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...only kindness matters. These are words to live by. People are not inherently kind. We're a twisted, complicated bunch. We hurt others. We disappoint others. We always believe that the hurt we cause is greatly out-weighed by the hurt we go through. I don't think this is the case. But I think it's okay to hurt. It's a part of life, a learning experience that spurs empathy and helps us reevaluate our circumstances. Does this mean we should hurt others to help them grow and mature? Absolutely. I kid. It takes much more strength and effort to make someone feel special than it does to hurt them. Effort. That is what so many of us lack. But it's needed to be kind. And in the end, that really is all that matters.

Maroon 5 - Won't Go Home Without You

That is really scary.

Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness

Neyo - Because Of You (Josh Harris Radio Mix)

The Veronicas - Everything I'm Not

It's one of my favorites! Mika - Happy Ending

It was so easy that night. Should have been strong, yeah, I lied Nobody gets me like you Couldn't keep hold of you then. How could I know what you meant? There was nothing to compare to I know everything changes, all the cities and faces But i know how I feel about you There's a mountain between us, but there's one thing I'm sure of That I know how I feel about you Can we bring yesterday back around? Cause I know how I feel about you now I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down But I know how i feel about you now All that it takes, one more chance Don't let our last kiss be our last Give me tonight and I'll show you Not a day passed me by, not a day passed me by When I don't think about you And there's no moving on, cause I know you're the one And I can't be without you About You Now - Sugababes

30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

It was dead on for me. Kinda creepy. lol

Maroon 5 - Won't Go Home Without You

Sugababes - About You Now (Sticky Radio Edit) ^^I like this one a lot more than the original. The melody just works better.

Exactly. Even if you are seeing someone exclusively and you're both clean, you should still use a condom. There's ALWAYS the chance that they may cheat and contract the disease. It's not a nice thing to think about, but it's a possibility.

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Apparently that's the vibe I was giving off last night. I went to Club tigerheat for the first time yesterday with two of my girlfriends. We got there around 11, and had to wait in line for an hour to get in, but it was actually a lot of fun! It's only the second club I've ever been to (Rage being the first), and I have to say I really liked it. The go-go boys were really cute, and the music was fun to dance to, give or take a couple of songs. It was fun, that is, minus the groping. I mean, seriously, does dancing provocatively with two FEmales say I want gay males to touch me inappropriately? At one point, I actually had to remove one guy's hand from my ass and clearly say "NO." I thought it was amusing that my friends said they loved gay clubs because people are just there to dance and no creepy guys try and do stuff like that. On the bright side, there were a couple of hotties that I got to dance with. Work is taking a toll on me. I found out that they're trying to postpone my management training until FEBRUARY. I've been told I would start training since October. On top of that, another person in the same position that I would be in (who's not very good at her job at all) is getting paid double what I'm getting paid right now, and the store manager told me the highest she would be able to pay me in that position is 2 dollars more. And since I'm not getting paid two dollars an hour, that doesn't really scream fair to me. One of the other co-managers had a talk with me the day after when I was obviously upset with the management team, and she told me that she would do her best to straighten things out since she doesn't want to lose me over something so trivial. I appreciate her effort, but I think I'm going to put in my two weeks in soon. They're ridiculously understaffed, and I'm doing a lot of the same work as the managers are doing, so they obviously need me a lot more than I need them. I'm gone one day and they drop in credit by 9% (not too good when you're supposed to be at 4.5 and I have them at 10) It's been a while since my last post. The last two boys? Yeah, I'm done with them. lol. Apparently the most I can do is two dates. After the second date, I tend to call it off. Then, the guys I went on the two dates with end up finding someone and being in a long-term, healthy relationship with them. Cut to a scene of me, nearly two decades old, with not a single relationship under my belt. fantastic. I think that I do want a relationship right now, but a big part of me tells me I just want it because I've never had one. It feels like I have this pressure to do all of the things you're supposed to do in a relationship at least once, lest I miss my chance. Once I do have one though, I highly doubt I would have this feeling. I think I would really have to like the guy to be that committed. I mean, my friends are fantastic; they set pretty high standards. I bought Grey's Anatomy Season Three and finally watched it in marathon form. I LOVE Grey's Anatomy. I'm a little sad that I finished it already, since Season Four is still a ways away from being out in DVD form. I can't take the suspense, so I can't just watch it on TV. I have to be able to watch quite a few episodes at once. This show sparks me to be a surgeon, which I realize how dumb that sounds. Still, it's a possibility.

Well other than the presents I've already opened, I really want The Nightmare Before Christmas on DVD... I can't find it anywhere! argh. a car would be nice, too.

I just don't think it's my cup of tea.

Natalie Imbruglia - Torn

I wouldn't date someone in the closet. To date someone, I would have to know that the person I'm seeing is comfortable enough with themselves. I know that when I was in the closet, I was no where near ready for a serious relationship with anybody.

Have a great one!

Dido - Honestly Ok

The Postal Service - Nothing Better

The Pussycat Dolls - I Don't Need A Man

The most recent movies I've seen that I'd recommend are: 1) Dan In Real Life - Steve Carell is amazing here. It's hilarious and interesting, and has a similar feel to "Little Miss Sunshine." Way up there for me. 2) Enchanted - I was a little worried about this movie. I was skeptical of the whole Disney-movie-turned-reality-movie thing, but it turned out to be amazingly cute. If you're into the whole sweet-cutesy-disney thing, this will not disappoint. 3) Imagine Me & You - This came out years ago, but I just recently bought it and watched it. I was not disappointed. It was a cute movie. On one hand, I wanted the two girls to get together, but on the other hand... the guy is just so adorable! haha

30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill