Hello old friend.

It's just you and me now.

They are all gone, but their words repeat unending.

I hear their words, but they're long gone.

I don't care, I love him, I cant stay, you're uncaring, you're worthless, you're unlovable. 

Hello old friend.

I have my plastic smile in.

Their shades haunt my days and torment my nights.

If you smile while you cut all ties they dont notice.

You're alone, you're unknown, you're unremarkable, they don't see, they don't hear, they don't care.

Goodbye old friend.

The clock stopped, and no more alarms.

Each day a new pain, a new scar, a little death.

I curl up on your tombstone now.

Who is the frail figure? What does he want? Where are his friends? Why is he alone? How did he become this?

Goodbye old friend.

I stand here one last time.

There are no tears or hugs for me. There is no warmth in this cold December. There is only hard acceptance in the end.