Ok, so now I know what the sore spot is.....another dang tumor. I'm getting so sick of this. They're sure it's not cancerous, but they can't be 100% sure until it comes out on monday

This is the third time I've had a tumor removed in less than 9 months. If you count the surgery on my leg, that's 4 surgeries in less than a year....wtf. Sometimes I wish I could just get hit by a car or struck by lightning and get it all over with. My dad's totally stressed out, and he hasn't slept in two days. I don't think he's going to get any sleep until he knows for sure that everythings ok, even though the doctor who's doing the surgery talked to us today and he was totally cool. He said he does this all the time and that there's nothing to worry about. He said that from the tests they've run they can pretty much say that I'm cancer free, and that I won't have to miss too much school or work. He said the incision is gonna be small and there might not even be a visible scar.

So, when we got home today I demanded that he take me to work and stop trying to baby me. He wants to make me quit my job because he thinks I should be resting and he says I don't need a job. He doesn't let my cousin work but my cousin doesnt get good grades, so I can see why.

Well, at least I'm off this weekend and I can catch up on the school work I've totally been blowing off when i should have been doing it since my friend Steven's been bringing it by for me.

I guess the thing I've decided to do is to just stay positive. I can't let a few health problems mess me up. I still have things I need to do, and I'm totally behind on My Jump Off so I need to get moving right away. I think if I could stop worrying about my worry wart dad and stepmom and I could get Taylor to brighten up, I could concentrate more on what I want to get done before my surgery. Oh, well, wish me luck :king: :king: