Unsure of what to do
Well, I am at a crossroad. First of all, I love this site, and have enjoyed working on various teams and projects. However, there have been major issues as of late, and I am considering something that I never thought I would, having my account disabled. This is not a decision I take likely, and I won't make it for at least a week. Right now I am feeling disenchanted due to some recent personality clashes, and while I still care about all involved, it's becoming too much to take. I am very sensitive, and I am known for seeking acceptance in order to feel secure. Thus, repeated instances of situations where the opposite happens, I become depressed and start isolating myself from others. I've been through a lot in my life, and it's reaching a point where I can't deal with much of anything beyond my day-to-day life in the real world, and even at that, I often have to hide my true feelings, something that is emotionally and physically draining. I'm not saying that people aren't real. They obviously are. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. I do know that I am feeling totally lost right now, and I just have to pull away for at least a while.
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