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Poem Collection - MythOfHappiness - 26. Bubblegum Elegy
I can’t chew bubblegum:
lungful nostalgia blows bigger until
POP! My insides like
coca-cola bubbles, sweet on
the tip of the same tongue
that drew glistening trails
over ridges all smooth.
Fucking in the kitchen
where my mother smoked
cigarettes; her ash-tray kisses on
wednesday after church let out
almost covered up the whiff of brimstone.
Sobbing like a bitch in my bedroom
sheets sticky with our dried
“come over” you’d plead,
snapping pink sugar into the phone
shatters my contrition.
Excuses rattle off,
rice in the rainstick
calling for the flood.
Her nod, ashtray overflowing,
keys ring out like music as I shoot for the door.
Your room skunk stank
ripped up posters all misremembered,
candy-sweet smoke in the air
that was your breath.
Hours we’d lay bereft of clothes,
indistinguishable in piles on your floor.
Hours I'd feel like belonging
didn’t belong to somebody else,
the snap of gum you’d share in class
the only other sound that seemed real.
But secrets don’t stay ours forever
and fathers don’t want sissies for sons.
Another school might as well
be another world back then.
Nobody keeps in touch with their first:
time can’t travel upstream,
but I don’t chew bubblegum
anymore.
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