Thirdeye

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing. Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication. I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over. To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication The poetry that comes from the squaring off between, And the circling is worth it. Finding beauty in the dissonance. There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away. Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication. Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any Sense of compassion Between supposed lovers Schism-Tool

Get Real A Beautiful thing

LMAO

I've been re-watching a lot of Buffy i have saved on DVR and still nothing is close IMO. I watched almost all of season 2 and half of season three this week, such great writing and acting

The black and cold reminds me Of all the distance we have crossed And if your darkness blinds me I could never be more lost But I'm not the one who seeks your protection I'm not the one to share the disguise And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection I'm not the one to tear the same way twice You push from the inside - smothered You push from the inside out - smothered Have all your walls surround me They're closing in they block my sight The violence around me Found me when I could not fight But I'm not the one to take your direction I'm not the one who wears the disguise And I'm not the one to share your reflection I'm not the one you break the same way twice I will never win I will never win with you I read you I fear you round up no more than you know I hate you I still do everytime you let me go Spineshank-smothered

Daniel is travelling tonight on a plane I can see the red tail lights heading for Spain Oh and I can see Daniel waving goodbye God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes They say Spain is pretty though I've never been Well Daniel says it's the best place that he's ever seen Oh and he should know, he's been there enough Lord I miss Daniel, oh I miss him so much Daniel my brother you are older than me Do you still feel the pain of the scars that won't heal Your eyes have died but you see more than I Daniel you're a star in the face of the sky Daniel is travelling tonight on a plane I can see the red tail lights heading for Spain Oh and I can see Daniel waving goodbye God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes Oh God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes Daniel by Elton John

I was always open minded but never could really say I believed or not. My Mom and her side of the family claims that my moms grand mom, aunt, two uncles and cousin lived in a haunted house. I always liked the story, but as I said wasn't so sure. After living in my last house in Mississippi I now believe. When me an Jacob first moved in there some small stuff started right away. Mostly noise, doors moving, stuff you can right off as nothing. Then one night something weird happen, Jacob was looking for lime juice in the fridge we knew we had. He couldn't find it an I went to the store and after a few hours we forgot about, that was until a month later when we open the microwave(which we used many times in that month) and there is the old bottle of lime juice sitting in there. Of course me and him thought it was the other pulling a joke. The next crazy thing happen a few days later, Jacob was going to school. so I walked him through our kitchen to the front door and said our goodbyes, i then walked back through the Kitchen into our bed room and started to load my computer. I then head a strange noise in the kitchen and got up to see what it was. What I found was every single cabinet door open with old plastic shopping bags flying out of the top cabinet. I was alittle freaked, and became even more freaked when the next night from my bed I saw a white shadow move in my living room. I also became a little upset when Jacob didn't really seem to believe me, even though he said he did. That was until about three weeks later as we were getting into bed, we heard two loud knocks on our bathroom door(which was about two feet from our bed) and the door opened and then slammed shut. That seem to convince him that I wasn't just trying to scare him. I later told my moms family that I now believed them about their Grand moms house, which is a even freaker story

He was posting it as a source to what I said above

Third Watch was a great show, the 9-11 episode was fantastic.

They really should. Cbs messed up, "Jericho" was actually doing well in the ratings up to mid seasons when CBS gave it an 8 week break due to Football and College Basketball. When it came back it was sloted against American idol.

awesome! Goodluck!!

I understand. Its still not that long ago that I had a hard time dealing with being gay, I have a lot of doubts about myself and lack confidence. My BF is smart(really smart), so sweet and a lot of what I wish I could be. Sometimes I start to doubt what I add, and then I just tell myself he is so smart and such a good person he wouldn't have fell in love with me if I really didn't make him happy.

Tool-Jimmy What was it like to see The face of your own stability Suddenly look away Leaving you with the dead and hopeless? Eleven and she was gone. Eleven is when we waved good-bye. Eleven is standing still, Waiting for me to free him By coming home. Moving me with a sound. Opening me within a gesture. Drawing me down and in, Showing me where it all began, Eleven. It took so long to realize that You hold the light that's been leading me back home. Under a dead ohio sky, Eleven has been and will be waiting, Defending his light, And wondering... Where the hell have I been? Sleeping, lost, and numb. So glad that I have found you. I am wide awake and heading home. Hold your light, Eleven. Lead me through each gentle step by step by inch by loaded memory. I'll move to heal As soon as pain allows so we can Reunite and both move on together. Hold your light, Eleven. Lead me through each gentle step by step By inch by loaded memory 'till one and one are one, eleven, So glow, child, glow. I'm heading back home. Alice in Chains- Nutshell We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight, and yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find, yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead

Those are great!

Yep. He's manage to put up with my crap for two years

Its what they used to make whiskey in. This was in a park in Mississippi

Jonathan Taylor Thomas, Elijah Wood, Joseph Gordon Levitt

ohhhh....good one on Supernatural, I also love that show.

Jericho just missed my list and ST:TNG and Third Watch may be 4-5 on my favorites lists. Sucks Jericho was axed

Right Now 1.Heros 2.The Office 3.Family Guy Forever 1.Buffy, The Vampire Slayer 2.Seinfeld 3.Roseanne

Wow thats really ridculous, I can't wait to go

well I for one did ask why me and spent a lot of time dwelling on it. I finally got to point where I realized it didn't matter why, just that it was and I had to accept it. As simple as it sounds it took a lot of time and help for special people(one of them being James who I talked to on more then one bad night, ). I also think asking why is a process humans go through when they believe something bad has happen to them.

I love you more than i should So much more than is good for me More than is good Oh the timing is cruel Oh i need and don't want to need More than i should I am falling Say my name And i'll lie in the sound What is love but whatever My heart needs around Oh my sheet is so thin So i say i can't sleep because It's so very cold But i know what i need And if you were just near to me Would you go.... I am falling Say my name And i'll lie in the sound What is love But whatever My heart needs around I am falling Say my name And i'll lie in the sound What is love But whatever My heart needs around And it needs you Too much Now Trespassers William-Lie in The Sound