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It has to be the goat's EEEVIL influence... only someone as cruel as him would do something like this. If you need an example... look at what he did to Brandon... Eric

Come What May - Moulin Rouge Never knew I could feel like this Like I've never seen the sky before Want to vanish inside your kiss Everyday I love you more and more Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings Telling me to give you everything Seasons may change winter to spring But I love you until the end of time Come what may, come what may I will love you until my dying day Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste It all revolves around you And there's no mountain too high no river too wide Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide But I love you until the end of time Come what may, come what may I will love you until my dying day Oh come what may, come what may I will love you Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place... Come what may, come what may I will love you until my dying day **** This is an amazing song... need I say more? Eric

Hope you feel better soon and congrats on the laptop!

Gotta agree... hope you have a happy birthday! Eric

I'm happy to see yet another state finally allow gay couples to marry Now if I can only get NJ off it's butt and get crackin on letting us do the same thing Eric

This trip must have done something to the goat cus he's more EEEEVIL then ever!. From messing with poor Brandon and leaving us in a awful cliffhanger to the fact that he was messing with his post count, I don't know CJ... whatever happened to the kind goat that we all came to know, love and harass? Eric

Congrats CJ, only someone as inhuman as you could manage to post 7,000 times It's nice knowing that your there providing feedback as much as possible, and I'm lookin forward to reading another 7,000 posts from you Eric

Only the Goat does

Hmmmm sounds ominous... I think my cliff-dar is going off again

I heard that Goat meat can be tough and stringy.... better tenderize it before cooking and I think I know a few ways to do that

I have to agree Hmmmmm.... looks like the Gay Pimp is rubbing off on ya I haven't seen any of them but I think i'll check it out

For my 501st post I decided to make it a bit special. I want to ask all of you what your favorite gay thing is. Whether it be a book, movie, music artist, etc, I want to know about it. To start off i'll write my own favorite things: My favorite gay movie is Angels in America. While based on a play, HBO did a miniseries of it and it was amazing. While it's kinda hard to explain what it's about, the basic gist of it is the AIDS crisis and how people reacted to it that had it. It was an amazing story and it opened my eyes to a lot of things. It also has an amazing soundtrack as well. Now it's your turn. What is your favorite gay thing?

Hmmmmm.... that sounds about right

YAY! I finished GFD again and now I can't wait... only 2 more days till my thirst is quenched for more GFD! *sits anxiously*

Happy Birhtday!!!! Hope all is safe and sound... and that you're having a blast! Eric

I for one am appaled that the goat can go after someone like Brandon especially after what he put him through in the last series! Count me in as a member! Eric (who is on Steve's list)

I can't disagree with you there *sigh* you're such a dork

Me and my boyfriend Matt... hopefully I can get a better shot of us soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! MAKE SURE TO HAVE LOTS OF FUN!!!!!

CJ... like usual amazing work. However... Amazing job CJ and keep up the good work!

Happy Birthday!!! Hope it's tons of fun! Eric

I saw him and I smiled. That's my other one... dang it's hard to think of more but i'll try Eric

Six words huh? Here's my shot at it History is a never ending waltz

Happy Birthday!!!! Hope it's a great one

If the entire world made sense, what fun would it be? The whole mystery of life is built around the fact that there are questions in life that make us think and exercise our brains and reasoning abilities. For example, would you want to live in a world where there was nothing out of the ordinary? Nothing to figure out, nothing to make you think about something? What if we all wore the same clothes, listened to the same music and thought the same way about thing? It would get old fast huh? The same thing occurs in relationships, whether it be with your parents, your friends, or a loved one. Would you rather be some type of conflict in a relationship, or would you want the same thing every day? Personally, I would want to have some type of conflict, whether it be a disagreement over something or a small ideal. Now don't get me wrong, conflict all the time is a bad thing, but in small doses over life, it is a good thing. It gives you that little spice that's needed to make things more interesting. However, there is a difference between good conflict and bad conflict. A good conflict is something where you can remove yourself and not let it hurt you deeply and question yourself. A bad conflict, however, is one where you can't remove yourself and it hurts you every time you talk about it or it brings you into a depression. For example a good conflict is one where you and a friend are arguing over who's a better band, NSYNC or Backstreet Boys. A bad conflict is one where someone tells you that you are wrong because of your sexual orientation and you let it rock your core beliefs. Yesterday, I experienced a bad conflict, and it's one that I am hoping to rectify today. I came home after having a date and when my mom questioned me as to where I was and who I was with, typical parent, I told her I was with my friend Matt. When she asked me who he was and if he was straight, I immediately lied about it and told her he was and that he was a friend. Thinking about it today, I know that I was in the wrong because I shouldn't let myself be conflicted about who I am and who I want to be with. I should know enough that if I lie about something like this, it only leads to more stress and heartache on my part, but at least right now I know better then to let it go like I have in the past. I know that this conflict that I know I'm going to have is going to start off being a bad conflict but I know in my heart of hearts that it will eventually lead to a good one because it will, I think and I pray, finally lead to an acceptance in my life and in my parents eyes. In life, all we want is our parents acceptance and undying love. I know that with some people, it's a hard thing to earn, in my eyes, however, it's something that is worth all the struggle and the conflict that may arise. I love my parents to death, but I think it's time to stop hiding the fact that I'm dating a man and, even though I know they won't like it, I think it's time for the both of us to swallow a bitter pill, get through this conflict and be better people for it.