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You're awesome. The end.

You know, I actually went through this same thing, only from his end. I actually brought it up, and we both agreed to just be friends. I'm really glad that this happened because it's only been a couple of months and my feelings are no longer even closely romantic. He's a great guy, and we're incredibly close now, but I just don't see him in that way anymore and I feel like a relationship between us wouldn't have lasted all that long anyway. I'm glad that nothing ever happened between us because we managed to sidestep the whole awkward issue. I think that's definitely an issue though, since I've had that talk with almost every single gay friend that I've had, and of the ones that I ended up dating for a while, I don't talk to any of them anymore.

30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

The Postal Service - Nothing Better

Well as the question is worded, I would really only consider two, and that's wealth and wisdom. If I was to meet a fairy right now, I already have the amount of freedom I enjoy. I don't like the idea of never aging, I would just like to age gracefully, and I'm still in my youthful stage anyway. Power means nothing to me if it's not for a good reason. I don't just want to be able to control people... bleh. Love would have been something I would have considered, but the option is for a moment, and I think that's going to happen anyway. I went with wealth. I would be so bored if I just knew everything, I like the process of learning. With wealth, I could afford to do a lot with my life that would go into the other areas. Take wisdom, for instance. Unlimited wealth means no college loans, no restriction to what I may want to study. I could also get a personal trainer and preserve my body the natural way, with health care that is unparalleled. I just think it's the most convenient of the ones listed. Everything else is something that I feel I have to obtain through experience.

Imogen Heap - Speeding Cars

I have a very girly brain. lol. But you're right about it being right for most people. All of the gay guys I've met have had guy brians, except for maybe one or two.

That's awesome! Congrats! It's funny that you always expect it to be a bigger deal than it is. Eh. I really don't think my life has changed all that much after identifying with being gay. Except I'm a lot more confident. heh, go figure.

Jem - Falling For You

Kelly Clarkson - How I Feel

The All-American Rejects - Straightjacket Feeling

So over the whole studying thing.

Mika - My Interpretation

Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes AMAZING song.

love it.

Kelly Clarkson - How I Feel

Muse - Time Is Running Out

It's funny how these things like to pile up together. You're a great guy, so I have no doubt you'll bounce back. If you ever need an ear, though,

So one of my friends from work asked me if I knew this guy, and I told her I had. She thought that we would make the cutest couple. I told her I actually had a huge crush on him last year. What did she do? She went to him and told him that someone thought he was cute. He asked who, and when she told him, she said that he flipped out. He had no idea, but he thought I was cute and didn't think anything was ever going to happen there. So she told me today that this happened, and told me that she talked to him a couple of days ago and because they have class together everyday, he was asking her if she had talked to me yet. He's interested, and he's the one pushing it! ARGH! I thought it was funny that Billy posted "Where are all these gay guys" because I totally would have found myself asking this same question even a few weeks ago. Now, it's like they're everywhere. Not only are they plentiful, but they're actually interested in me. Is this some kind of cruel joke? :wacko: My friends told me that I should go for it, nothing is serious at the moment. I'm only dating the other guy, and it's not like I can't go out on a date with this guy, right? Well i told her to give him my number. I've never been so active dating wise. It's kind of fun. I realllly hope something happens with this guy, but I kind of want something with the other guy too. I wish the timing was a little better, since I know I can't have a relationship with both of them at the same time. I'll just have to choose. Heh. The word 'resilient' comes to mind.

It has nothing to do with you not being good looking enough, or being an asshole or stupid or any of that other nonsense. From what I can tell, it has everything to do with you being a nice guy and the guys you've met being mediocre. Boys are MORONS. If they know you're interested and available, they purposely keep you in the "maybe" category, a backup, always a last resort. Why? I have no f**king clue. Mind games? Everyone is after the asshole who doesn't like anyone but them. You've heard it a million times before, but what you have to do is start putting yourself up on that same goddamn pedastal that these boys put themselves up on. You have to know that you're good enough, and that others have to prove that they're good enough FOR YOU. If you don't like yourself, how are other people going to like you? You need to project that mentality that you know you're good enough. You're a decent guy, you're obviously intelligent and attractive. Don't let others make you feel otherwise. And don't look for a decent guy. If you do, you'll "find" him in worst of guys. It'll happen. It may take awhile, but it'll happen.

The Magnetic Fields - Long-forgotten Fairytale

We talked it out, and basically it was decided that we should just be friends--at least for now. Yeah there are complications, but still, it kinda stung. The fact that we both have feelings for each other apparently means nothing. It's okay though, I can deal with it. On brighter news, I got hit on at work a couple of weeks ago. The guy gave me a note that read "cute smile. call me." And I finally did. We went on our first date today... funny thing is he's not the guy I thought I was going out with... he's cuter! I had a really great time and we got along really well. I didn't kiss on the first date but I wanted to. He asked me out on another date this sunday, and I told him I would check my schedule. The only thing is he's a little bit older than me. cougheightyearsoldercough. i think this could lead to something though. i can't stop thinking about him right now, which is funny because of my feelings for josh. i'm taking it slow, because i don't want to lead this guy on. he seems like a great guy. is it wrong for me to go out on dates with him even though i have feelings for josh? the last thing i want is to make him my rebound. when i was with him though, it felt good. i wanted to be there, i wasn't thinking about josh. i don't know. i'll take it one step at a time. i ahve to wake up early tomorrow, so i have to cut this short. hope everyone is well!

THAT'S AMAZING! I'm so happy for you! You really deserve it.

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone I have a bit of an obsession with this song right now.