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-ceiling drop- Heya =D I'm so stoked to be home. I had a tooth extraction yesterday, so call me Mr. Chipmunk.

Someone gave me a book called Sleeping Beauty, written by Anne Rice. I don't know what I was expecting exactly, but I liked her vampire series, so I cracked it open and BAM, smut everywhere. Lots and lots of smut. I was like, mmkay I'll just skip the smut stuff because I'm just looking for a good story. Didn't happen. It was all smut. I didn't like it.

I lied. I didn't know about Jason Momoa. The Sprouse twins have my attention too.

I'm really sorry.

I'm a 2! Lol But seriously, I tend to be more critical with reading than with speaking. Wet noodle here.

I get snappy sometimes too, especially when people ask me why I kept my name as Lacey. Cause I like my name, thanks very much!

This is me being a people pleaser.

I'm not sure if this helps, but I had a relationship of sorts with someone I met online, on Comsie's chat actually, and it was before I actually told anyone I was transgender, so when I noticed that we were becoming pretty invested with each other, I told him the truth. Annnnnnnd He was very accepting, but I am very glad I told him early on with the mindset that it might be our last conversation. If I could make a suggestion, it would be to talk to your boyfriend before he moves. He sounds like a great guy, but even the greatest people can be confused or unsure when it comes to this, and the last thing you'd want is to have everything come undone after he's there. You don't have to know your place on the gender spectrum, but he really ought to know you're struggling with it, especially if he's straight. Good luck! If I was him, I wouldn't let someone like you go.

"But I am sure I have always thought of Christmas time, when it has come round--apart from the veneration due to its sacred name and origin, if anything belonging to it can be apart from that--as a good time; a kind, forgiving, charitable, pleasant time; the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people below them as if they really were fellow-passengers to the grave, and not another race of creatures bound on other journeys." Charles Dicken, A Christmas Carol I read it every year before Christmas. It's one of my favorites.

It's always easier for people to see things as dichotomies: black or white, male or female, etc. It's good to see it them being challenged.

I mean, you're in college. I'm sure the majority of your class is taking it seriously considering it's coming out of their pocket. If more than half are failing, there's gotta be a reason.

Don't make me blush! Haha. It's actually an older photo I did for Comsies bday but I really don't look very different, imo. Thanks though! ❤️

I have a tattoo on my back, it started as a star but I've turned it into an Ares-esque shield and spear. I have 3 piercings in each ear, and my tongue is pierced, as shown. Haha I once got a ball stuck in a back molar and had to use my car key to pop it out. Very uncomfortable moment!

Yessssssssss

I think someone stole my Goblin King shirt. T_T

LOL sure. Im waiting on my father in law to pick me up, then I'm gonna be spending the rest of the day being a redneck with my brother in laws. One of them is an ex of mine, but surprisingly, it's not awkward at all. 😃

Jamie's whole family seems to be carved out of cream cheese. Holy crap.

Splenda cheesecake sounds good, actually.

I won't treat you different. I was born female and I'm a guy, always have been, even growing up. I did stereotypical boy things from playing Yu Gi Oh, Pokémon, watching DBZ and obsessing over cars. No one encouraged me to be any different so it was easy to consider myself male, and I understand it's not that easy for everyone else. I'm not going to do any hormonal therapy for medical reasons. I have a great singing voice but I don't sing because it's not masculine enough. Lol. I think your voice would be fine, honestly, maybe different but not any less impressive. I think it's great. 😃

I lost my watch at a party once. An hour later I saw some guy stepping on it while he was sexually harassing some woman at that party. I immediately went over, punched him and broke his nose. No one does that to a woman, not on my watch.

I was suppose to make apple pie for Thanksgiving with Jamie's family, but I found out that one of her nephews, well my nephew too, has type 1 diabetes, and I don't want to make something he won't be able to eat. Does anyone else know any, less sugary, recipes for Thanksgiving? D=

Just had a huge argument with my oldest brother. He's going to get himself killed, seriously. I need to vent. Ugh