--So this guy I know killed his father. Accidentally. The father had medical problems and they got into a fight which turned physical and he hit him too hard and killed him. He didnt know he killed him and left and the next day he found out when he was arrested. He was put in jail for a few days but was let go for now. So - theres that.

-----What else has happened . . . oh! Uh, met a model who works at Bob's [big Boy]. Names Vianney. Italian. 6'2. Gorgeous. *sigh* Went out a week ago and going out just dunno when. We'll see.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Oh! Im in a pilot! On Fox (did I talk about this?) Not as an actor but a performer. Got paid almost 1000 to do it. Its called 'Glee' and should air in March. Its directed by Ryan Murphy, of Nip/Tuck fame. Pretty coool. Filmed WAY back in november, but I forgot about it.

(And on that entertainment note, go see the movie The Spirit! My friend Seychelle Gabriel plays 'Young Sand', basically, the young Eva Mendes. So support her and watch (even if its bad.))

---------------------------Im still a whore. Dont think that surprised anyone though. I did stoop to a new level when I . . .

When I told a few friends though no one was really surprised. Kinda sad really, can't shock them anymore. Hmm . . .

--I have hereby named my house, "Home for the Homos". Seriously. More and more people just keep dropping by and then never leaving. John, my good friend as been living here as well as his boyfriend Richard. Richard is . . . interesting. A gifted artist, he has a deal with 944 (a magazine). Hes also so skinny that mens clothing doesnt fit him, he wears make up and works at Hustler Hollywood. He's strange but - no - well hes just strange. But in a 2 bedroom 1 bath place, theres now 5 people living here. 5! If things contniue to stay as they are, we're going to have to move or someone has got to go.

---------------New shrink. Decided I couldnt trust the old one. Sad because it took a year of sessions before I thought I could trust him. No joke, a year. But I like this one. Hes nice. Brett. Seems a little green though. Dunno, we'll see.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I have decided: People are simple. They like to think they're complicated, but theyre not. Part of the reason I never really bought into the whole psychiatry thing.

Randomness: Favorite line- Sometimes I long for a little misery, though. It can be terribly romantic. My ex made me deliriously miserable.

I should be going to sleep now. But I probably wont. Ugh.