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Let's see, I don't know I always had an interest in guys. I don't know what it was. I guess if I had to pick an age, I'd say around 10, when I first started wanting to see boys naked, because I was curious how other boys looked without clothes (I was a really young Voyeur )

Sunday has come and about to be gone, it's a nice enough day. I have no complaints about where things stand; although, my aspirations have not been fulfilled. I guess there really isn't much to talk or write about except in my stories. Exodus is finally getting more traction as I will probably be ready with the next half week after April 18th. The short Genesis series should hold any loyal fans over for the time being. I am also starting to think about my older stories. I kind of surprised some people still remember and read them, despite how long they haven't been updated. I abandoned a lot of stories in my writing life, sadly. I feel bad for not giving them good homes or conclusions. I re-read my Home is in the heart after seeing a review pop up and I remember why I wrote that story. Truthfully about my intent, I wanted to stand out as a writer, who could approach a genre that no one ever touches in gay fiction or even normal fiction anymore. The American West was not a place of moral heroes and immoral villains as most people believe; it was a dark and ambiguous era. I thought why not touch on the little researched Mormon controlled area of Utah, where atrocities and conflict occurred between everyone from natives to settlers, religious adherents to secular practitioners, and greedy warlords to lowly farmers. I read stories about Mormon attacks on western settlers like the Mountain Meadow Massacre and my story was born. Now I don't know if I should continue on this story, while my sci-fi story is being formed.

Grrr....Hands off my meat *(I've actually said that before, wonder if it was the full moon)

Thanks for reading, I thought no one had liked it, so I basically abandoned the story a year ago and went straight for my Sci-fi story, Exodus. If you want I can keep on going to what I had intended earlier.

Just When I start coming back and posting, Chase has to leave Will miss you and kind of liked the chill nonchalant way you handled things. I probably ignored you more than once, but at least I am honest about neglect. You made being a troll interesting, About the rest of what you said, probably true to an extent, when I first started coming here to GA, I was a college kid looking for something that had meaning in my life. Probably, the thing that I sought more than anything else was a spark of companionship, which haunt many others. After a little taste of life and love, I understand things better, but I am also still traveling an unknown road with an unknown fate. That I guess is what brought me back and keeps me here at GA, the unknown paths that I have never traveled and wish to seek out among others. I will miss you chase and hope our paths may cross again.

I don't know, I thought it was brilliant in a satiric way. It highlighted many common themes with the current generation of "carpe diem" music along with various genres of of pop and rap. Repetition and experimental choruses just seem kind of normal in today's music. Not my interest though. I won't lie, I did have on max for a while after "Friday". I highly recommend "Walk Away from the Sun" to anyone that needs a stark contrast to "Friday" pop. Too bad Grunge rock is dying out.

Many people don't have enough food due to rampant issues with food transports and inability for some people to go out due to fear of nuclear radiation. For an industrialized and advanced nation as Japan to have this happening, it is very tragic as there should be more than enough in their nation.

Lacey's not Emo O_o Well, I don't know; I used to really like the sensitive emo guys, because they match well with my overly direct strong personality. However, I feel like I am more into strong personalities now.

Aww, Lacey, you're not missing out. For me, Trim most likely to keep it tidy, but if I ever want to try swimming as an exercise, I'd shave most of it off.

I am not sure how many people read Exodus or how many truly understand the complex concepts that are within the story. Everything thus far is nothing compared to what will be introduced in this unique collection of tales within this universe. It examines the characters deeper and encourages the reader to dream. We live in amazing times, where the dreams of previous generations have been achieved through the wonder of science. Exodus points out this fact in the many ways that technology has d

The nuclear side story is also developing: Japanese Nuclear Plants after quake

Agreed, it's horrendous disaster on the epic scale.

I would love some pointers. I am completely out of my element with him, but it's so easy to talk to him at the same time. Believe me, Asians and especially Chinese people have our own moments, too. A US article a few years back once called us the "new Jews" of the United States. I will compromise as much as I can, but we're both opinionated and I think that's what attracted us to each other in the first place.

You don't need a boyfriend, but it just makes some people's nights less lonely. Actually, it's less about the sex and more about the companionship than anything else. Friends are great, but finding people, who can share your dreams and hopes, give a special kind of feeling. I don't know how to describe in words other than it's like a part of you is now full.

Well, a couple things were brought up, when we were talking about future kids and how we look at religion. He really wants them to brought up Jewish, Hebrew school and jewish parochial schooling. I was open to the idea as I think parochial schools would be good, Massachusetts Catholic schools are very open and several pretty inclusive of gay parents, so maybe jewish schools were the same. Then, we approached the subject of charity work and how we view things. I think charity should strive to make people's lives better through education and insight, not merely direct hand outs. He thought it was more about alleviating the current suffering of the people. we talked about the stupid fish story (You know give a man a fish and he will eat for a day, teach a man to fish and you will feed him a lifetime). Then, we got back into discussing we volunteer with different groups, he's helping people with direct donations and soup kitchen work; I help people by teaching them how to manage their money and tax preparation. I do have one time of year that I do give directly, around November to December for Christmas to different organizations giving kids toys, because their families are too poor to afford presents. I feel that kids should be given that happy christmas morning. He's not really big on the whole Christmas giving thing due to religious reasons and I don't know, it made me feel uneasy as to his view on Christmas. That's basically a summary of one of our conversations, we talk about everything and branch off into a lot of wild tangents.

Well, let's start at the beginning, first there was darkness, then there was light..... I am dating again and this time, it feels like a keeper. Politically, we're closer to each other than anyone else before in either of our lives. We're both insufferable intellectuals with a keen eye on debates. I have never been so attracted to another man as I have with him; it is like we complete each other. Okay, here's a few things thought I know and noticed between us: 1. He's really big on his Judaism, which I am fine with, but something inside me feels kind of strange. I know the stories in the old testament, but there's a lot of stuff I don't know about Jewish faith. 2. For those of you into Astrology, I am on the Western Zodiac a Cancer and he's a Aquarius, nearly polar opposite. For the Chinese birth animal, I am a full Fire Rabbit with June 24th 1987 as my birth date and he's a tail end Monkey or a head Rooster with February 7th 1981 (He's pretty cocky too ). Both are astrologically parallel signs in western and eastern scopes, but I feel such a strong attraction to him. I should not have been curious about that stuff, ugh, now I'm worries even more. 3. Neither of us like to lose or feel like we lose. I know that's a bad thing, but it's what makes us so complementary with each other. We make a perfect stalemate. Well, I hope this works out. Now for my readers, if there any of you guys remaining, who probably have given up by now after so many months of waiting for my stories. I don't know what happened either. I started finishing the next week of Exodus, then lost the file due to a computer virus and tried to restart after a reformatting, but just haven't been able to get it to where I remember it was. I will fix it one way or another, but I will make sure you guys are amused at my other stories being sent to both GA and my Author page this weekend.

I'm not talking about the traveled path between Christians and gays. We've probably discussed that ad nauseum on GA in the past few years. I am currently dating a Jewish guy, who I absolutely adore and we both feel a strong connection with each other. He's a moderate Republican, who is worlds less conservative than me on a lot of issues We have really long conversations over everything from tax theory (he's also a tax manager, which is perfect for me the tax specialist) to how we should raise our future kids (I know, it's kind of odd to both of us that we are going that far so quickly but it was instant intellectual attraction). Now, I feel kind of strange, when we talk about Judaism and his religious side. He's a reformed Jew, so homosexuality is okay with his temple, but he also has pretty strong beliefs on the tenets of his faith. I can understand his strong beliefs and even encourage it, but part of me feels like I'm travelling through an alien world. I'm more aligned with Christianity, but on religion, I am much more spiritual than an advocate of any single religion. I don't know how to work out this butterfly in my stomache over the Jewish religion stuff as it's something completely new to me. I've known plenty of Asians that date and marry Jewish people, but none of them are gay. Can someone on here give me some pointers, ideas, and perhaps inspiration on how I can get this un-comfort out of my mind, because I seriously love this guy on so many levels and I feel like he feels the same way too. Also, please don't debate the merits of religion on this topic, we have threads in the Soapbox for that. I am looking for help rather than a debate; I get enough of those with him

Probably, he will either fade out or go into TV like Luke Perry and get his shot to fame as the eternal teenager (God, how long did that last? or has it ever ended?)

Late Happy Birthday!

Awesome news, now I can travel below the mason dixon line without having a lawyer on speed dial.

We all have our taste, I suppose someone must appreciate Shamalyan style of movie making. If they do a sequel, I would suggest replacing M. Night Shamalyan as I think he is completely burnt out from Hollywood. He can be an inventive writer and producer, if he just get some rest. I really liked "the Devil", which was another one of his recent movies; it was high concept, too. Personally, I think a re-launch movie would be more appropriate with a whole new set of actors and actresses. I thought this could have been crafted much better and integrated better. Here's my Fan boy section: If I were the new producer, I would do the following: 1. Use live location shots, probably New Zealand like they did with Lord of the Ring Trilogy. 2. Include a stronger opener, like, for me, showing the death of "Avatar Roku" in the volcano as Fire Lord Sozin (great-grandfather of Prince Zuko) leaves him to die and claim his "destiny" to conquer the world through fire. (It was shown on the show and I think it would make a logical opener) 3. a. The first movie should go to the end of Book 1: Water, showing the victory against the fire kingdoms invasion force. I would play the battle up more like a Star Wars episode IV moment with the death star blowing up. b. The sequel should include the fall of Ba Seng Se and the failed invasion of the Fire Kingdom, where the heroes have lost complete hope and the Avatar has lost most of his powers. (Makes it very dramatic for the ending, The resistance seems to have failed and our heroes are powerless) c. The last part of the trilogy will show the final battle of liberation with the White Lotus Secret Society preparing a counter offensive that has been hinted at throughout the trilogy (Yes, I know the plot hole on why they didn't join in with the major forces in the sequel, but on the show, they were slowly gathering methodically for open conflict rather than attacking in one strike) and an apocalyptic battle between Aang and Ozai, now the Phoenix king. I don't know, but that would be more of a movie people would pay money to watch.

Wohoo!

Don't get me wrong, I love the cartoon on Nickelodeon. It "bended" traditional elemental concept of Asian philosophy into a medium that many people can understand without the complex metaphysical and philosophical issues involved. The characters were more representative of the human nature that each element fundamentally represented in Asian spiritual metaphysics. The movie on the other was a complete and utter disaster, which won a majority of the Razzies this year, the award for worst movies in each category. M. Night Shamaylan is getting worse and worse with each movie; his stories are one dimensional, unrealistic, un-emotive, and non-provocative like watching paint dry with different lighting and angles. The adapting writer basically betrayed the notion of the cartoon series for cheap simple story telling with effects and too many misused scenes. I also learned a neat, if humorous aspect to the title for British Audiences, "bender" in British English has a double meaning for homosexual males. It is quite funny (Wonder how many people have gutter brains over the pond, too).

Poor River, we'll always have Idaho with Keannu picking him up and confessing his love at the end, tho. (It was very romantic and tragic) Justin Bieber looks better and he's not that bad, annoying yes, but not as bad as the Jonas Brothers or Miley Cyrus (cringe). Hey maybe he will be the one in a million non-tainted hollywood kid stars without 20 kilos of blow in his trunk.

Close enough to my psychology. Let's see if you want to label me: I am blind, Asian, gay, and conservative. All four carry stigmas with different areas. I am good in math, but I use my profession to mask it. I have a cane, but I usually don't use it as I can see out of one eye and hate using the thing. I donate to gay charities, but don't participate in parades or other stuff. I still have strong ties to conservative friends, but I don't tell everyone my political views in real life. I guess a combination of the four has made me a man that strives and fight to achieve something in my life. I don't want to be looked down upon for my weaknesses or treated differently due to my thoughts. Perhaps, fundamentally, labels have power over you either as a positive or negative influence based on each person. At least that is how I have come to see it.