Mark M

Yeah i didn't include timeline in my first post, i definatly think that Jerry is the best bet. I really don't think Brad can handel killing someone....and it'll be just as sad for littke daimen if brad can't make it to malibu....or closer to clairmont...but with stephs business empire of sexaholic death i betcha Brad will travel everywhere...and maybe even take up new languages??? so coool being multi lingual....wish i was I know some french....but not enought to have any conversation whatsoever. lol

Ineresting, DNA testing in it's infancy, well that's good then and there's a real way to get out of this, although neil got what he deserved, I think Brad should have a phycatrist or something. Althought people have killed outher people for thousands of years, death now is truly something that can effect a person horribly....since we don't see it everyday anymore like they used to. I think the story is going well. What award is Mark Pining for anyway?? lol i may have to vote on this one lol! Anyway i guess american idol is on tonight so i'm pumped for that too as a side note. I really hope lark and max get involved again, it'd be cool....max with brad give me better hope...i duno but i'm finding that robbie and brads relationship is to...i duno...forgiving, they've messed up countless times....how many times does one person get....thank God they still physicaly please each other or i wouldn't know what would happen.

Jerry i believe probably showed up saw neil in the bathroom knocked out and decided to end it for him, after he probably molested neils unconsious body ! course then he was scard as shit too so he just killed him. lol:O

haha totaly a movie. "Another gay movie" or "Another gay movie Sequil: Gays gone wild" So funny!! Icon would be Beyonce!! for life (L) lol Um...well then there's the playgirl Magazine...sadly i don't have any...oh well

The handicapped one also depends on the handycap, a blind person can skate...just needs a guid to guide him or her around the rink, etc. TO FUNNY! and i totaly do that... Sucks totaly.. Awe how nice toward biggish people Heartwarming. lol Is that a fat joke? Bah!! to funny indeed! Myself i got none...Exept! ....that there is a "get on with your day" statement on gillet shampoo bottles, instead of "Rinse, lather, Repeat"

haha Intersting, not as expencive as ithought, and holy shit his father sure sold his son for cheap then...lol Oh well i'm glad he is in the story. lol

I wonder what happened next...lol

well i love cherrys too...at a december class party, we went to boston pizza(the chain of resaruants) and i took about 5 girls cherrys....guys...sorry to come out to you...but i think i'm straight....

ch 15....is great chapter in the story, because it's yet another interesting twist. Although i think i would've preferd Mouse get re-tested and turn out negative, mianly because nothings ever this perfect, and mouse has his whole life ahead of him.....so sad really, cuz i really do hope you get us all happy and then take it down a notch by....i duno a car accident? seriously that'd be the worst, but it would be another twist. I guess i've seen to many Goodendings to believe there real anymore. lol

Agree i've been watching Nuke on youtube (Luke and Noah from As the world turns) and they didn't have sex early enough almost ruined there relationship, and when they were broken up and mad at each other and fighting they just kissed and went home and had sex for the first time haha it was rather....well i duno funny?

Your Type is ENFJExtravertedIntuitiveFeelingJudgingStrength of the preferences % 22255022 You are: slightly expressed extravert moderately expressed intuitive personality moderately expressed feeling personality slightly expressed judging personality Hmm interesting. I agree! in school (Human resources, i was 50% between ENFP and ENFJ so...i'm perceiving and judging equally lol

hahaha, i won't vote becuase i have not yet dated. lol Myself i think it'll happen when it happens, whether it's on the first date or not, sadly tho i wouldn't mind giving my virginity totaly to someone i have known for a while anyway....at least a couple of months i hope.....but from what i know of gay guys my age.....sex is like at least an everynight thing. lol

Well ok i won't lie no matter how much i think i will, i love flirting sadly there's only a few girls that i've done that with....and of course they think i'm straight haha If i do find someone i like, and he or she is in a relationship i will try to interven by being there for them and listening, is something i'm good at and something that is a big gesture, althought i know i'd be walking the steps of re-bound if the person ever left this other person, because in this case being with me would remind them all the time that i helped them through that horrible ideal, so in the end the person wouldn't be with me anyways, but i'd probably still do it. Litterally flirting and trying to steal someone from someone would be difficult and could end up scary, i think i might after i start living the gay lifestyle but other then that i have no experience with gay guys other then myself so i would probably not risk stealing anyone at all

Hold Grudges? toward people on a website? i don't see how i can even fathom doing that, unless there's constant bashing which then moderators will probably know and either quell the problem then and there or well then they might lose to members. OR two memebers have met in real life, didn't have a good experience and then bashed each other on here or something, wouldn't know how a person can truly get a grudge...but i suppose it's possible toward people who take things very much to heart.

Very Awkward and Skronkin!!!! W00T Best name Just like a girls vagina is now "Vajayjay" lol haha I have a retarded bunch of straight friends haha. doin the Nasty? ew!! Makes sex seem so gross... RIDE A COWBOY!!! AWesome song! Interesting someone has been around the block once or twice!! BAH!! That's totaly what i was thinking!! like seriously what is the matter with that...i'm not a big food fanatic when it comes to sex sorry Tho i've always wanted Chocolate Syrup on someone's _ _ _ _ and try that out.. lol

Holy can i say i totaly love you??? lol!! Seriously everything i said you've said something nice, that's very encouraging! and i totaly agree with you!! on everypoint! lol, There's alot more of the situations i have to share someday and it'll come out on here over time probably, which i'm totaly fine with myself, other then i won't tell anyone my EXACT adress so they can hunt me down and kill me, cuz i'm sure this site has had a gay basher on here once or twice. NExt thing Phelps will be on here. Yeah it's been a hard young life, but seems to be ok, and sadly yes i won't come out while my financial and post-secondary education is on the line. That's far to Valuable to give up...for coming out...for well...maybe no fun, maybe lots of it. Sucks tho, No first Kiss, No loss of Virginity and i'm almost 20 the sexual prime of a male...saddening if i'm single through it all...and i sure am getting tired of being closeted. But hey it will come eventually Sucks tho i worked at a bible camp...as a Junior counselor....turning out to be gay and that getting back to the camp might make legal issuse arise...unless Canada's Equality Bill is totaly True... Yes Urgency has dimisnished for me too when i was younger i could orgasm like 5 times in a row...now it's like 1....rejuvinate for at least 20 min...and even then...hard as hell...lol . Although i think if i ever get kissed by another guy i'll do it right there in my pants "Jizz in my pants=funny song" Anyway i gotta get some Stats actually done...i've sat on here for about 3 hours haha Discovered GA Chat lol

Awe!! Sounded like a good twist with Ace, oh well maybe it's randomly some highschool jock brad blowed in Highschool in BeRad

Just want to say that i think Anal, or Vaginal Sex is your cherry....but then i also think it's to having an actual experience where either you or your partner get Off, because frankly if you stick a dick in a girl once and leave job done, i don't think you lost your virginity buddy...same with anal with another guy....lol

Are we talking about me not being hostile about comming out?? well i have some definitions so make for myself yet, am i to be a bystander in gay rights? or fight for them?? i'm not entirly sure, because that's is a boatload of trouble. Plus sadly no1 else in my family is gay so yeah, and with a dad as a widower...i'm not sure the fact "no grandchildren" No wedding with a white dress...but maybe two black suits...will go over so good.....I duno i still don't even really believe in gay marrage yet either, like sure...maybe in a couple of months/years i'll come around...but still it's reffered to as a partner legally, not a husband...(meaning partner, spouce..). Back to the dad issue he's been partially blind (Due to his eyelids closing on him) for the past 6 years (or that's when he quit driving), then my mom took over, untill i had my learners, then i drove literally EVERYWHERE lol. Then two years ago my mom passed away cuz she had bipolar...whiich is a horrible deasease!! hate it hard core, only cuz she took her own life tho...saddening...but i wasn't to attached to her at the time anyway, because myself i'm entirly about the music and the arts, and the computer! so in her "Bipolar" or "Manic" Stats she wouldn't watch t.v, she wouldn't do her regular everyday "Normal stuff" so she pestered me over school alot...like a grade 6er doing 4 hours of homework? comon....course in her last years i would be on the computer doing whatever, video gaming with friends or something and she sits beside me and looks around awkwardly....i turn down my music in case she needs to talk about something.....but nothing really....she did that quite a bit, i told her to go watch t.v or go out or something, didn't really notice that she was having problems with the Depression or anything, but after she'd leave me she went to bug my dad in his room...(Workshop area in the basement, as my comp was on the other end of the basement) and he painted paint by numbers (and we have like 50 in our house) or worked on puzzles of no less then 1,000 (which we also have like 50) and he'd tell her to go watch t.v or phone someone. But alas my attachment drifted because she was just pissing me off more and more...which is sad in a way...Never told her i was gay before she passed. As for my dad well he's good and all but my childhood was plaqued with so much sickness that i'm just sick of him being sick i guess, and frankly don't really have an attachment to him...problem is, he is Financing my College life at the moment....and doing it all on my own if he does decide to go postal (which i don't think he would, but the relationship would change) and cut me off entirly...would be hard to deal with... But that's my story of why i'm basically not out to my dad....and i still don't really get what you mean by Hostile? am i suppose to deny who i am? i've known for about 5 years i was gay...well 3 years ago i knew for sure i was gay, because i didn't have no idea what feelings i had 5 years ago...anything made me horney haha

Well i voted the Cousins two, but since Brad ain't gona like it at all, i'm thinking more of someone he hates, or really loves. Ace could've have gotten drunk and Bitty could have lied her name, and ace would have forgotten her as a cousins since theynever really see each other...or something...who knows!! lol Anyway Cousins, I'm Praying Healthy! and a lovly boy so we might turn him to the dark side

Oh!! Awesome that's something i wouldn't mind reading again. I miss Vlista's Writing I've read everything like twice and after that...you know whats gona happen...so you wait some years and then read it again Armand Lower french nobility....cool. Hmmm Iranian? Petra Arkan!!(just kiddin, if u've read "Enders Game" In high school you might know her as a Battle School Student.) Now i'm pissled(pissed and puzzled) lol i wana know >.> Exciting!! Um....i think i'd have to have brad hit Ace. Cuz they are family....then the kid will be Brused!! or born with a disability, and frankly if i knew a child i was having with a wife, which never will be, was going to have a "Sickness" or a "Disability" i'm Pretty much all for abortion because why would you put anyone through that??? Course that's my opionin and who am i to make the decision who lives or dies....or at least that's an arguement that's been put up against it for years.

Yeah i found vlista made me really think on how i wanted to be as a person, how i wanted to treat people like me or different from myself. He made me listen to what was out there and teach me what "Could" happen....course if i never did read it i might have outed myself by now possibly...because what he write's is intimidating, but mainly i really wanted to work at an awesome bible camp that i've been going to for 10 years, and a junior councelor, so i decided to closet myself even farther and now i'm scared of being tracked down and sued or accused if i do come out now. ah well, i know now that i will never attend the camp again, because we had a guy named vavey from austraila come to our camp and say he was basicaly a homosexual who believed in God and got over it....and is "learning" about girls...i was just discusted. almost up and left, but then i knew i'd out myself right there....i just feel sad for them....Canadian relgions are starting to accept the "gay" factor but still any practise in homosexuality is a no right there...dissapointing. Vlista adressing the religious issue the way he did with his one story was amazing, it was the last story i've read (besides One moment of course cuz that's Technically new...tho it's two years old) Anyway Chapter 12 right at midnight the next day i find compleatly hilarious there Mark. Never two chapters in a day! but in less then 24 hours is ok tho!! lol Really good chapter and i'm sooooooo pissed we are left hanging over who the father is...i hope it's jack just to piss myself off more....But i'm thinking Armand since i think he was partialy the same nationality as Darius...Lovley boy that one, can totaly tell when the 1990's roll around our point of view for the story might switch. Anyway Keep em Coming! way to good!

Hmmm To bad really JP got it, really liked him. I just don't know, currious to where the story is going, the fisting never really effected me because the way you write is not the brutalish that i've read before (VLista). You still have me hooked tho, but i'd rather see max get involved somehow, robbie and brad together forever but i duno....i'm excited for more twists in there relationship and how the family will stay to gether....Frankly i think i should own Escatorial(Spelling) hehe! Love that house from what's described, although 20 years isn't that long to be in the family...if i remember corectly. Ah well good story!! Can't wait for more.

Haha Well Canada's reputation for Accepting gay guys is not entirly correct, myself i am not out. And since my fiends probably would never be caught dead with "gay authors" or any of the depictions written in any story on here coming out has been a challenge. My dad and i, since my mom passed away two years ago, are figting for ourselves basically, like he's a widower and his family is decently distant but they come around every once and a while. My mom side has little to do with me, which would be my step brother and sister. But her parents are great i just hope i'm still in the will...haha i'm just wanting to be in eveyones will so put me in guys lol jk Myself i've been thinking of coming out to my best friend, actually was going to two days ago but then his relationship with his girlfriend got in the way...and frankly were so comfortable with each other i don't really wana lose it just yet...even tho nothings there sexualy between us (although he's freeking model like) Like we sleep in the same bed when we have sleep overs (clothes on, or usualy boxors or whatever haha) then yeah that close proximity i don't wana lose, like i know he's not totaly against gays at all, he's nailed it dead on so many times that i'm gay, but of course i just deny or whatever and leave it alone...and yeah he jokes and i can see a negitive thing there so i'm scared he'll avoid or drop me as a friend entirly but i don't think he would, but i don't think he could adapt to talk about...things i want to do or what i'm scared about sort of thing.. i don't really know how to explain it, but when i do come out his sexuality will be questioned, although after two girlfriends that have bragged about him in bed, i really don't think they will. As for other friends i duno yet, my dad will come along eventually i think he'll get over it tho, his family i'm not so sure about... But it'll come, right now tho i think the closet is where i'll camp out a bit longer. I still have my relief on the internet with some friends who know i'm gay, but of course there miles and miles away haha

American idol Fan hardcore...lol love singing tho i'm not the best yet myself...need vocal coach Second is totaly legend of the seeker based on a good book i own. movie....probably still lord of the rings...lol