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Ooops. Forgot to post these last week: Entry 4: https://gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandon-smiling-from-the-billy-chase-chronicles-3/4 Entry 5: https://gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandon-smiling-from-the-billy-chase-chronicles-3/5 Entry 6: https://gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandon-smiling-from-the-billy-chase-chronicles-3/6

Oh, thank you for that vote of confidence, @HARRYWALTER! This story needs a good editing before I could even consider it for publishing, but I’m glad you think it worthy of professional publishing. This was a challenge to write, but very rewarding. It doesn’t get much attention, so I’m very glad that you saw fit to read it and enjoy it. Admittedly, this story was never going to be a happy one in the end though it does start a legacy that builds the ancestry for the character Brandon Temple that I write for the series Brandon Smiling. That’s why I have it set in the same universe as Brandon and Billy Chase (a creation of our late great @Comicality, may he RIP). In this way, there is an implied happy ending. The story of the Temples continues and it all starts with the love of Adrien and Cedric here in this ‘prequel’ to Brandon Smiling.

~sigh~ I guess we’ll never know, Gabe. 😢

I’m still trying to figure out if the dance is a minuet or a waltz.

Thursday So at lunch today, Billy and I went to the lawn outside away from everybody so we could be together privately, just like I planned. It was so nice to be alone with him without prying eyes around. I let myself go. I just watched his every expression and his every movement. Hehehehe, I even watched how he breathed! I just can’t get enough of him. He’s beautiful! The way the sunlight catches in that dark golden hair of his. The way his cheeks apple up when he smiles and makes tho

I’m so sorry you had a rough go of it. I did too, though I didn’t attempt suicide. I just stayed in the closet most of my life and denied myself any chance of finding love. Chandler is the person I wished I’d had back in my teens. In an abstract way, I hope he become the person some of my readers might need when things are tough for them and if they are still afraid and in the closet. Thank you so much for reading and commenting, @Steve Farner. I sure apprciate it!

Wednesday Today, the tug-of-war between my fears and my love for Billy was tested…greatly! Getting to school, I waited all day through all my stupid classes for lunch to roll around so I could have lunch with Billy and be with him…fully…like I promised! The clock couldn’t have moved slower. What the teachers were saying couldn’t have meant less! All I wanted was time with my Billy! Time alone with him. Just Billy and me…so we could be in love with one another and not have to apologize

Seeing how he’s finished some of his stories, particularly his short ones, I think Comsie did want to come to conclusions for all his stories. He just never got there unfortunately. Yeah, I think kissed by an angel had one more drama part before it could conclude. The Tyler, Matt, and Sam angle would be a natural path for that just as you are referring to. The one that seems to be getting the most requests for an ending is GFD. That one I believe Comsie had a definite ending for.

Thanks for the vote of confidence, @Mattyboy. However, I’m up in the air about how to do a fan addition to any of Comsie’s stories. It’s a tall order to follow up on any of his stories! His voice was so unique. As I continue reviewing his archive, I become more and more sure of this. I’ll keep it in mind, though. I’d love to see how many of these stories end! ☺️

Thanks @Mattyboy. ♥️ I am trying.

Tuesday So, it’s like this: I know from my Dad’s behavior last Thursday that I am not hiding my feelings for Billy at all well. I think that’s one of the things that’s been bothering me about this whole thing. He is my dream come true. He is the love of my life. He is my everything and I have to hide it somehow so that we don’t expose ourselves to everyone. The feelings that well up in me every time I see him almost brings me to tears. How did I get so lucky? How did I ever manage

Shinjuku, Tokyo: one of Japan’s most startlingly bright and bustling places. To Nommo, such a place couldn’t be more abhorrent! The natural world was born and bred into his very bones, old as they were. He was raised in a place where nature’s peace and sanctity were inviolable. The land of his home country was open and vast! The sky and the stars were all visible to the naked eye for infinity and there, Nommo was taught, was the place of his ancestors! Then there was the quiet! The quiet of

More is coming. I’m currently working a chapter for one of my other stories. After that, more Brandon. ❤️

I suppose, in a way, trying to divine where Comsie wanted to take GFD is a way of keeping him with me - trying to think about what he was thinking when he was writing it. I really appreciated his being in the Eternal Now of life. It was one of so many things that endeared me to him so and one of the things that made his passing so shocking to me. He was full of the moment and so full of life and promise. Jeff, I look forward to this issue. The Halloween ones are always my favorite. ❤️

I was just re-reading We Are Many and I may have found a clue in it as to what the ‘Vampire Dawn’ is supposed to be. It might be worth a read through again. I’ll be going over all his GFD stuff eventually. I had some ideas where things might go as I worked through the threads of his plots in his many GFD stories on my initial read through. It might be possible to cap the story off convincingly.

Oh, how lovely! 🥰

One time I colorized the book cover Comsie chose for Ryan’s Heart. The premium version on Amazon. You won’t find it on GA I don’t think. I used his description in ‘New Kid In School’ to get the colors right. I always liked Comsie’s choice of model for what he wanted Ryan to look like.

Definitely! I loved to see Comsie’s interpretations of his characters! They helped me along in forming the image of them that he was thinking at the time of writing! I often passed photos I’d find past him to see what he thought of my ideas. He usually loved my inspiration. He’d then offer one of his own and we’d discuss what we thought, as authors, what the character should look like and then submit that the most important interpretation of the character should always be the readers! That said, Comsie always loved my vision of Brandon from The Secret Life Of Billy Chase!

Book 3 of Brandon Smiling is now up and running! First three chapters are up! Please check them out and enjoy!

Sunday So I go from the heights of happiness yesterday to the depths of weirdness today. I swear my life has become a roller coaster ride with my emotions lately. There’s something I’ve…never written down or shared with anyone before. There was a time, a few months back, when I Outted myself to someone other than Chandler. Yeah, I don’t know why I never wrote this down before. Maybe, I was trying to forget that I nearly did it. Maybe, I didn’t want any evidence of it left even in

Friday It’s getting harder to do. This charade of just being Billy’s friend! It’s just very hard not to want to, at least, hold his hand at lunch when we’re alone. I hate being ‘careful’! I don’t want to be careful! I want to be able to touch, kiss, and snuggle with my loving boyfriend without having to worry about anything! Billy wouldn’t need much convincing! He is terrible at hiding his feelings, I’ve noticed! The way he looks at me makes me have to look away and try not to blu

Thursday “Soooo….What’s her name? Hmm?” My Dad asked me at the dinner table last night grinning from ear to ear. At first, I was confused and then I realized he must have known something was up with me! I suppose, I can’t blame him. Billy’s kiss had me acting like a total space cadet all last evening! I must have been smiling like a maniac! But…I couldn’t help it, could I? He kissed me with those soft succulent lips! I can still feel him there! Right there on my lips! Warm, velvety, an

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