MrM

“You really CAN have that super cute boyfriend that you've been dreaming about. You can fall in love and have them love you back. You can 'date' each other, and laugh together, and miss each other when you're apart. Maybe this seems mundane for most people...but for me? This being my first time experiencing this and all...” Not mundane at all, Tristan. Rather miraculous and rare, I would say. Special and lucky are two good words too. 💖

Charlie Chapman for President!

An ode to 'Shane' in @Comicality's Left Without Words per the story's last loving chapter:

Awww cuddles! 💖

I can't help but add funny to my stories. I have a wicked sense of humor/humour and just can't help myself. In the story there should be a place for comedy and for drama. If you have nothing but drama and no funny you end up with French cinema which only works if you have plenty of wine, cheese, and bread to enjoy while you are being depressed.

The Circle ⭕️ has outlived it’s usefulness. Destroy them immediately, Lord Vader.

Wow! Thanks Wesley. It took you a lot less time for you to read it than for me to write it. LOL. I’ll keep ‘pushing through the snow’ though. The next few chapters should give quite an emotional high. I can’t wait to put them to page.

You seek to snuff a forest fire out with a blanket, fools!

Snowflake Oh but he looks so magnificent on the snow! No person could possibly see him as anything but the champion he is! The stance! The coiled strength! The confidence! The FIRE of my Brian evident now for ALL to see! The Russian fool that tripped me? He could never distract me from my god of a lover! He is so much more godlike in his inattention to his own godliness! He is so focused on the upcoming heat that he does not even notice that all the other men in this line of fail

I’ll be releasing the latest chapter tomorrow

Brandon’s Dad is single...just sayin’ 😋

My Snowflake would totally dance around on roller skates.

😮 Wow! You’re writing manga now? Domo arigato Mr. Cosmoto! well done! On to Yaoi! 😍

This was a GREAT tale for teaching shy people how to push through the black gauze of fear to discover life!

———————————————————————— Track List Rain Sounds (Study Music) - That Gloomy Day In March Eyes (The New Division) - The World Redefined By A Moment In His Eyes My First Crush (TimeCop1983, Trevor Something) - Love At First Sight Tootsie Roll (69 Boyz) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy Blue Lily (The Depreciation Guild) - Heavenly Shades of Ryan Kinky Love (Pale Saints) - Ryan’s Sexy Self In My Arms (Erasure) - Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs Snake In The Grass (Autumn Chorus) - Wicked Confusion Only Love Can Break Your Heart (Unclubbed Cover of Saint Etienne) - The Deepest Cut Of All Our Story (Michele Gandrinetti) - The Ballad of Randy and Ryan Our Secret Garden (SINE) - Paradise In A Basement Molten Young Lovers (Airiel) - Hot Buttered Boy Love Walking On Air (Soundpool) - Emotions On High You and I (Washed Out) - The Giddy Getaway Our Misunderstanding (Fastball) - Not Looking Like What It Looks Like The Sun And The Storm (Safe As Houses) - A Fist and A Kiss Sweetest Perfection: Hajas Sloth Mix (Color Theory) - The Example Of Randy and Ryan Send Me An Angel (Real Life) - When Angels Pray Lovesparkles (The Daysleepers) - When Angels Meet Utopia (Goldfrapp) - Utopian Moments Behind The Mask (Eric Clapton) - Threesom to Twosome Too Shy Instrumental (Kajagoogoo) - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel What Makes You Beautiful (OneDirection) - Tyler’s Embrace Fortress Around Your Heart (Sting) - Shields Down, Captain Call Me Maybe (Alex Groot Cover Of Carley Ray Jepsen) - Call Me, Maybe? Our Story (Alternative love song by Brenden Hollis) - Randy’s Serenade ———————————————————————— Rain Sounds (Study Music) - That Gloomy Day In March Instrumental ———————————————————————— Eyes (The New Division) - The World Redefined By A Moment In His Eyes It's all that you are Beauty in your life Our love is defined by moments in our hearts And everything you've said to me And all the things you hold Are everything I want to see It's all in your Eyes It's all that we are Broken and unseen The risk is defined by treasures in our hearts There's nothing left when you decide To share your heart and soul The future's here within our minds It's all in your Eyes In your Eyes! When heaven's arms are open wide And every song is sung I'll be right there Right by your side I'll be in your arms In your Eyes! X ———————————————————————— My First Crush (TimeCop1983, Trevor Something) - Love At First Sight We used to meet Down at the park And we would stay ‘Til after dark Yeah you had me Right from the start You had the key, yeah Into my heart Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah you were my My First Crush Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah, you were my My First Crush Aye yeah Oh oh Aye yeah Oh oh Its been so long I can’t forget All the way back When we first met Yeah, we were kids Back in those days But it still feels Like yesterday Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah, you were my My First Crush Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah, you were my My First Crush Aye yeah Oh oh Aye yeah Oh oh ———————————————————————— Tootsie Roll (69 Boyz) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy The Butterfly? Uh-uh, that's old! Let me see the Tootsee Roll! Yeah, 199Quad! 69 Boyz backed up by the Quad City DJ's! One time! Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see the Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) And make that Tootsee Roll! To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Now slide! Slide (X) To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Dip, baby, dip! (X) Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see the Tootsee Roll! I don't know what you've been told It ain't the butterfly, it's the Tootsee Roll A brand new dance so, Grab a partner and get on the dance flo' And work them hips a lil' bit Then do that dip a lil' bit Oh yeah, you got it, no ifs, ands and buts about it And you over there, with the long hair Keep rollin' that derriere 'Cause it ain't hard Just a brand new dance for the 199Quad 69 in the place to be Hey yo, 'Ski! What we came to see? Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see the Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on Whoop! (X) Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see that Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) Just make your Tootsee Roll! To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Now slide! Slide (X) I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on A whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 Whoop! (X) Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see the Tootsee Roll! I don't know what you've been told It ain't the Butterfly, it's the Tootsee Roll A brand new dance so, Grab a partner and get on the dance flo' 69 in the place to be Hey yo, 'Ski! What we came to see? The butterfly? Uh-uh, that's old! Let me see the Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Now slide! Slide (X) To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Dip, baby, dip! (X) I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on Whoop! (X) Just roll! (X) ———————————————————————— Blue Lily (The Depreciation Guild) - Heavenly Shades of Ryan we were here when the heat had found us under thousands of lilies so blue with a weight so thick you could taste it could you feel it too? drilled into the hull, and sinking slow into the deep, forever blue blue a-ahh it was clear when the fog had lifted, we were here all along and i knew that some words, they would rise to the surface with unguarded truth depicted on the scrolls the ancient hoax a lucid stream of wilted truth truth drilled into the hull, i love you so into the deep, forever blue blue and i love you oh, i do oh, i do drilled into the hull and sinking slow, into the deep, forever blue blue ———————————————————————— Kinky Love (Pale Saints) - Ryan’s Sexy Self Kinky love Kinky I'm mad about you Kinky love I need you so bad I need you kinky love Kinky you're all that I've been thinking of Kinky take me inside and let the honey slide I need you kinky love Good to me Kinky do all the things you should to me Wake up I'm nervous Sleep inside of me Open your gates and let the river free Oh kinky take me inside and let the honey slide I need you kinky love Late at night In my bed as I lie here Somewhere in limbo land Half awake half asleep Halfway somewhere else I know I should be sleeping But how can I close my eyes When you know I understand you're mad And you've got to have your kinky love I know I should be sleeping But how can I close my eyes When you know I understand you're mad And you've got to have your kinky love Kinky I'm mad about you Kinky love I need you so bad I need you kinky love Kinky you're all that I've been thinking of Kinky take me inside And let the honey slide I need you kinky love Oh kinky take me inside And let the honey slide I need you kinky love ———————————————————————— In My Arms (Erasure) - Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs The deal is on the rise again The ship comes into shore You've been away to somewhere But life goes on no less Through the foreign ocean Underneath the sea The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm I thought about you twice just then You get me every time Keeps coming out of nowhere It cannot be defined Your colours are magnificent From magenta to bright blue The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm Through the foreign ocean Underneath the sea The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm ———————————————————————— Snake In The Grass (Autumn Chorus) - Wicked Confusion If your brother weighs heavy, then why won't you put him down? When there's a scourge amongst the family, that will hide in the lowest bough, my dear... Why can't all things lead to joy? Why can't all things lead to, all things lead to joy? If the levy's forever, we must hide all our children now. If the Serpent head marries to the lines of our beaten brow, that's what I fear... Oh she said "It's like a pain in the side of my head is formed, of wasted joy in a time that would fascinate The Maker's boy." Oh he said "I can't imagine all the things that have gone before, I waited night after night in the shadow of a broken voice." Oh I heard of a light that was under my nose, and it would shelter the child from the family curse I'm sure. Oh he said, the pain is brushed away. Thank you light, I've returned to joy. ———————————————————————— Only Love Can Break Your Heart (Unclubbed Cover of Neil Young) - The Deepest Cut Of All When you were young and on your own How did it feel to be alone? I was always thinking of games that I was playing Trying to make the best of my time But only love can break your heart Try to be sure right from the start Yes, only love can break your heart What if your world should fall apart? I have a friend I've never seen He hides his head inside a dream Someone should call him and see if he can come out Try to lose the down that he's found But only love can break your heart Try to be sure right from the start Yes, only love can break your heart What if your world should fall apart? I have a friend I've never seen He hides his head inside a dream Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart ———————————————————————— Our Story (Michele Gandrinetti) - The Ballad of Randy and Ryan hours went by turned into days nothing has changed I still feel the same tried to let go get it off my head staring at the phone but the line was dead So I wait inpatient for a brand new start in time though We'll never be too far apart And I know it's not what I pretend It can't be wrong 'Cause I know Our Story doesn't end It goes on It goes on and on (X) Time passed on by I forgot deep down somehow It's still there in my thoughts years later I met him could not believe He told me He wished he had never left And I know it's not what I pretend It can't be wrong 'Cause I know Our Story doesn't end It goes on It goes on and on (X) Some things are meant to be You're never too old Sometimes it's best to be Beyond control And I know it's not what I pretend It can't be wrong 'Cause I know Our Story doesn't end It goes on It goes on and on (X) ———————————————————————— Our Secret Garden (SINE) - Paradise In A Basement Sensual Instrumental ———————————————————————— Molten Young Lovers (Airiel) - Hot Buttered Boy Love Putting the lights on low No one else at home 'Cause I know, I know, I know You always want this Stayed inside for days Whatever, bombs away 'Cause you know, you know, you know I always want you ———————————————————————— Walking On Air (Soundpool) - Emotions On High (something, something - Walking On Air X) ———————————————————————— You and I (Washed Out) - Indecision Decide (X) I know it's hard, to hold it back, to keep your thoughts in line. You want it all, you need the words to let it go, feelings for your love. Before you know, you keep yourself from rising tall, no future holds it all. It's all you've got, you’re never going to find it out, you'll keep it all on hold. Don't walk away, you know just what you've got. Don't want to call it off. Don't want to lie, to keep it all inside. Don't want to find it out. Under untrue circumstances, I forget all of your vain pretenses. But if you want to recreate the sea and the sky for me, I got you. Under untrue circumstances, I forget all of your vain pretenses. But if you want to recreate for me another sky and sea, I got you. Don't walk away, you know just what you've got. Don't want to call it off. Don't want to lie, to keep it all inside. Don't want to find it out. ———————————————————————— Our Misunderstanding (Fastball) - Not Looking Like What It Looks Like Rip out the trees and plant your flag Now I know just where you stand Nature means nothing to you Something that you can't control And we make ourselves miserable Trying to fill the hole It's sad that our misunderstanding Has turned into a war I don't know you anymore How was I supposed to know I was steppin' on your toes The momentum builds to a fever pitch Talkin' but I just can't hear Watchin' our problems multiply Wishin' they would disappear It's sad that our misunderstanding Has turned into a war I don't know you anymore, anymore And our love got lost in the translation And when I see you out You're a stranger to me now You're a stranger to me now I, I wish I could talk to you I wish I could make you see How much I care How much you mean to me That our misunderstanding Has turned into a war I don't know you anymore, anymore And our love got lost in the translation And when I see you out You're a stranger to me now You're a stranger to me now ———————————————————————— The Sun And The Storm (Safe As Houses) - A Fist and A Kiss Day was breaking Birds were heading South Eyes were stinging Breeze was chilling out We keep each other Warm as we shout Part of me should be Just be leaving By now I could see in the eye of the Storm I could see all that was never torn And when the day ends the rain will break away And I'll be free and he'll be gone So wake up We can shake off his fun Start a new way See the truth in our love When I take off on my journey to the sun You must think of what is in my heart is you my love I could see in the eye of the Storm I could see all that was never torn And when the day ends the rain will break away I'll be free and we'll be gone (X) ———————————————————————— Sweetest Perfection: Hajas Sloth Mix (Color Theory) - The Example Of Randy and Ryan (Reprise from ‘Ryan’s Heart’) ———————————————————————— Send Me An Angel (Real Life) - When Angels Pray Do you believe in heaven above Do you believe in love Don't tell a lie don't be false and untrue It all comes back to you Open fire! On my burning heart I've never been lucky in love My defences are down A kiss or a frown I can't survive on my own If a boy walks in and carves his name in my heart I'll turn and run away Everyday we've all been led astray It's hard to be lucky in love It gets in your eyes It's making you cry Don't know what to do Don't know what to do You're looking for love Calling heaven above Send me an angel Send me an angel Right now, right now Empty dreams can only disappoint In a room behind your smile But don't give up, Don't give up You can be lucky in love It gets in your eyes It's making you cry Don't know what to do Don't know what to do You're looking for love Calling heaven above Send me an angel Send me an angel Right now, right now. ———————————————————————— Lovesparkles (The Daysleepers) - When Angels Meet The moment you opened your heart I knew These tears of love Will carry you through (Say that you will Carry me through) I'm drowned in love with you You’re knee deep in my dreams I'll keep you close Your medicine touch Is the right dose (Say that you will Carry me through) I'm drowned in love with you All the sky went violet It's the color of my heart I searched so long to find it It was right here all along With this tune I bring all my love to you You made me realize You opened up my eyes To true love ———————————————————————— Utopia (Goldfrapp) - Utopian Moments It's a strange day No colors or shapes No sound in my head I forget who I am When I'm with you There's no reason There's no sense I'm not supposed to feel I forget who I am I forget Fascist baby Utopia, utopia My dog needs new ears Make his eyes see forever Make him live like me Again and again Fascist baby Utopia, utopia I'm wired to the world That's how I know everything I'm super brain That's how they made me Fascist baby Utopia, utopia ———————————————————————— Behind The Mask (Eric Clapton) - Threesome To Twosome All along, had to talk about it, Like a two-edged sword, he touched you and it stabs me All along, knew you were a phony boy, Sit behind the mask where you control your world Yesterday he had you in his arms When I'm holding you, I feel his bitter charms I can't judge what you do to me Camouflage the truth, indulge your fantasy Who do you love? Is it me now, is it him babe? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry All is grand, all is bright You're just studying my mind There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry All is grand, all is bright You're just studying my mind Was I invited to your masquerade? Well the party's over so now take off your face You say you love, but it's hard to see When you're in his arms, throwing rocks at me I walk around suffering in my doom When I come to you, you're sitting in your room The truth is news, I have longed to trace So take off the mask so I can see your face Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him baby? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me now, is it him baby? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him? I want to know Who do you love? ———————————————————————— Too Shy Instrumental (Kajagoogoo) - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel Instrumental mix of Ariel’s shy theme ———————————————————————— What Makes You Beautiful (OneDirection) - Tyler’s Embrace (Reprise from ‘Kiss Of An Angel’) ———————————————————————— Fortress Around Your Heart (Sting) - Shields Down, Captain Under the ruins of a walled city Crumbling towers in beams of yellow light. No flags of truce, no cries of pity; The siege guns had been pounding through the night. It took a day to build the city. We walked through its streets in the afternoon. As I returned across the fields I'd known, I recognized the walls that I once made. Had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid. And if I've built this fortress around your heart, Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire, Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm, And let me set the battlements on fire. Then I went off the fight some battle that I'd invented inside my head. Away so long for years and years, You probably thought or even wished that I was dead. While the armies are all sleeping beneath the tattered flag we'd made. I had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid. And if I've built this fortress around your heart, Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire, Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm, And let me set the battlements on fire. This prison has now become your home, A sentence you seem prepared to pay. It took a day to build the city. We walked through its streets in the afternoon. As I returned across the fields I'd known, I recognized the walls that I once made. Had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid. And if I've built this fortress around your heart, Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire, Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm, And let me set the battlements on fire. ———————————————————————— Call Me Maybe (Alex Groot Cover Of Carley Ray Jepsen) - Call Me, Maybe? I threw a wish in the well Don't ask me, I'll never tell I looked to you as it fell And now you're in my way I'd trade my soul for a wish Pennies and dimes for a kiss I wasn't looking for this But now you're in my way Your stare was holdin' Ripped jeans, skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin' Where you think you're going, baby? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? You took your time with the call I took no time with the fall You gave me nothing at all But still, you're in my way I beg, and borrow and steal At first sight and it's real I didn't know I would feel it But it's in my way Your stare was holdin' Ripped jeans, skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin' Where you think you're going, baby? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? Before you came into my life I missed you so bad I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad Before you came into my life I missed you so bad And you should know that I missed you so, so bad It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? Before you came into my life I missed you so bad I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad Before you came into my life I missed you so bad And you should know that So call me, maybe? ———————————————————————— Our Story (Alternative love song by Brenden Hollis) - Randy’s Serenade You took my breath You held my thoughts from the start Can I know you? May I hold your anxious heart? And your beauty Goes beyond all I could know And you move me To the places I want to go And all this part is just a chapter Of our story called ‘Forever’ . . . Called ‘Forever’ (Chorus) And oo-ooo It’s only you-u In Our Story In Our Story And oo-ooo What can I do-o You inspire me Let’s write a story-y I hear you I hear your voice speaking out When you tell me ‘You’re all I can think of’ And I see you The ways you moved from the start Can I know you? You can hold my anxious heart And all this part is just a chapter Of our love story called ‘Forever’ . . . It’s Called ‘Forever’ (Chorus) You inspire me To write a story Oh, you inspire me-e Let’s write a story-y You took my breath You held my thoughts from the start Can I know you? May I hold your anxious heart?

It’s all Japanese to me . . .

Least we forget 'Fag Romance'. I want you Swish Embassy, I want your Swiss Navy . . . I want your lust. Lust Lust Lust I want you Lust. I want your love and I want your tight end, you and me can write a Fag Romance . . . What?

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Genital warts can be reoccurring if left untreated.

Alas, may they get genital warts.

Better tell pop to get the Marshals. That there’s what us ol’ timers like to call walkin’ death, pardoner. thanks fer talkin in the local vernacular-like

The ultimate Tootsie Roll

Very ‘Tales From The Crypt’. “And let THAT be a lesson to you, my drear little dears. It never pays to cheat vampires. HEHEHEHEHEEE!”