want me Come out & haunt me Sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist… When you’re all alone I will reach for you When you’re feeling low I will be there too Your Pain Is Mine Now (Title Fight) - Pain Shared Is Love Found Swept in like a dream Drew the sting Then I died White light trembling Shadows bring Tears to eyes Twisted in a summer mist Burned alive a while Wrestled with your loneliness Echoed from a wire Gatling gun Your pain is mine now See-through smoke Clouds warping around I know you're scared Don't cry your eyes out Gatling gun Under your spell now Swirling through a tunnel view Tangled in the dark Flirting with a kiss of death A canopy of stars You'll sleep beneath them I'm in your room I am your nightmare I am the moon Cry Die Boo hoo Boo hoo Gatling gun Your pain is mine now See-through smoke Clouds warping around I know you're scared Don't cry your eyes out Gatling gun Under your spell now Gatling gun Your pain is mine now See-through smoke Clouds warping around I know you're scared Don't cry your eyes out Gatling gun Under your spell now Soma Dreams (Rhian Sheehan) - Making Out In A Dark Place Light and Sensual Instrumental No Longer Making Time (Slowdive) - Time Grows Short Come anyway Say you're clean, you like it that way You got a new boy He keeps it light, you like it that way Who cares anyway Oh lord I remember the days And all those nights When you wanted so much more Honey, don't wait too long We're no longer making time Forever we'll be Together, we breathe No longer for too run Come anyway Come on down in your Green eyed way Comes and it goes You come around and I don't know why Just lovers and life Common ground, Yeah there's no surprise Just holding your arms Holding on till the fear, It goes Honey, don't wait too long We're no longer making time Forever we'll be Together, we breathe No longer for too run Who cares anyway Oh Lord, I remember those days And all those nights Holding on till the fear, it goes Heroes (Depeche Mode Bowie Cover) - A Man Going To The Wall I, I will be king And you, you will be queen Though nothing will drive them away We can beat them, just for one day We can be Heroes, just for one day And you, you can be mean And I, I'll drink all the time 'Cause we're lovers, and that is a fact Yes we're lovers, and that is that Though nothing, will keep us together We could steal time, just for one day We can be Heroes, forever and ever What d'you say? I, I wish you could swim Like the dolphins, like dolphins can swim Though nothing, nothing will keep us together We can beat them, forever and ever Oh we can be Heroes, just for one day I, I will be king And you, you will be queen Though nothing will drive them away We can be Heroes, just for one day We can be us, just for one day I, I can remember (I remember) Standing, by the wall (by the wall) And the guns, shot above our heads (over our heads) And we kissed, as though nothing could fall (nothing could fall) And the shame, was on the other side Oh we can beat them, forever and ever Then we could be Heroes, just for one day We can be Heroes We can be Heroes We can be Heroes Just for one day We can be Heroes We're nothing, and nothing will help us Maybe we're lying, then you better not stay But we could be safer, just for one day Oh-oh-oh-ohh, oh-oh-oh-ohh, just for one day Bravado (Rush) - Against All Odds, Odds Against All If we burn our wings Flying too close to the sun If the moment of glory Is over before it's begun If the dream is won -- Though everything is lost We will pay the price, But we will not count the cost When the dust has cleared And victory denied A summit too lofty River a little too wide If we keep our pride Though paradise is lost We will pay the price, But we will not count the cost And if the music stops There's only the sound of the rain All the hope and glory, All the sacrifice in vain And if love remains Though everything is lost We will pay the price, But we will not count the cost Zombie Apocalypse (Base Case) - Battle For The Shelter Dubstep Nightmare Zombie Killer (Rob Bailey and the Hustle Standard) - ‘If They’re Already Dead, You Can’t Call Them Casualties’ Special forces, black ops It won't go down On our watch Slowmo killin' Slowmo killin' Battle tested and battle ready For the biggest fight of our lives (You know we're ready!) The few, the proud, the deadly Hold strong and hold steady It's the zombie apocalypse, boys Whole life come to this moment This is what I'm made for Don't come close cuz' I… might not hold back might blow the whole place, one match I know I won't hold back Every mother fxcker going… down, down, down, d-down, down Every… every mother fxcker going… down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d Every last one going… DOWN I was fxcking made for this I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! I WAS FXCKING MADE FOR THIS! I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! Hours on days Load-loading Aim-aiming High levels of ghost weapon training Hand-to-hand combat Street warfare (YEAH!) We can go there Our team is stacked We got heros-on heros-on heros Fearless And we're coming to your area Cuz' we're here to SAVE AMERICA! Every mother fxcker going… down, down, down, down, down Every… every mother fxcker going… down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d Every last one going… DOWN I was fxcking made for this I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! I WAS FXCKING MADE FOR THIS! I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! Yo… yo Hand me that kill, Cliff Son, their drainin' my energy Out here got me depending on my enemies Man, you know what I'm about Got that zombie mentality Take a zombie head And hang it right above my mantle piece Snipin' mother fxckers… casually If they're already dead Can't call 'em causalities In the day I'm all good Night i don't lose sleep I was fxcking made for this A zombie killin' fiend I was fxcking made for this I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! I was fxcking made for this I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! I was fxcking made for this I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! I was fxcking made for this I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER! Every mother fxcker going… down Every mother fxcker going… down This is my entire unit… my entire unit This is my entire unit… right here This is my entire unit… this is my unit This is my entire unit… right here Slowmo killin' Slowmo killin' Cuz' we're here to save A… Cuz' we're here to save A… Cuz' we're here to SAVE AMERICA! Every mother fxcker going… down, down, down, down, down Every… every mother fxcker going… (I was fxcking made for this) down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d (I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!) down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d Subhuman (Throbbing Gristle) — Descending Into Madness Subhuman Subhuman! I see you grunting I see you grunting Subhuman Subhuman! I see you grunting I see you grunting In the gutter In the gutter Subhuman Subhuman You're like a virus in my body Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman You're like a virus in my body Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Drinking dirty water, to make you clean Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman You make me dizzy with your disease I want to smash you and feel at ease Subhuman Subhuman Subhuman Subhuuuuuuuuumaaaaaaaan Subhuman Subhuman I see you grunting I see you grunting Subhuman Subhuman! I see you grunting I see you grunting You're like a virus, a stinking virus In the gutter Subhuman subhuman Whispers (Vancouver Sleep Clinic) - When Walker Speaks You lost your purpose quietly In the night In your eyes No paving to your heartstrings On your own Left alone A silent rush of thunder A voice that pulls you under A whisper that stole you away it all We never fought to lose it We didn't build to burn this You don't have to carry the weight of your sin We didn't rise to cave in We never left for safety I will not just age to grow weary and bleed These burdens brought you crashing Under doubt Through the ground They sealed your lips with silence No resistance Not a sound It's worth too much to give in You gave it all for this Ruin (So Below) - Nowhere Is Safe Know enough to keep above Watch you fall back down as we start to run I feel it too as it calls to you Hit the dark, I will come through You think you're safe right behind the door You think the worst of it happened before You're all alone on the highest floor What are you waiting for? This is how it feels No use in these tears Shadows interfere Reach into the clear (I take the blame but you never know) Even out this far Who knows where we are Never where you start We're in the red, in empty air Acting up, don't take me there If you only knew what I've got to lose It's enough that I'm losing you You think you're safe right behind the door You think the worst of it happened before You're all alone on the highest floor What are you waiting for? This is how it feels No use in these tears Shadows interfere Reach into the clear (I take the blame but you never know) Even out this far Who knows where we are Never where you start And now Even though you drag me down I will keep you all around And now Even though you drag me down I will keep you all around Departure (Hundredth) - Making An Escape Sad truth The judges rule On who you used to be Not what's new Old spark The flame burns out We're not the same The smoke pushes out Was it all just a dream Inside a wide-eyed teen? New order Lay it all down The old is gone Put it in the ground New order Lay it all down The old is gone Put it in the ground Departure Departure Departure Departure Departure Departure Departure Leave Me Behind (No Sun) - Sacrifices Along The Way Cleanse me in your fire let me feel the burn of your light before i fade away Indefinite and cold as always leave me behind i swear i don’t mind i’ll find my Disguise under the foliage a mask of dirt and leaves for me to hide behind i’ll Disappear hiding in plain sight the earth will swallow me the soil will surround My skin i won’t be here anymore i won’t be anywhere Survive (Chelsea Wolfe) - Finding The Will To Survive you said you won't break my heart unless you do you said you won't fall apart until the end did we travel all this way just to survive did you stay another day? we could survive all the sinners and the saints move in the same direction they walk in place until the end ramble on this barren place we call our home dreams of endless landscapes morphing, in love Disintegration (Chromatics) - Looking For A World That Is Gone The Horror, The Horror, The Horror The Dead Next Door (Billy Idol) - ‘You and me and the Dead next door’ Watch the sky For a reason why I'm safe here Sunday it was part Monday it was none Monday was none For the dead next door One pair of silent terror reins And we're the dead next door The heat of the day fades away Fades into the night The heat of the day Suffering away Suffering away For the dead next door You see One error, silent terror And we're the dead next door In animal land And dark is in command One thing you should know Don't hear that knocking Don't eat out of their hand Don't stumble, die You say Don't stumble, cry They see you and me You and me With the dead next door You and me With the dead next door You and me With the dead next door

It’s gotten better . . . So much better.

I've been enjoying these Star Wars Kids videos. I must say, though, that in these cartoons they've made Luke just Too Cute . . .

Something Sexy This Way Comes . . .

Obstreperous. "But, alas, we had also been far too obstreperous in our exuberance." Paroxysms. "In too short an order, we both convulsed into paroxysms of carnal delight as the climax of our morning lovemaking overtook us. It was, by far, the most exquisite way to usher in a new day!"

Time for some truth . . .

Kill him, Justin! The Jeweler is their tool! He is your enemy! You have to get away from there and find another Rogue. An Elder! One that can help you destroy the other Elders and reassert sanity into the world of Darkness. You aren't the problem . . . THEY are!

Somewhere Only We Know https://gayauthors.org/story/mrm/souvenir/8

Notre histoire est noble et tragique Our story’s as noble as it is tragic Comme le masque d’un tyran Like the grimace of a tyrant Nul drame hasardeux ou magique No drama’s chance or magic Aucun détail indifférent No detail that’s indifferent Ne rend notre amour pathétique Makes our great love pathetic Et Thomas de Quincey buvant And Thomas de Quincey drinking L’opium poison doux et chaste Opiate poison sweet and chaste À sa pau

Hahaha! That was brilliant! Finn as young Rivers NAILING Morten Harket’s falsetto! What’s more is this lead me to Wheezer’s new ‘Teal’ album that is also equally as brilliant! This brings back so-ooo many memories, Comsie! I wish I had the film of it because me and my ‘gang of geeks,’ dressed in our Chess King’s Finest, sporting razor sharp hair-dos diamond hard with Dep Hair Gel, ‘filmed’ a fan film of the following video: My Dad bought me the jacket I’m wearing in the following picture for that video shoot. I was 14 and this was about a month after we filmed the video. Hehehe! Pink skinny tie too! I still have the tie. My hair was still stiff!

This does not surprise me. The Bullies are often times the ones that want you but fear their own wanting.

Happy Valentines Day!! I hope that someone leaves you Left Without Words tonight

What a vulgar and unimaginative display of power, Mister Adorable. Lookie what I made out of your “almighty blue bolt of ‘light’ “. The Gift 💝 is not the thing itself but the heart that gives it.

Oh . . . And be careful who you choose to have a mystical duel with. You may find you deal with powers the likes of which you couldn’t possibly comprehend . . . My very young Appentice. ~cackle~ MrM has been a Dark Lord for a very, very long time:

@Asher25 😮 Asher? ARE YOU F%%%ING KIDDING ME? You’re GORGEOUS! I’d take you anywhere and be proud to say “Look Bitches! LOOK WHAT I CAUGHT!” You definitely have a George Michael vibe going on. He might not be your taste in a guy, but he was considered one of the greatest male sex symbols of ALL TIME! He was also the Godfather of Gay Pop Culture, the one that made Gay men romantic and alluring rather than ‘weird’ like Elton John. Love and be who you are! You are the most beautiful you that will ever be! You are just TOO CUTE!

So, as you might remember if you’ve read ‘A Class By Himself’ by Comicality The Great, you might remember a certain something something that someone gave to somebody else and that somebody was totally blown away by the gift. Here’s my version of that Gift. Don’t hurt Derrick’s feelings. He wants you to enjoy this.

Track List —————————————————— I Can’t Help Falling In Love Instrumental (Gian Piero Ferrini) - Love Theme Overture School Bus (Alex Somers) - Once Upon A Time On A School Bus . . . Someday My Prince Will Come (Prince Peter Wolf’s Male Version) - Derrick’s Wishing Well One Song (Vocals By Scott) - The Prince Makes His Appearance! Too Good for Me (Luke Underhill) - Derrick’s Insecurities The Gift (Angels & Airwaves) - Derrick’s Most Precious Gift Can’t Help Falling in Love (Elvis Presley) - The Greatest Love Song For The Greatest Love Story Go All The Way (The Raspberries) - Talkin’ ‘Bout Makin’ Love! Who Do You Think You Are? (Jigsaw) - Classism At The Opera House Suedehead (Morrissey) - Chris’ Lament I Won’t Be Your Little Secret (Part Time) - Tanner’s Dose Of Reality Young Love (Moto Boy) - Nothing Will Keep Us Apart! Palo Santo (Teen Daze) - Going Deeper The Boxer (Simon & Garfunkel) - I Am Just A Poor Boy . . . In The End (Linkin Park) - Chris’ Secret Anguish Revenge (Eurythmics) - The Wrath Of Chris Say You Love Me (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Demands Made Getting Even (White Lies) - Chris’ Cruelty Stripped (Depeche Mode) - What Can Only Be Given, Cannot Be Taken Run (Germany Germany) - The Consolations Of Tanner True (Spandau Ballet) - Truth and Repentance People Are People (Depeche Mode) - The Beat Down The Hurting (Tears For Fears) - Which Pain Is Worse? Close My Eyes And Burn (Robin Guthrie) - Sexual Healing My Protector (Mesh) - Team Derrick Shine (Cyndi Lauper) - Coming Out! I Just Called To Say I Loved You (Stevie Wonder) - 2AM Phone Calls I Think We’re Alone Now (The Birthday Massacre) - Finally Alone Together Wasted We Stared At The Ceiling (Hammock) - Afterglows Lifelines (A-Ha) - Never Throw Your Lifelines Away ——————————— I Can’t Help Falling In Love Instrumental (Gian Piero Ferrini) - Love Theme Overture Tender instrumental refrain of the main love theme. School Bus (Alex Somers) - Once Upon A Time On A School Bus . . . Anticipatory interlude. Someday My Prince Will Come (Prince Peter Wolf’s Male Version) - Derrick’s Wishing Well Someday my prince will come Someday we'll meet again And away to his castle we'll go To be happy forever I know Someday when spring is here We'll find our love anew Though he’s far away I’ll find my love someday Someday when my dreams come true One Song (Vocals By Scott) - The Prince Makes His Appearance! One Song I have but one song One song Only for you One heart Tenderly beating Ever entreating Constant and true One love That has possessed me One love Thrilling me through One song My heart keeps singing Of one love Only for you Too Good For Me (Luke Underhill) - Derrick’s Insecurities You make my arm melt and you make it drop You make it shake and you make it stop Yet I know you’re Too Good For Me But, I think it’s meant to be I love your life and the way your lips curl You’ve got the eyes that are out of this world Yet, I know you’re Too Good For Me But, I feel it’s meant to be (Chorus) I shouldn’t like you I admit that it’s wrong Don’t want to lose you so I have to be strong You know I’m happy being your best friend I don’t ever want this to end Oh no, I never want this to end It drives me crazy that I can’t hold your hand At the beach we wrote our names in the sand Yet, I know you’re Too Good For Me But, I hope it’s meant to be When we drive we tend to sing the same songs Through the years you’ve even righted my wrongs Yet, I know you’re Too Good For Me But, I know it’s meant to be (Chorus) (An Insecure Bridge) (Chorus) X Oh no, I never want this to end (X) The Gift (Angels & Airwaves) - Derrick’s Most Precious Gift There's the strangest excitement today If you're awake then you're welcome to hear I got a gift and it blew me away From the far eastern sea, straight to here Oh god, I feel like I'm in for it now It's like the rush has gone straight to my brain God, my voice is as lonely as loud As I whisper the joy of this pain And suddenly You've done it all You've won me over In no time at all And now, I'll stop the storm if it rains I'll light a path far from here I'll make your fear melt away And the world we know disappear If you ask I will do what you say All we have is this night to get though With the taste of the smile you're only You left me all up in arms and confused Oh God, I feel like I'm in for it now And how this kiss will be one, roughly vague I swear I'll melt if you touch me at all And then I'll ask you to do it again and again And suddenly You've done it all You've won me over In no time at all And now, I'll stop the storm if it rains I'll light up a path far from here I'll make your fear melt away And the world that we know disappear I'll stop the storm if it rains I'll light a path far from here I'll make your fear melt away And the world we know disappear Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah And now, I'll stop the storm if it rains I'll light a path far from here I'll make your fear melt away And the world that we know disappear I'll stop the storm if it rains I'll light a path far from here I'll make your fear melt away And the world we know disappear Make world we know disappear Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah Can’t Help Falling in Love (Elvis Presley) - The Greatest Love Song For The Greatest Love Story Wise men say only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay? Would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you? Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you For I can't help falling in love with you Go All The Way (The Raspberries) - Talkin’ ‘Bout Makin’ Love! Ma-ma, yeah, whoo Whoo-hoo-hoo All right Ma-ma-ma-ma, yeah, whoo I never knew how complete love could be Till he kissed me and said: ‘Baby, please, go all the way It feels so right (Feels so right) Being with you here tonight Please, go all the way Just hold me close (Hold me close) Don't ever let me go (Don't let me go)’ I couldn't say what I wanted to say Till he whispered ‘I love you’ So, please, go all the way It feels so right (Feels so right) Being with you here tonight Please, go all the way Just hold me close (Hold me close) Don't ever let me go, oh, no (Don't let me go) Before his love, I was cruel and mean Had a hole in the place where my heart should have been But now I'm changed, and I feel so strange I come alive when he does all those things to me And he says (Come on) Come on (Come on) Mm-hmm (Come on) Come on (Come on) I need you (Come on) I love you (Come on) I need you (Come on) Ma-ma, yeah, yeah (Come on) Please, go all the way It feels so right (Feels so right) Being with you here tonight Please, go all the way Just hold me close (Hold me close) Don't ever let me go, oh, no (Don't let me go) Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Oh Ma-ma-ma, yeah, oh, yeah, oh, ooh Go all the way, yeah Whoo-hoo Who Do You Think You Are? (Jigsaw) - Classism At The Opera House Who am I? I’m just a guy who only wants To try to do what's right I'll never make you cry But, you're no good to me Who do you think you are? You tried to push me a bit too far And every day sees another scar Oh baby, who do you think you are? If you want me there, you gotta care! Oh tell me: Who do you think you are Taking advantage of me this way? Who do you think you are Hurting me more with the things you say? Its not fair! You don’t care! Who do you really think that you are? Where are we? (where are we?) We're at the cross roads and I just can't see Which road to take to keep you Here with me (here with me) The lights are changing, baby Who do you think you are? You tried to push me a bit too far And every day sees another scar Oh baby, who do you think you are? If you want me there, you gotta care! Oh tell me: Who do you think you are Taking advantage of me this way? Who do you think you are Hurting me more with the things you say? Its not fair! You don’t care! Who do you really think that you are? Who do you think you are? (Who am I?) Oh baby, who do you think you are? (I'm just a guy who only) Who do you think you are? (Wants to try) Oh tell me, who do you think you are? (To do what's right and never) Who do you think you are? (Make you cry) Oh tell me, who do you think you are? (But you're no good and baby) Who do you think you are? (Where are we?) Oh tell me, who do you think you are? (We're at the cross roads) Who do you think you are? (and I just can't see) Oh tell me, who do you think you are? Suedehead (Morrissey) - Chris’ Lament Why do you come here? And why, oh why do you hang around? I'm so sorry, oh... I'm so sorry, oh, oh... Why do you come here When you know it makes things hard for me? When you know, oh Why do you come? (Derrick’s Questions ‘Why do you telephone? And why, why send me silly notes?’) I'm so sorry I'm so sorry, oh... Why do you come here When you know it makes things hard for me? When you know, oh Why do you come? You had to sneak into my room 'just' to read my diary "oh, it was just to see, just to see" (all the things you knew i'd written about you...) And oh so many illustrations Oh, but I'm so very sickened Oh, I am so sickened now Still, it was a good lay, good lay It was a good lay, good lay It was a good lay, good lay Ah... Still, it was a good lay, good lay It was a good lay, good lay It was a good lay, good lay A good lay, ah... Oh, it was a good lay It was a good lay It was a good lay Oh, it was a good lay Good lay, good lay Oh I Won’t Be Your Little Secret (Part Time) - Tanner’s Dose Of Reality I'm a little secret Oh boy, it's hurting me And if I Told the world what I was thinking It'll set you free And I can't be your shadow No you can't hide me I would tip-toe Around your window So no one can see Oh no, I won't be your little secret Oh boy, 'cause it's hurting me And if I told your friends What you were doing It'll set you free And I won't be your shadow No you can't hide me You can't hide me for the rest of your life You've got to set me free Tell me what you want To set me free Tell me what you need To believe in me Wasted time Wasted time Wasted time Please, don't waste my time Oh no, I won't be your little secret Oh boy, 'cause it's hurting me And if I told the world What you were doing It'll set you free And I won't be your shadow No you can't hide me You can't hide me for the rest of your life You've got to set me free Little Secret, Little Secret I can’t be your little secret Little Secret ... Young Love (Moto Boy) - Nothing Will Keep Us Apart! Young hearts light their own funeral pyres A wild fire the hearts always keen to endure And I know the yearning will always remain And I know I'll always be asking for more And it wont let me go Young love burning a hole in my heart Young love burning a hole in my heart Find me and take me where my love belongs Burn me! I want it cause my love is young They asked me what do you think you will find? And I replied "I don't know but it's something divine" And it wont let me go Young love burning a hole in my heart Young love burning a hole in my heart Find me and take me where my love belongs Burn me! I want it cause my love is young I always wanted a bittersweet heart It seems it was already there from the start And it wont let me go Young love burning a hole in my heart Young love burning a hole in my heart Find me and take me where my love belongs Burn me! I want it cause my love is young Hold me and hurt me Love and avert me Palo Santo (Teen Daze) - Going Deeper Sensual Instrumental The Boxer (Simon & Garfunkel) - I Am Just A Poor Boy . . . I am just a poor boy Though my story's seldom told I have squandered my resistance For a pocket full of mumbles, such are promises All lies and jests Still a man hears what he wants to hear And disregards the rest When I left my home and my family I was no more than a boy In the company of strangers In the quiet of the railway station Running scared, Laying low, seeking out the poorer quarters Where the ragged people go Looking for the places Only they would know Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Asking only workman's wages I come looking for a job But I get no offers Just a come-on from the whores On Seventh Avenue I do declare There were times when I was so lonesome I took some comfort there, le le le le le le le Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Then I'm laying out my winter clothes And wishing I was gone Going home Where the New York City winters Aren't bleeding me Leading me To going home In the clearing stands a boxer And a fighter by his trade And he carries the reminders Of ev'ry glove that laid him down Or cut him till he cried out In his anger and his shame "I am leaving, I am leaving" But the fighter still remains, mmm mmm Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie In The End (Linkin Park) - Chris’ Secret Anguish It starts with One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but didn't even know I wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside And even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so far Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me in the end You kept everything inside And even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this, there's only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this, there's only one thing you should know I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter Revenge (Eurythmics) - The Wrath Of Chris He said Revenge can be so sweet I like to take it when I can I need to play with the ones I hate I like to see them suffer It has to be dangerous It has to be refined It has to be skilful You need to take your time He said, "You gotta snake” And that's a good example You don't even notice it until you're bitten, You learn to enjoy it It has to be dangerous It has to be refined It has to be skilful You need to take your time He said I take care Of my resources You never know When you might need them I'm fast and I'm strong My reflexes are good It doesn't take long To achieve my deserved Revenge I like to play with the ones I hate I really like to see them suffer Revenge Say You Love Me (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Demands Made Say you love me Come on say you do Say you need me Just like i need you It's in your eyes I know it’s in your smile Say you love me If only for a while Won't waste my time On other love If you were mine Lord above I still remember When our eyes first met There's something about you That i just can't forget You made my heart Into an open door Say you need me Can't take it anymore Don't waste your time On other love When you are mine Lord above My heart's been tossed like a ship on the ocean I'm beaten and driven on waves of emotion That carry me carry me carry me On to your shore You stand like a statue of pure alabaster Surrounded by sirens on rocks of disaster They're calling me calling me calling me Into your heart Where i'm torn apart Say you love me Come on say you do Say you need me Don't treat me like a fool It's in your eyes I know it's in your touch Say you love me Say you love me Say you love me! Getting Even (White Lies) - Chris’ Cruelty So if you go And leave recklessly We can only be me We can only be me That's something I Through the turns of my life Never wanted to be Never wanted to be But if you stay Just a bolt in the ball Then you'll never know Then you'll never know How you could miss Like the day light the way You're missing us now You're missing us now So listen to some reason There's nothing in your dreams But if you're getting even You're getting even Trying to get even Better start believing I can forgive And we can forget Even after all this Love and other nonsense we've made Now if we kiss Then the moon in the sky We'd linger a while We linger a while So ask to give just an inch more of night But you break from my life No more kiss, no more I But listen to some reason There's nothing in your dreams But if you're getting even You're getting even Trying to get even Better start believing I can forgive And we can forget Even after all this wrestling of conscience I can forgive And we can forget Even after all this Love and other nonsense It's the worst part of the best of me, best of me Love, I'm trying so hard to be free Worst of the best of me, best of me Love, I'm trying so hard to be free Lonely but free And out of love If you're getting even You're getting even If you're getting even You're getting even If you're getting even You're getting even Trying to get even Better start believing I can forgive And we can forget Even after all this wrestling of conscience I can forgive And we can forget Even after all this Love and other nonsense You're getting even You're getting even And I can forgive And we can forget You're getting even You're getting even And I can forgive And we can forget You're getting even You're getting even And I can forgive And we can forget You're getting even You're getting even (And I can forgive) (And we can forget) (You're getting even) Stripped (Depeche Mode) - What Can Only Be Given, Cannot Be Taken Come with me Into the trees We'll lay on the grass And let the hours pass Take my hand Come back to the land Let's get away Just for one day Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Metropolis Has nothing on this You're breathing in fumes I taste when we kiss Take my hand Come back to the land Where everything's ours For a few hours Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me hear you Make decisions Without your television Let me hear you speaking Just for me Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me hear you speaking Just for me Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me hear you crying Just for me Run (Germany Germany) - The Consolations Of Tanner Why can’t I get through To the other side of you? And it’s true that I still can’t forget And it’s true that I’ve still got regrets I try to follow you Through the undertow, but I could not break through I took the last few seconds of life that I had And spent it in a moment inside of my head I took the last few seconds of life that I had And spent it on a moment And spent it on a moment (Chorus) Why do you Run away From everything that makes you afraid? (Bridge) (Chorus) X True (Spandau Ballet) - Truth and Repentance So True funny how it seems Always in time, but never in line for dreams Head over heels when toe to toe This is the sound of my soul, This is the sound I bought a ticket to the world, But now I've come back again Why do I find it hard to write the next line Oh I want the truth to be said Huh huh huh hu-uh huh I know this much is True Huh huh huh hu-uh huh I know this much is True With a thrill in my head and a pill on my tongue Dissolve the nerves that have just begun Listening to Marvin (all night long) This is the sound of my soul, This is the sound Always slipping from my hands, Sand's a time of its own Take your seaside arms and write the next line Oh I want the truth to be known Huh huh huh hu-uh huh I know this much is True Huh huh huh hu-uh huh I know this much is True I bought a ticket to the world, But now I've come back again Why do I find it hard to write the next line Oh I want the truth to be said Huh huh huh hu-uh huh I know this much is True Huh huh huh hu-uh huh I know this much is True This much is True I know, I know, I know this much is True People Are People (Depeche Mode) - The Beat Down People are people so why should it be You and I should get along so awfully So, we're different colours And we're different creeds And different people have different needs It's obvious you hate me Though I've done nothing wrong I never even met you So what could I have done I can't understand What makes a man Hate another man Help me understand People are people so why should it be You and I should get along so awfully Help me understand Now you're punching and you're kicking And you're shouting at me I'm relying on your common decency So far it hasn't surfaced But I'm sure it exists It just takes a while to travel From your head to your fist I can't understand What makes a man Hate another man Help me understand . . . (People are People . . .) The Hurting (Tears For Fears) - Which Pain Is Worse? Is it an horrific dream Am I sinking fast Could a person be so mean As to laugh and laugh On my own Could you ease my load Could you see my Pain Could you please explain The Hurting Could you understand a child When he cries in Pain Could you give him all he needs Or do you feel the same All along You've been told you're wrong When you felt it right And you're left to fight The Hurting Get in line with the things you know Feel the Pain Feel the sorrow Touch the hurt and don't let go Get in line with the things you know Learn to cry Like a baby Then The Hurting won't come back Is it an horrific dream . . . ? Close My Eyes And Burn (Robin Guthrie) - Sexual Healing Deeply Sensual Instrumental My Protector (Mesh) - Team Derrick I didn't see Who protects me But, I'm all that I could be Time rushes by More than we like But, I've all the love I need You're my protector, my home I'm nothing without you You're my deflector, I know That nothing can get through You feel the feelings for me So I don't have to face the things I do. Life's changing scenes Played behind screens We're all someone's hopes and dreams Caught in the lights You still have the fight When you're taught to do things right You're my protector, my home I'm nothing without you You're my deflector, I know That nothing can get through You feel the feelings for me So I don't have to face the things I do. All my life you shield me from the game You're my spine, but I've never been ashamed They don't see and I just can't explain You've my protector, you're mine forever You're my protector, my home I'm nothing without you You're my deflector, I know That nothing can get through You feel the feelings for me So I don't have to face the things I do. So I don't have to face the things I do. Shine (Cyndi Lauper) - Coming Out! Shine I'll stand by you Don't try and push me away 'Cause I'm just gonna stay You can Shine I won't deny you And don't be afraid it'll all be ok Do you know my name Well I ain't gonna take That big time line Won't be beat by a lie Gonna call out to these embers Waiting to ignite Gonna pull you up By your love, by your love And tell you Shine I'll stand by you... I can see the frown you wear All around like some faded crown Like a watch over wound Gonna call down to this diamond Buried underground Gonna pull you up By your love, by your love And tell you When it's said and done What you need will come And time won't let me Let you let me waste it this time Shine... I Just Called To Say I Loved You (Stevie Wonder) - 2AM Phone Calls No New Year's Day to celebrate No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away No first of spring, no song to sing In fact here's just another ordinary day No April rain No flowers bloom No wedding Saturday within the month of June But what it is, is something true Made up of these three words that I must say to you I just called to say I love you I just called to say how much I care I just called to say I love you And I mean it from the bottom of my heart No summer's high No warm July No harvest moon to light one tender August night No autumn breeze No falling leaves Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies No Libra sun No Halloween No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring But what it is, though old so new To fill your heart like no three words could ever do I just called to say I love you I just called to say how much I care, I do I just called to say I love you And I mean it from the bottom of my heart I just called to say I love you I just called to say how much I care, I do I just called to say I love you And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my heart, of my heart I Think We’re Alone Now (The Birthday Massacre) - Finally Alone Together Children behave, That's what they say when we're together. And Watch how you play, They don't understand, And so we're Running just as fast as we can, Holding onto one another's hand Trying to get away into the night. And then I put my arms around you, And you tumbled to the ground And then I say I think we're alone now, There doesn't seem to be anyone around. I think we're alone now, The beating of your heart is the only sound. Look at the way, I gotta hide what I'm doin'. 'Cause what would they say, If they ever knew, and so we're, Running just as fast as we can, Holding onto one another's hand Trying to get away into the night. And then I put my arms around you, And you tumbled to the ground And then I say I think we're alone now, There doesn't seem to be anyone around. I think we're alone now, The beating of your heart is the only sound. I think we're alone now, (alone now) There doesn't seem to be anyone around. I think we're alone now, (alone now) The beating of your heart is the only sound. Running just as fast as we can, Holding onto one another's hand Trying to get away into the night. And then I put my arms around you, And you tumbled to the ground And then I say I think we're alone now, There doesn't seem to be anyone around. I think we're alone now, The beating of your heart is the only sound. I think we're alone now, There doesn't seem to be anyone around. I think we're alone now, The beating of your heart is the only sound. I think we're alone now, (alone now) There doesn't seem to be anyone around. I think we're alone now, (alone now) The beating of your heart is the only sound. Wasted We Stared At The Ceiling (Hammock) - Afterglows Weightless On a cloud Only now Air between us Shapeless Off the ground Coming down Into pieces Wasted, We stare at the ceiling Wasted, We stare at the ceiling Blameless Without fear Stars reappear We are something Fearless All the years Night disappears Into nothing Wasted, We Stared at the ceiling Wasted, We Stared at the ceiling Wasted, We Stared at the ceiling Wasted, We Stared at the ceiling Wasted, We Stared at the ceiling Wasted, We Stared at the ceiling Lifelines (A-Ha) - Never Throw Your Lifelines Away One time, to know that it's real. One time, to know how it feels. That's all. One call, your voice on the phone. One place, a moment alone. That's all. What do you see? What do you know? One sign, what'll I do? Just follow your lifeline through. What if it hurts, what then? What do we do, what do you say? Don't throw your Lifelines away Don't throw your Lifelines away One time, just once in my life. Yeah one time, to know it can't happen twice. One shot on a clear blue sky. One look, I see the reasons why you cared. One chance to get back to the point where everything starts. One chance to keep it together, Things fall apart. One sign to make us believe it's true. What do you see, where do we go? One sign, how do we grow? By letting your lifeline show. What if we do, what now? What do you say, how do I know? Don't let your Lifeline go. Don't let your Lifeline go. . .

Teen boys are like that. One day you set your little boy down for breakfast in the morning, pack his lunch, and send him off to school. Another day you send him to camp for a couple of weeks. He goes away a boy with a little boy's voice. He comes back with a deeper voice, whiskers, and 6" taller. All I can say to you is . . . don't blink. You'll miss something.

That’s quite a challah! 😮

The dissonant voices forever plague me. This is why I write. This is what you taught me to do and now I am better for it. If you ever slip out the back on me my dissoance will only grow louder until I find you again.

Oh yeah! Now I remember where I saw it before!

If anyone could play a perfect Little Prince it would be Joeseph.

He was well loved here and will be dearly missed.