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Forever together

Yeah, I don't blame you

Mystery Meat

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I was a little afraid to post in here, but what the heck. When I was 15/16, I was in an abusive relationship with a guy. I don't even consider it a relationship, he was just a drug dealer and....well everyone knows how that works. He is about 4 years older than me. Anyways, we would fight a lot and he would usually hit me, sometimes I would hit him back, sometimes I didn't. He once knocked out one of my teeth during an argument. Of course, I was ill tempered and didn't know when to back down so I just kept going back for more, and usually I would just get hurt in the end. And, sometimes, if I wasn't in the mood to have sex, he would hold me down, shake me, or basically make me consent to it. At the time, I didn't know that was date rape. I thought it wasn't rape at all because I technically consented in the end, but it was. He did that a few times, and once with it was even with another guy who was probably going on 30 or close to it. I should have beaten him down and left him in a ditch to rot, but I was just too dependent on his supply and sucked it up. I didn't care if he was locking me in his closet and leaving me there for hours on end, or sending obscene videos of us to his friends ( ), just as long as I could get high. I'm just glad not to be traumatized by it, and I was mildly shocked when I was first told that what he did was wrong. I always thought it was naturally since I was a drug addict. And, I'm ashamed to say, I never reported him or done anything when I should have. Anyways, I won't ever let someone take advantage of me like that again. I will do everything except kill them (only because I'm too nice. >_> )

How cute XD

Make me a sandwich Or I will damn you to hell Don't forget the cheese Haha, I'm lame.

Happy Birthday!!!!

I wonder how many people would actually smack it. My bf says if I get a tarantula on my back, then I can say good bye to some things.

Happy Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I decided on a tattoo that is just perfect. I want something similar to this: I have a few piercings as it it, tongue, three holes in each ear, I think my lip was pierced at one point too but it's not there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Some old people are sages, some are narrow minded and overbearing.... same with young people too. Some can be sages, and some can be open minded, and some are just narrow minded. -shrugs-

I think I could love a girl, just not sexually.

Unfair, now I hate you.

Yay, cat humors

Sounds like a personal problem. I can refrain from touching my cellphone when I drive, so I'm sure you can. Here, you're pretty much allowed to go 5 mph over the speed limit, but I also live in a rural area.

Revenge has never made me completely happy, but I do it a lot. I love to get even with people, and it is weird, even for me to say, because I'm so normally forgiving and kind. Of course, I only feel good about it the first couple of days, then I'm off depressed and feeling crappy about what I did. Some of the stuff in the past, that I considered revenge was pretty sadistic, but other times were pretty ridiculous, such as having sex in my parent's bed after grounding me, and such. I have mixed and sometimes, hypocritical feelings against revenge.

Im glad you can have fun clubbing. It's something I don't personally like, but wish I did in a way. >_>

Hmmm, good things. I woke up breathing. I woke up sober. My boyfriend loves me. I have friends who are wonderful. I am remotely attractive and young and a wonderful person. I have everything I could possibly want right now. Life is just so f**king good. ^^

I wish he lived closer, than he could scare the piss out of a few enemies of mine.

That's the best way I just noticed you didn't have two problems. Wow o-O