Shades Of Blue
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: no
2. are you happy? Somewhat yes.
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: Ashlee!!
4. are you bored?: Nope
5. are you German?: Nope, tho i have been to germany ^^
6. are you Irish?: Half
7. are you French?: No
8. are you Italian?: No
9. are your parents still married?: Yes they are ><
10. do you like someone right now?: Define like =P
TEN FAVORITES.
1. store: Hmm I guess AE or T&C.
2. flowers: ???
3. color: Blue!
4. sport: Basketball, Baseball, Tennis, Pool.
5. mall: Ala!
6. movie: Hmm, I'd have to say Transformers.
8. season: Summer/Winter
9. animal: Dogs!
10. state: Not sure.
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: Born and raised in Honolulu Hawaii.
2. hair color: Black =P I know I'm plain like that
3. Birthday: September 25
4. hair style: It used to always be really short, until i decided to grow it longer.
5. eye color: Light brown.
6. best friend: Rayna, Ashlee, Alex, Brandon.
7. mood: Content
8. skin color: Ugh i used to be really dark during the summer, but i got white agian =(
9. available: Yes, but i'm enjoying the single life.
10. left/right-handed: lefty!!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?: REAL love? Noper
2. do you believe in love: Sure do
3. why did your last relationship fail: He only wanted sex.
4. have you ever been heartbroken: I have...
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: I was told so, although i don't beleive it.
6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends: Yes
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: Yes
8. are you afraid of commitment: It depends really.
9. has someone ever kissed your hand: Nope
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: Not a clue.
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or trust: Both
2. hard liquor or beer: Haha here's a hard question... it depends on how drunk i want to get!
3. night or day: Night it's so much better!!
4. one night stands or relationships: Relationships
5. television or internet: TV for Heros, Internet of everything else.
6. pepsi or coke?: I don't drink soda, Ice Tea!!
7. wild night out or romantic night in: It depends
8. chocolate or vanilla: Both
9. phone or in person: In person
10. Love or Lust: Love, but lust is always nice too ><
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?: never had to sneak out
2. have you ever skinny dipped: Nope, but i would like to try it one day
3. have you ever done something you regret: Haven't we all?
4. have you ever sky dived: Nope, but i plan too
5. have you ever been on a house boat: No
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: I don't remember!! haha
7. have you ever liked someone so badly it hurt?: Yes
9. have you ever danced in the rain?: I do it every night as i walk home from work =P
10. have you ever had a hang over?: Not yet
WHO
1. Who was the last person you laughed with? Rayna and Tammy
2. Who can cheer you up instantly?: Only two people can, and they are Ami and Rayna.
3. Who do you think will make you smile tomorrow: A Co Worker for sure, we have a big meeting tomorrow so we'll all be there ^^
4. Who is making the world a more terrible place to live in: My Family
5. Who dominates the family: ><
6. Who is like a brother/sister to you: Ashlee <3
7. Who is the youngest person you know: TJ he's 2!!
8. Who makes the best dinner: My Aunty
9. Who needs to chill: EVERYONE!
WHAT
1. What do you hope will happen next week: Nothing!!
2. What would you name a newborn puppy: Jazz
3. What relaxes you: Shooting Pool, MUSIC!
4. What is the most difficult decision you had to make: Moving away from the family
6. What's your style: It depends.
7. What is your number one priority: Kids!
8. What is the worst movie you've ever seen: I don't remember the bad ones!
9. What do you want for Christmas: Being surrounded by my friends.
WHEN
1. When is it a good time to be truthful: All the time?
2. When was your last break-up: A few months ago.
3. When do you take time for yourself: Whenever i get free time.
4. When is the next time you'll see your best friend: We'll considering i'm at her house, and sitting on her atm, a few seconds?
5. When will world hunger end: The day i stop eating
6. When was your last bad hair day: EVERYDAY!
7. When do you usually take a shower: Mornings,afternoon and at night.
8. When are you going to go on your next date: Most likey not for a while.
9. When will emo kids grow up: ?
10. When did you first learn about sex: Hmm around the age of 13 or so? Yes i'm slow i know!
WHY
1. Why do you feel the way you do right now: Because i always feel good when listening to music i like.
2.Why are teenagers becoming more apathetic: They are?
3. Why did you say the meanest thing you've ever said: Because i mean't it??
4. Why can't perfection exist: Who said it deosn't already.
5. Why is gay marriage illegal: Becuase people are stupid?
6. Why, in your opinion, are some countries more privileged than others: Beats me
7. Why is your father the way he is: Becuase he's old fashion.
8. Why do bad things feel so good: I don't know
9. Why would you hurt someone, if you ever did: It's not something i do on purpose, but somethings you just can't help it.
10. Why did you go online today: What else would i do ><
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: Talked to Ashlee, ugh she woke me up at 5am!!!
Q. The last thing you ate?: Kailua pig and cabbage YUM!
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: My Birthday
Q. What's annoying you right now?: Nothing!
Q. What's the last movie you saw?: Rush Hour 3.
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: Sure i've been in one, and all i can say is it's hard.
Q Where is the last place you went?: Pool Hall
Q: Who is the last person you called?: Rayna
Q: Been cheated on?: Nope
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: Nah.
Q: Do you wish on stars?: At times yes.
Q: Did it work?: no, not really
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: Nope =P
Q: When did you last cry?: This morning, it's something i haven't done in a few months now.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?: No ugh, it looks like a 12 year olds.
Q: Are you a friendly person?: I try to be yes.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?: Yes
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?: My own bed!
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: Not wearing a shirt ><
Q: Do you have any pets?: Yes my dog Jazz and Meme, tho they live with my parents =(
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?: Green and Yellow
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?: At the Pool Hall
Q: Last person you talked to: Rayna <3
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: Last Week
Q: Look to your left: My Bed! *sigh* It's calling me agian....
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes i have
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?: Yes
Q: Song that makes you cry?: The hawaiian song Friends, it gets me every time.
Q: Are you a normally happy person?: Agian i try to be!
1. Smoked a cigarette: I took a puff and never did it agian
2. Smoked a cigar: Nope
3. Drank so much you threw up: A year ago ><
4. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back: Yes
5. Been arrested: No
6. Gone on a blind date: Nope
7. Skipped school: *Bites Lip* Yes
8. Seen someone die: No
9. Been to Canada: No, but I'd like to.
10. Been to Mexico: Nope
11. Been on a plane: Yes
12. Been lost: I'm always lost, look at my name silly!
13. Been on the opposite side of the country: How about the middle of no-where?.
14. Swam in the ocean: a while ><
15. Felt like dying: Not for a while.
17. Played cops and robbers: Yes, of course
18. Recently colored with crayons: Nope
19. Sang karaoke: Yes Friday night!!
20. Paid for a meal with only coins: Noper
21. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't: Had to eat those twinkes ><
22. Made prank phone calls: Long time ago
23. Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose: haha yes!
24. Caught a snowflake on your tongue: I wish
26. Written a letter to Santa Clause: Yes
27. Been kissed under the mistletoe: No, though I'd love that to happen *wink*
29. Blown bubbles: Of course
30. Made a bonfire on the beach: Heck ya
31. Crashed a party: never!
32. Gone roller-skating: A while back
Personal questions to know you better:
1. Nicknames? Winky, R _ _ _ y, Mikey, Meeko
2. Mother's name? Suzie
3. What is your favorite drink? Water/Ice Tea
4. Tattoos? I get chicken skin just thinking about it.
5. Body piercing? Nope
6. How much do you love your job? Alot, I mean wouldn't you like a job where you do nothing?
7. Birthplace: Hawaii
8. Favorite vacation spot? Hilo
9. Ever been to Africa? No
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? haha not ever.
11. Ever been on TV? For work yes.
12. Ever stole any traffic signs? No way.
13. Ever been in a car accident? A while ago.
14. Was it your fault? Nope, stupid people who talk on cell phones.
15. 2 doors or 4? 4 Door
16. Favorite salad dressing? Ranch
17. Favorite pie? Pumkin, or Custard
18. Favorite number? 5
20. Favorite holiday? Christmas
21. Favorite dessert? Tammy's Crack Brownies ( I swear she puts cocane in them to make them sooo good!)
22. Favorite food? Pizza!!
23. Favorite day of the week? Lately? Friday
24. Favorite brand of body soap? Axe haha.
25. Favorite TV show? HEROES!!!
26. Favorite Toothpaste? umm.
27. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Hopefully in front of a classroom filled with kids.
28. What do you do when you are bored? Many things, mostly clean, then listen to music, then go out ^^
Wow so that took a lot longer then i thought it would. So things are still pretty rough with the family, but i'm trying to look past all of this and continue on with my life. This is the point where i feel i need help the most, and surprisingly i'm getting a lot of it. Not only from you wonderful people on GA, but from a lot others in RL. All your words mean so much to me, and for that thank you!
Another note, I started writing agian, Idk if it was conner yelling at me that did it, but i opened up the folder and just started to write. Thank you Conner.
I'm going to leave you with a song that's gotten stuck in my head lately.
Shades Of Blue, By Nick Lachey
Looks like another day is
Slipping through my window shade
Chasing the dark away
Sneaking into my room again
Are you a sad and lonely thief
Come to steal my peace of mind
The only peace I find
Is pretending that you're still lying next to me
so why why why
The sun has got to shine shine shine
Why don't it just stay away
Why do dreams have to fade
Into all these shades of blue
Where I wait for you
Pray love reaches through
All these shades
Shades of blue
When you close your eyes
Feel me by your side
I will wait for you
In all these shades of blue
Thinking back on my mistakes
I can't undo all the days that I misused
I thought that you'd always stay
It's hard to face the simple truth
That
that time brings no relief
but time is what you need you said
Had to go and clear out your head
While you're trying to decide
If you'll come back to me
Why why why
do we have to cry cry cry
Tell me why this has to be
Why don't you give in to me
Baby all these shades of blue
Where I wait for you
Pray love reaches through
All these shades
Shades of blue
When you close your eyes
Feel me by your side
I will wait for you
Here in all these shades of blue
Here in all these shades of blue
Why did you have to leave
Why did you have to set me free
Why did you have to go
Baby all these shades of blue
Where I wait for you
Pray love reaches through
All these shades
Shades of blue
When you close your eyes
Feel me by your side
I will wait for you
In all these shades of blue
Here in all these shades of blue
-LC
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