Black Paper

This Is me. In my basement. It’s ...dirty.⛓💔

Hii! How’s it going?♥️ I hope you are having a great first start to your summer.🌙

hiii! ♥️🌹🌙

MY PHONE IS OUT OF STORAGE SO IT CUT ME OFF. I meant to finish off with “But I hope yours was awesome and had fun no matter what you were doing.”✨

Funny you posted this today as I was thinking about this earlier. Sometimes I feel we all get so caught up with what’s everyone else is “doing” or what’s “trending” that we run around trying to copy and mimic everyone’s behavior and forget what makes ourselves truly happy. Thank you I liked it a lot.

Compare You cannot compare or care about anyone else who is there. This will only make you unecassarily care. You will never be the best if you look at the rest. You cannot follow or swallow or do what they do as you continue. Or, you will have what they have, too. Comparison is a crimson poison on your mission. It will grant you, only, an unloved condition. If you take it to heart, it will destroy your expidition. It will grant you and unecassary expectation. And, will make you mov

Lies This web of lies. This web of flies. Holds you down with it's ties. You will no longer experience how your soul flies. As you are locked and sealed into what you despise. You are held to your demise as you melt from this disguise. No one can see you as they continue. You are stuck in your own muck. You rot alot in this knot. Do not think you do not. Like a spider it holds you tighter. This web stings. Stop telling these things. Stop yelling these strings. And, you will fly with your win

Act You don't need to react. You don't need to overact. In fact, you don't need to act. You can just sit there on your chair & give them a stare. You do not need to move or go anywhere. Sometimes, saying nothing says it all. Sometimes climbing nothing makes you tall. Acting is a task that is not always required. This page hopes you relax. It hopes you become inspired. This page hopes you relax. It hopes you no longer feel tired.

The Past II Let go of the past, For, it has passed. It will not allow you to move fast The only way to live a life that is worth while, Is by looking towards the future with a smile. You have no one to blame for your own shame. You are the holder of your own flame. You are the player of your game. All you must do, Is do your very best as you continue. Never doubt, that this is always true. Calm down. Do not frown. That will only take away your crown. Smile. It is okay! Enjoy y

Oh, and btw. Crispen is a very interesting name. I like it. Kinda reminds me of Crispy Cheeze-its. I like Cheez-its. They’re good. You- Julian STFU🙄 Me- *eats Cheez-Its happily* Okay. Want one? *Feeds you one slowly.* *You eat it.* *You hate it.* *I hate you.* *We kiss* The End.

Yeah like.... They eat lunch and, then, they go to the sand and RUNAWAYYYY

I HATE THIS STORY AND I HATE YOU COM HONESTLY LEAVE!!!!!! Just kidding.

You are being pretty dark and... excuse my french but I AM French... being F***ing NEGATIVE. First of all, I understand your distaste of some italics and capital letters being used in text of a story. However, many authors will use this to accentuate and add feeling, depth, stress, and meaning into a scenario, piece of dialogue, or thought sequence in one of their stories in order for their readers to better capture the essence of the scenes they are trying to portray. I, as an author, personally use these myself, sometimes. Second, his motives for writing this story are none of your concern. You’re making him feel like he shouldn’t be writing about this? HOW DARE YOU? He may, very well, write about whatever he wishes and if you don’t like that, then, YOU DON’T HAVE TO READ IT. I, personally, love this story and it’s plot and have personally thanked Com for touching on a dark subject that haunts many who may not have the strength to speak out their own voice... so he speaks for them. Oh and this??-> “It’s not a story people are going to want to come back to.” Who the HELL are you to put words in everyone else’s mouth who follows and reads this story? Are you jealous of him or something? You are being a hater and are trolling. This is one of my personal favorite stories of Comsie’s and Zach is basically my mind in almost every single way & I have personally thanked him in Direct Messages months ago for writing it. Speak for yourself, stop being negative, grow up, and don’t put words in people’s mouths. Constructive criticism is welcome for writers, but, this is what I call- “Venom In Denim.”

You know, I love that you caught onto & used the analogies here of gambling, poker, the cards you hold -> Hold ‘em or Fold ‘em. That’s what they’re doing. They’re playing a game of Russian roulette. Hence, Kiss Or Miss. Yet, this is the Gun of Fun & the game of love.💋⛓🖤🗡🎩 And, thank you.🙂 I am glad you enjoy Johnny’s work. It will make an appearance in the future in careful ways, here & there, as well.

Thing is, he doesn’t really let new people in too close he hasn’t known for at least 5 years prior or more before certain “incidents” have occurred... except maybe, Johnny because he loooooovvesss him😂 haha. All his old friends were all bad influences because they were the only ones who didn’t run the hell away from his “Venom Salem” we’ll call it and actually LIKED how badass he was. So he was stuck with them. But Johnny stays with him and sees who he really is. Also thank you! I had to be very careful how Johnny’s work was introduced here as it’s a very touchy subject for him. Also-> Karma speaks to me as well. I’m a very big believer in the universe will grant what you give it. Kinda like... it’s just all good bussiness.⛓👑😏🎩💍 Be good boys & girls now...

Chapter 5- ~Good Toys Bad Boys - First Crime Second Time~ I found it funny how just one week ago, I was contemplating how to get my wallet back from a stranger that I had just met the day before. And, now, he was quickly walking right next to me down a road I pass by every week day, Springfield Lane. Why is that so significant? Because it was here that I recall thinking of a boy, for the first time, in ways that I never have before. It was on this lane and intersection, exactly, wh

😮😂cuuuute

You’re absolutely right. I gave one person a clue here before so I’ll give it to you too. Salem gets “triggered”. But there is something more mysterious going on here. Something in his brain. Something no one would have ever thought.🖤🎭♠️👀

I HATE YOUU!!!!!! Just kidding. Thanxx!

His sparkling deep coca-cola eyes are still staring at me right now like they’ve been burned into the back of my brain! I thought I was the only person who ever called that specific dark brown shade of eyes Coca Cola eyes.🖤😱 that’s what they are! They are almost black in normal lighting in a room but put it in front of some sunlight or next to a light and you get that deep rich dark crimson brown hint of a tint only Coca Cola got👑 Oh, and- Do any other guys ever look at each other like that and not be Gay? You need an Oscar for this.

I will actually tell you who I am in My story now - Salem and Johnny are both me. In basically every single way (Give or take a few details) If you take me and cut me exactly in half You get them. Combine them and you create me. Also I myself do not really like new York style Pizza and favor margarita slices over it hee hee hee. The way Johnny moves, acts, and narrates and speaks is very much the same way that I do and the way Salem moves and acts is very similar to the way I do as well so I suppose if you take both of their mannerisms and characteristics you get me. I guess you could say my “Johnny” controls my “Salem” and my “Salem” empowers my “Johnny” and balances me out. Does that make any sense?I need them both like the sun and moon two make day and night. They are my ying and yang that literally create who I am as a person in real life. I need them both.

Oh, so you’re a dream boy. Well, aren’t you just a PlayToy 💔

You are both great. Your bright personality shines through your work as does his and I see it and feel it as well. Like what I told Comsie one day, “As authors we are inside of our stories somewhere whether you see it or not we are inside. Whether it is in a character, a specific scenery, a look one gives to another. We are inside of it’s pages speaking to the world in secret in tongues that might not always be heard, but, are just as important nonetheless, if not, even more so. And, by others acknowledging and loving our work and characters, they are acknowledging and loving us.“💔✨🥂🖤👑

The Finish Line The finish line & the deadline do not have to be a straight line in order for it to be just fine. The date that you wait to serve the food on your plate, will come regardless, of your burden’s weight. If you wish to finish cooking and serve your food on your dish, you must master impatience & make it diminish. This instruction is to avoid any destruction by no longer worrying about any production. This introduction is to assist you with reconstru

The Past Do you regret it? Did you get it? Just, forget it. The past is gone. Just, move on. Let go of the past. It has passed. A new future will be cast. And, you will no longer feel that you have to move fast. You do not have to improve everything. You do not have to prove anything You do not have to move with nothing. They do not have to approve a thing! Do not hurry. Do not worry. Care not for the future. Not all has to be sure. Maybe, it is a surprise like a