Update on the Morphine.
Well, two weeks on Morphine and what difference has it made... pretty much bugger all.
In fact, if anything, it's made it worse. The problem is that I have two levels of pain... the underlying toochache that is there ALL the time, whether I am sitting lying or walking and that is much better.
The other type of pain is the... being stabbed by sharp knives or burning needles kind of pain. That's the kind I get when i twist or stand up or bend or sit down. If anything that is worse because with the underlying pain gone the early warning system is switched off.
I am, however sleeping all the time which means that I am spending more time unconscious and therefore pain free.
I have been offered another job. Someone just rang me up today and asked me if I wanted to work for them. One huge positive... MONEY
Two negatives... I've worked for this person before and she is a psychotic bitch AND... my health is going to go downhill again.
MEH Why does my life have to be so complicated? Just when I was getting used to the idea of being unemployed but relatively pain free I now get a choice. *SCREAM IN FRUSTRATION*
On a brighter note I've almost finished a painting of Ariel
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