May 29
“Dude! You gotta come! It’s mandatory! Marie will never let up on me if you don’t come! Come on, Dude!” Jamie’s blue eyes just twinkled and his smile just glittered and the blush in his cheeks was just perfect and still . . . I kept saying ‘No’.
You have to understand, I don’t do parties. I hate dancing! I’m too shy to talk to anyone, much less actually flirt with anyone, and I won’t break my Dad’s rules about alcohol and drugs and stuff. Except for a sip of Piss Warm Beer (PWB)
Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved
Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved
Love is you
You and me
Love is knowing
We can be
Love is free, free is love
Love is living, living love
Love is needing to be loved
I did this with my friend Jon when we were forced to part due to Parental orders. Our relationship grew strained and cold after that, but he kept trying to get back together with me. There was more there than just friendship, I think. He was my first sexual experience with another person. It wasn’t ‘Comsitastique’ like the stories, but it was getting there. My Mom broke it off after I reported that Jon was playing with fire and fire arms. He was a dangerous boy, but a passionate one too. I miss Jon to this day.
Quietly he laughs
Shaking his head
As he creeps closer
Closer to the foot of my bed
And softer than shadows
And quicker than flies
His arms are all around me
And his tongue in my eyes
”Be still
Be calm,
Be quiet now
My precious boy
Don’t struggle like that
Or I’ll only love you more
For it’s much too late
To get away
Or turn on the light
Because the Spider Man
Is having you
For dinner tonight”
’Come into my parlour,’
Said the Spider to the Fly
’I have a little something . . . Here.’
Me too! Mind you I was only 8 and it was Candleshoe came out and that's when I had my infatuation with her, the older brother in that, Luke Skywalker, Princess Leia, and Darth Vader.